Thursday ‘More: Treats

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Good Morning and today I have to get my *Depakote levels checked and I have $83 in EBT 🍱 FSC! I have only $10 in *Venmo… b/c I bought 3 (cases) of Diet Pepsi/Dr. Pepper,… a bag of Jolly Ranchers & Albatross Gummy Bears & ice 🧊 pops. So far My Father has said that that’s my money 💴 & be careful with it.

He arrived at one o’clock and took me to ‘Krogers by TCU & by now my we fifteen minutes into shopping & spending $32.89 we used the self checkout together & I 🧠💵 bought this. Then we went to ‘Baylor Hospital 🏥 we couldn’t find the vehicle's and I had to get six vilest of blood 🩸.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Those Together Treats

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We’re already down to a quarter of a jar of coffee and I had an egg, sausage, and two egos. I am sitting at the table because my old counselor said I can’t sit on my bed and do my work and he,… okay so I had two cups of coffee one of two spoonfuls.

I received my dress, lipgloss, and accessories yesterday around 4PM,… I don’t like to nosy of people. There’s a worker here & I’m thinking of solving potential problems. I used all my EBT but now everyone is complaining. Two weeks from now it will be my Birthday.

Saturday Statement

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PFH: Pedi filing [pedi assure]  … old men attracted younger women. I was in ‘ADVT Camp 🏕️ & $60 - $80! Pretty 😍 handsome man and girls 🧒 hanging out in public. With a ‘Make a Wish! $3,998. 

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Myself Monday

We're supposed to find faith in the people we can depend on; I was extremely thankful when World Bible Church; handed my caregiver and I Bible's. I don't understand, why some people would trade a whim for what matters most in their life. Educationally and Career Wise a degree in My Field, has been difficult! Though; I long to get more work out there and do not live in blame. 

Living together, . . . can feel, like a drag, . . . I have, yet, too recieve my medicine and I didn't ask My Father for more money today. I'm not, that needy, in other words I'm willing to deal with whatever The Lord Hands Me! While continuing to learn from mistakes, which I don't blame anyone because of. 

Though; I want too truly be myself! The Group Home; doesn't mean that everyone catters to your every wish and Hey! Who are they too be wishing on people, I didn't intrude on other's rights or invade personal space. I've also been here the longest, for almost eight going on ten years.   

I'm Reading, Caitlin Moran's Book "How To Be Famous!" Though I find it kind of an intimitading and futuristically irritating read personally! These blogs, that I have written which are accounted for and unaccounted for mostly went missing. I became nervous, sometime in June, when I was asked about living situations here. It's not for anyone to judge, and I can see how the words fly off the page and I do not take books that personally, although my personal goal is too finish the book by the end of the month!

Learning To Blog

According to Profiler (katiegrazer.com); I am ready to be Passionate About My Blogging. I need to dedicate more time and energy to creating a good blogsphere. I know I use a free blogging platform, but I can't really afford that much. Let alone I can't sit still, laughing and crying on the inside, I'm still walloping all over my bed trying to get comfortable. Probably due to the coffee I drank, my roommate made it extra strong. Seems staying in the house has me and my roommate wrestles. Though staying inside where it's warm is the best thing for everyone right now as the weather is still cold and ice is on the ground. The owner of Cave Care asked me last year if I would start blogging and being active in my writing. I was happy to and bought a nice HP laptop with the 2nd Stimulus check that came in.  

Blogging takes time and persistence; I want my blog to reach 1,000 views by March. That gives me a month to triple my views, a whole lot of writing, and really putting my work out there. I have written a blog ever since I was 12 years old or known about blogging since then. I had a personal WordPress, but it was costing too much. I only make about $100 a month. Hopefully through hard work and dedication I can earn some extra income through blogging. Which has been a lifelong learning and dream of mine. I hear blogs I find on Pinterest having this cool career of blogging and hope I can make it happen myself. 

