Finch & Fanch Friday

Preface: My Blog explains details about my life and where I respect my own rights and responsibilities. I am thankful for staff, everywhere I go, and I have a very clean well trained mouth to talk to authorities. I am thankful for every program that has grown to make me the person I am.

I'm glad, I am going to breakfast with my father tomorrow; for the last few weekends he has been calling me on Friday. I have grown less eager to be over there and I just got home from The Northside Adult Day Care Center, about 3:30PM. I am excited though, at the same time. Most people that know me, know I have bipolar disorder. It was fun, at the center, we celebrated a Birthday for Crystal. When talking to people, you should be kind and respectful and I learned the hard way that I don't always have to hog all the attention or prove I'm worthy. It's 4:46PM, and there's still more cleaning to be done today. 

Yesterday, I stayed home and tried to get a lot of work done. It's continuos progress throughout the year that makes for the best. Everyday counts, even if I didn't get one of the workers to change my nail coloring and I was requested to keep it on there. I really don't know how to speak because growing up, there was a lot of verbal abuse and would I mention Alchole? Although; I got over it and have noticed energy drinks can cause a problem also. I really like to deep think when I was 26 and hearing this over the frequency of the fan that our group home has had for seven years is sometimes disheartening.

I mentioned, almost too many times, I was alright and when I mentioned the last three with my counselor, I could barely understand or hear. Then when My Recovery Manager and I talked to my psychiatrist; we did discuss the same problem we have been having all year. There's about ten people on the team in charge of me and those are the only one's I trust far enough to say friends. I was mainly grown up by some of the rudest people who begged for friendship, in the entire world. That's why I don't trust that word.

Right To Treatment Yes! I believe people have the right to learn about treatment without taking the individual rights of the person who refers them. I do my best to treat everyone fairly but lately things haven't been going so fairly in the group home. It's not my job and there's definitly a social unjustice that has always lingered on anything I own, Anything I work on, and anything that was made for me. Since I became a young model at the age of six. I have only been overseas to travel once since the age of birth when I moved here at 3 1/2 we first moved to South Carolina because I guess we couldn't live in Houston, Mississippi. It was during the civil war; feeling with a cigarette more than a couple of minutes ago, unabashidly wearing sweatpants it feels like it's happening all over again. Soon, I will be thirty six and I can make my own decisions which sometimes I regret at fifteen that we had made a huge pact of friends that are still around but vicious lies and manipulation are getting a lot of us hurt. 

Carpenters On The Roof

The Carpenters: have been working for two day, I sit here and ponder how long their assignment is! As stated by The Woman Leader; It will last two weeks. I have not paid them much attention, but rumors about them being my second cousins and even being romantically involved, is highly unpolite and pointed out by several of these house members who daily stalk my sit and my room. No one, in the entire town deserves to have their money and monetary items destroyed, stolen, or tricked by otherings.

I have been sitting in my room, for the last 45 minutes,.... Math really is funnier, and I ask them to leave my individual rights alone, by picking up a MHMR law guidebook to work on what has really been happening in the last decade, which would entirely take too long. To long for what I won't provide, all the time, really gets on my nerves. As a group of Cave Care Consensus it's not my job to provide this person with peck it with and at me cigarettes to lead to humiliation from humanitarian science.

When you account it to the sound of a hammer and nail going into the panels. A drummer has past away several months ago and I sit here praying to hold on to any amount of life I have left. I have dated two carpenters, my first when I was only fifteen, . . . and we would go into, places only we know. The sounds and hoping their careful up there and knowing that their equipment is mandatory as I learn about writing for young readers. Sometimes, it's been my accountability project and I tested that for myself and on Monday a pack of Lucky Strikes wen't missing. I bought an Omarion Rainbow Blast Vaporizer Today for $30; which are normally displayed at our local Texaco but cost $47. I bought it at Artisan Vapor's when I talked to my Peer Support Counselor from Diadem Hearts. 

I went to MHMR this morning, and when Mr. Tracy got here the Carpenters we're already here. I got home at 12PM, after my appointment and the day before my birthday, I have another appointment!

Fights On Power

Our Washing Day At Home! Hey It's Swiggy! I have written 180 sentences, since I have sat down at 1:15AM towards 1:30AM! Now that's deffinitly the same kind of screen stealing that was going on in Public Relations, Senior Year! The information I did need was appropriate and it would have helped teaching. Though, the most embarrasing and costly part of Father's Day was that Emily and I and Hannah-Beth, we're under a deeper problematic response to our IPhone's and any thing from an electronical, what he wanted to be called as a master degree mastermind. In which he isn't and I guess I got so stuck up that I didn't want him to see me, at all. I told his wife that she was pretty, told my mom " I had a good time " , Told My Dad " I Love Him!". Nothing is that free, nor is it dumb. Dad told me; that is is for the month,... I'm hoping and very fearful, that it meant forever. Sounding tretcherous and extreme for extreme things I am doing on my own safely in a group home. 

