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Showing posts with label Goals. Show all posts
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Thursday, September 17, 2026

Thinking πŸ€” Thursday

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I woke up πŸ†™ at 8AM πŸ•— & smoked a *Red/Blue: *Pall Mall & drank a cup of coffee ☕️ after having my blood 🩸 pressure checked ☑️ and it was 121. Then took my medicine and smoked an LD cig! Barely 😰 ate breakfast 🍳 & in two days are we going to Breakfast?








Saturday, September 12, 2026

I am not Jewish…

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I’m frustrated 😣 one more hour until I take my benzo & I can’t believe these girls ran through the Dr. Pepper’s in one day. I ate breakfast with my Father & I ate a ham & cheese πŸ§€ omelette. My Father gave me $60 & ‘My 2packs of Main Street were -$12… I hope 🀞 I have these for several days! I put $20 in my Pink Floyd cash box.


It was a good breakfast 🍳 & tomorrow is My EBT … then I can call πŸ“± & find out how much I can have. I am only thirty-nine & should not be taken advantage of by hurtful and angry 😀 older women,…


Thursday, September 10, 2026

Trying To Hard

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Dr. Pepper 🌢️ at 10AM πŸ•™ & in Mesa, I stayed there for three weeks and said no more rave marriages than regretted it. My name was πŸ‘©πŸΌ‍🎀 Pink Floyd & yes! I am great 😊 this has been a good morning πŸ˜ƒ! My boss Vanessa is here & I just smoked.


Normally,… I wake up at 7:15AM in the morning but this morning I had terrible back pain and my blood 🩸 pressure was 128. I had a great appointment with my Therapist & Then… my case worker drove me & I spent the $3 I earned on these…


Saturday, September 5, 2026

Where It’s About to Fall

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It’s September 5th & I am sitting in the regular seat of πŸ—Ό⛽️ our favorite ❤️ Dinner πŸ₯˜ of Skillet 🍳 & grill! πŸ§‘πŸΌ‍πŸš€πŸ’• Astronomy πŸͺ vape πŸ’¨ and these are my packages πŸ“¦ from last night at about six 6️⃣ pm! Though I am a Girl Scout #4729 ❤️ #2749 ..


Thursday, September 3, 2026

The πŸ§‘πŸΌ‍πŸ¦±πŸ‘©‍πŸŽ¨πŸ‘ΈπŸ» Treat of Theft!

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Realizing that I was handed $15 & this *pack made me happy 😊… I took my blood 🩸 test & 185! Over the record πŸŽΌπŸŽΉπŸŽ€πŸŽ§πŸ’Ώ & getting distracted and disabled by them. Where is my #13 Amanda Bynes CPU was that for three to eight years. I wondered about myself.


Two days later my drink πŸ₯€ was still in my cup of the Trail Blazing πŸ₯΅ Streets! I listened to my heart ♥️ & brain 🧠 and Nario is a good worker & then;… it was my son in Single & Parenting & Mops!


Friday, August 14, 2026

Financial Finds: Friday

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We’re on our way to The DFW Baluha Center and in a lot of traffic; it takes about thirty minutes to get there. I get $385 normally on the first but it’s up to my Pay-E! I’ve been out of prison for six so… years! Walking around a store 🏬 with only πŸ’΅πŸ§  $10,… can and can’t be dangerous.


I got out of ahi,… the vehicle πŸš— & I walked in the Dollar πŸ’΅ General & … Parmesan pretzel πŸ₯¨ crisps, an Alaina Nu Strawberry πŸ“ Slush Energy can, and triple x vanilla cream coffee can. πŸ’² costing $10.98 + $2.38 in cash πŸ’΅ then I bought 🐫 camels!


Tuesday, August 11, 2026

Trying To Hard Tuesday

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I’m able to talk to my Therapist around 2PM πŸ•‘ today & this is my True Mental Health caseworker for the week and next week. Though ‘right now it’s only 9:35AM; I just drank a cup of coffee ☕️ and smoked two cigarettes 🚬. I have $47 on Venmo & wish people would send me more.


I have not been to Brain 🧠 scanning & ❤️‍🩹 Heart ♥️ scanning; in a while. My blood 🩸 sugar levels this morning was 185! I have 97 College Courses Completed ✔️ I’m not aware of what else I need to complete. I am excited πŸ˜† to get my glasses πŸ‘“ this weekend & hopefully πŸ™ DL & Voters soon.


I walked with ‘Angelic to the corner store 🏬 & spent πŸ’΅ $22. I bought this bottle and three packs of Main Street cigarettes 🚬! My nurse for my mouth πŸ‘„ helped me when I got back & I’m waiting for caseworker.


Friday, August 7, 2026

Friday Fear 😰

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Okay; πŸ‘Œ so I lost 😑 the screw to my 🐷 Pygmalion glasses πŸ‘“ & my Father πŸ‘¨πŸΌ ordered me new πŸ†• glasses πŸ‘“ but I have no idea 🀷🏽 when they’re going to be delivered. I woke up at seven 7️⃣ AM & got a cup of coffee & smoked. I actually spent to much money πŸ’΄ & have $47 & $25.