My Niche

I like to write about my almost daily life and how I am doing. I have a passion for writing and art and have finished 114 Credit Hours in Public Relations and Advertising. I haven't done near the amount of research I would like; I'd like to research things that matter to you, my readers. Understand that when times of uncreatively uncertain moments face you in times of trials there is hope. In the future look forward to reading about how I am faced with my disabilities and for tips on dealing with similar life situations. I want to be at the center of my writing and I also want my readers to be informed and have a sense of who I am and what makes me who I am. Please follow me on my journey; hopefully we can share and be friends. Thank you to the one caseworker who added me, as I look forward to others adding and following me. For Valentine's Day I'm focusing the next ten days on Relationships. 

Finding My Ideal Audience

Most of my caseworkers and caregivers know about my blog. Although I have several friends on my Facebook who have noticed my blog also. To get an audience I need to become a leader and strive to do my best for myself and my blog, not on days it's just convenient but every day. At this moment I don't really know what kind of readers I have to my blog. 

Followers

I need to have interesting stuff to write about and really engage with my readers. I want to talk about relationships since it'll be Valentine's Day in 10 days. 

Consistency And Trust

I have been acting pretty lazy and not working my hardest and I want to improve; for a long time, my readers have been hearing that without any real proof. I also responded to My Dad's question about my laptop to the answer of using my Cellphone more. 

Three Day Weekend

​My Dad’s Birthday was yesterday… We ate at Skillet and Dinner 🥘 yesterday morning. Happy Birthday!! 

Sitting here glad to be with my son and at my parents house on a wonderful Sunday afternoon. I need to focus my blogging on myself and how I interact rather than posting stuff I don’t need to. It’s important that I am here for my family. 

Use Social Media Responsibly: 

Life As Me on Monday; Start of My Blogspot

Just took my blood pressure with my heart rate monitor; I started taking my blood pressure and I'm supposed to use the machine every day. I got the machine before Christmas and my Son's 7th Birthday.

In fact, there's several things I'm supposed to do and not to do every day. I have matured in the last 3 months, a good bit.

Saturday: was socially akward and Friday I had bought some drinks for the group. Since we should always pay kindness back with kindness. Then Sunday Morning; I went and first went to the Texaco and bought a large Starbucks Frappe, the kind that go in a glass bottle. I love street art and I placed it by Meadowbrook close to where I thought I was going into to turn and go to the house when two of our neighboors dogs had escaped and were going down the street. The brown dog bit me and when I kept walking a lady and her dog got attacked by the Big Black Dog. I am not too keen on dogs, and I am more of a cat person.

At our Mim's house earlier this year, we had a white Pitbull puppy named Ice who was only a few months old. He would whimper, bite, and our caretaker ended up letting someone in the family adopt it. 

My Dad has our family dogs; ones a carrier tarrier named Chloe, and the other is a grey healer named Dixie. I just called my dad, at 3:35PM and wanted to see if I could come over for the weekend. The last time I saw my dad and Son; we went to "The Chinese Buffet" and to "Luxor's Vape Shop"... For Mother's Day.

I like my Vaporizer; and have had several Vaporizers bought for me. I have vaped ever since they came out off and on. Right now I'm vaping "Caramel Cappacino at 24mg" through a Geek Vape "Regis"; which cost about $75. In 2010 I took Journalism at UTA; now I'm working on Public Relations and Advertising.

I had a Large Slurpee today!
Looking forward to spending time with the groups and writing more and building and drawing some content for my portfolio.

What I Need to Do Every Day; From Now on After

1. Try To Bathe; and use soap.

2. Do some learning.

3. Talk to important people.

4. Help one person a day.

5. Blog and Add 5 To Pinterest.

6. Brush My Gums... I'm trying to get dentures again

7. Gather My Belongings and Sort Through Something

8. Read Devotional and Pray and Read My Bible

This was my first day to start blogging on blogspot! I'm reading this as of May 8th, 2024"! It's been about three years, since then, and I am working on editing and adding more information and getting myself back on a Routine! Starting School Back Fall 24"