Today, As A LEO;... This rest and relax, This afternoon, I want too talk about My Father's Day Weekend. It's not about the stuff I can accumulate from these people. Nor, how much I can buy them! Neither one of these are really my responsibility. It's too take good care of myself, my educated and earning more brain and being nice and polite to other people. We have recently found the most violent and vicious tips in our favorite restraunt, this past Saturday. Although; I reminded them that they are also just people. 

The First Shopping Trip on The First Weekend; Was to Wal-Mart and we spent $200 where I got New Summer Collection Chapstick in Mint, Rose, and Almond. Then two cases of AHA soda water, and Spectrum Make-Up pallette of eyeshadow in ten shades, $10 pack of earrings, bug spray.

People really are trying to earse people's brains and take their degrees and force them to do manual labor. This little woman, doesn't even know me nor need to know me that well and I think their all fiesty and I am sitting here, typing about fixing my life, as many just said they're bored. Then walk to your own danger. 

Too Much Sunday

 It's almost everyday because of this woman, Amber Alerts from when I was at good parties. They stated the bigger the smoking I do the more they wouldn't smoke. In which I gave, them no permission and especially not a permissable pass to themselves as lesbians and gays to smoke fags around blackish eyed peas best worker. I'm upsetting today, and have been for the last three weeks and their detremental paths are leading to more distruction than I preview normal warroirs wars on my screen. It feels like a fight to win my death because we are the cutest and prettiest and things we're supposed to be rewarded. Thanks, I only got one small cup of coffee. Though; they lick even my own flesh almost daily for the last thirty five last weeks and no one but my parents took me shopping.

God, Dear God,... This is painful! This is really my life as they wish to vanish me to hellish worlds and I can not run because I made my son a promise. As they clean up my background they attempted to add way to much into my background and the first thing that showed up is #10806 Johnna Cathryn Floyd,... is back in jail. I know this is racist and racism on our black workers especially from who infested it from black in crew. Begging for any nicer things my parents and I just went shopping for and especially zapping those waffles and chicken and coffee our of my stomach then attempting to step up to beat my mother as a child I watched her work out class at nine and saved her, almost from ninety damn mean and fiesty women. 

   

Brick City on the weekends and then it's 2:30PM to 8AM !!! This was what my camera roll did before it was a bigger and bigger and deeper threat. This is a better friend, and growing up since nine to seven then sixteen to 22 and I wish we could rebuild a better bond for Texas Ink Slingers!

The Coffee Cup, Matches my HydraPeak at what we are and were doing. The best advice, is too leave them alone and not worry about what they have but when they solititatilly want me and try to force me in Hospice, I remember going snapped up and stronger from about 20 + 1 + Threats.. I love all people and these blue nails and sky board is what,.. outgrown? I could only have five tattoo's as I try to destroy this frog of Ambers as a sheep skinner and a wardrobe wearer and these never hirt me because I am respectable and applicable!

Monday's Mostly

Thank You, for everything you have given us;... My computer HP and H.P. Planner sitting on the ground of a darkened room, doing some daily guidance work I normally know I like doing. I know, I only took one graphic and wanted to know who the artist was. This Photo, was created by who?

2017 to Eternity

Pay Me Something

 R. L. Stein and Andy Grisham; grew me up in a world reinhated world for a long time and yes people with scary mouths think they own me. Even though I locked me up in JPS, they called me a begger and all sorts of wierder wisdom crap on the streets. Scaring relationships and Scaring shopping ... In 2015 when my son kept what he kept at that house, we found Arlington getting scary? I'm funded as a Foster Care Adoption System to keep kids safe but lately about three to two ,5 years ago we calmed off and down and escaped a scarier long time wish. 

Was It Taken; ... What was taken from them dang 28 laptops? Will they replace them and I hope I never find them trashed again. That was never my intention or my thought! I hope it works eternally and forever. Growing up there's a billion and one things that a person especially with Higher Power should never see their kid asking for while they magically work on each piece. 

2018 + Humanities: They all started walking into wierd stranger buildings mainly because they tried to covet friends, which I was making them every semester then in 2023 I was invited with my red, beans and rice, ,,, especially made for my and with my good friend. At least that was my wish and many people tell me she is dead in fact that should be written by a cop for a cops stand Mr. Psychiatrist and where people have been denying lifes work and sending us to Shindlers List 5 years ago, sir!

Productions : I am from "Shoot Chalk"; The CIA and FBI finally hired me and it is my treat record sounded good to other people, so I was and wasn't nice to people. Breaking Dawn on Events Spiritually Interrupted by Black Ink Crew! 

They Just Did ...

Make me angry but I don't take it out on them unless they just really piss me off and at my accounts!

Chemistry & Rhetorical Speaking!