I am waiting for three or six items; including a ring πŸ’ from Beauty and The Beast. The streets are dangerously creeping upon us & I want to save my $… 


Sunday, August 2, 2026

Sunday: Sent

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39/40 : counts … I just got my fourth package πŸ“¦ from my πŸ› Birthday πŸŽ‰ ! had about $300 paid to myself on my birthday before dad picked me up but now they’re going somewhere & I asked him to buy me glasses πŸ‘“! My tummy hurt 😒!


I reach for my cigarettes but somebody wants them and I want them to last me a while. Last trip to Walmart was May and we bought reach tooth 🦷 brushes and,…


Tuesday, July 14, 2026

Those Together Treats

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We’re already down to a quarter of a jar of coffee and I had an egg, sausage, and two egos. I am sitting at the table because my old counselor said I can’t sit on my bed and do my work and he,… okay so I had two cups of coffee one of two spoonfuls.


I received my dress, lipgloss, and accessories yesterday around 4PM,… I don’t like to nosy of people. There’s a worker here & I’m thinking of solving potential problems. I used all my EBT but now everyone is complaining. Two weeks from now it will be my Birthday.


Friday, July 10, 2026

Finding out ‘Friday

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I woke up at 6:40AM & around 8AM; our black Betty came in. Laundry night is tonight and I bought $27 bag of 47 laundry packets and need to wash my clothes tonight. I bought the clothes I wanted & today I am going? To receive shorts.


Six out of ten of the Wallets for Change. As I am lil Flyleaf & know ‘Brody & offered her the first two, me the second two, and hopefully my mom and little one get the second two.


Wednesday, July 8, 2026

Wished It; Wednesday

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So,… yesterday I walked at 4:45PM,… because I only had two packs of cigarettes 🚬. I think πŸ€” that’s been $100,000 in ‘Cigs since 18”. Years ago a conservative dad came back & now he’s a retired vet. I’m waiting for lipgloss πŸ’„, ten change purses, and hand 🀚 lotion.


I paid for myself to smoke πŸ’¨ & didn’t want to smoke πŸ’¨ five & when I came in and out of the house 🏠 on Pecos st. … ? Court? They, who got so ‘excited and who was ‘lustful & who was listening?


Monday, July 6, 2026

Made It Monday

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Good Morning, I had paid $8.48 for this shirt and asked if I could drink some coffee after I put it on and changed shirt’ & ‘shorts. I then smoked a ‘Lucky,… then I got my coffee and drank with two more cigs.


Okay it was about ten o’clock when groceries were delivered and I helped three times. I hope it’s alright that I took a picture of this; because we/I worked for my SSI & rent paid it $700 & TEMU was $All ‘My Money.


Then I went to ‘some Wierd Nursing station & ‘My Caseworker then drove me to 711 🚨. Then bought ‘My ❤️ Lunch & three 3️⃣ packs of Marlboro Black Pack & This ‘Can!


Friday, July 3, 2026

Friday ☠️πŸ‡±πŸ‡·πŸ’΄πŸ’‹ B4: The 4TH πŸ’‚

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Okay,… ‘so I gave my mother the Native American Blacks that were $12.99,… but there were only eight. Then I gave dad,… the ten team of this box. They gave six boxes of Luckies to me as soon I got In ❤️


Okay πŸ‘ so I had,… about a nice 😊 boyfriend who shared with me about 18 months his everything and I thought πŸ’­ I might get pregnant but I don’t know what happened about him.


Hehe 😜 Comfort Food 🍱 again the 13th!

Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Witness Wednesday

It’s a bit after’ ‘lunch time & I have eight crowns left. My caseworker took me shopping ​& I spent $90.40 at Dollar Tree. We’re watching soccer & I’m eating my Strawberry Shortcake ‘Breyers,… ice cream.

We had tuna sandwiches for lunch & I bought four boxes of instant kool-aid/coffee. I guess I will put my ice cream away,… gosh! If I eat that it’s 440 calories, I guess I’ll go vape the strawberry πŸ“ banana D20 Tomoro that I spent around $35 on!


Friday, June 26, 2026

Fine ‘Ashura: Friday

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Okay,… this last day of the week! & I have $1.30, only thing I can think about is asking for .70$ for ‘Supremacy. We / I mean I am the only one ‘smoking this device. Stop walking up too me threatening. Tomorrow will be better.


This was,… ‘this last Monday & Wednesday or Thursday,… ‘We / ‘I get paid $385! I paid off that ‘ticket but I may never get another Driver License. 


Thursday, June 25, 2026

Thinking Through This Thursday

​I woke up,… ‘sometime after 7AM,… poured three spoonfuls of coffee added some sugar and creamer and after that 🫦 smoked a cigarette. 🚬 I only have one ☝️ pack left and I am trying to make it last.


I just had The Last interview with My Counselor,… He ‘Retired! I am down to my last 13th ‘cigarette’s.






Monday, June 22, 2026

Must Make Sense Of Monday

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Dad, was having a great morning & I got this pack for a steep price of $10.99 & two C4’s for $6. When I went on the way home home with ‘My Father,… $ I only had $40 so I locked it up in my teal carton box.


My Nickname is Apple Seed πŸŽ’πŸŽ in this house 🏠! My caseworker is coming over tomorrow and I just took a shower 🚿 in which I had not in five days. First when I walked in we had,…