Saturday & Pinterest

I have some good moments and some hard moments; and my mood is quite moody since I'm on that part of the month. I've been researching Confidence and working on my Pinterest... Was planning on working on my blogs all weekend; so I could feel like I accomplished something. Life is ever changing and everybodies advice is different. Just tried to go down stairs to smoke and they said no. I shouldn't take everything so personally; but lately I feel like everyone has been picking on me or that I'm relying on them too much.

We just ate dinner; at 3:45PM - Today has been kind of a strange day...
I've been in my pajamas all day and I haven't called my Dad. We had gravy chicken and rice. I added a Pinterest Widget to the bottom of the page. I also have no idea what to write about today; and I have been very unproductive and uncreative lately.

Friday & The Start Of The Weekend

I did better with my money this week; and bought myself a nice necklace and pair of earrings from Sam Moon. I’ve been looking forward to getting paid my $50; from my parents on Friday. 

Waiting on the pastor to pick me up; to go to Heritage Day Care Center. I love going there during the week; and on Friday we normally have a dance party and a drawing from the tickets we receive for doing good during the week. I 

I have been sober for three months; and intend on staying that way & I am trying my best to improve myself everyday. I’ll be 34 in two months & I want to do better for myself & trust God in every detail of my life. 

This Weekend; I’m not starting work but we will be soon. Soon we will be working at The Texas Ranger Ballpark & AT&T Stadium working concessions. It’s been since 2013 since I’ve worked; I received my Social Security soon after starting a job at Wal-Mart. I was offered a job in 2016; but started going to Texas Wesleyan for Productions and Humanities. The schedule didn’t work out with Fiestas.

PCP Appointment & Self Care

I’m sitting outside the Heritage Day Care Center; and we just finished lunch. My Case Manager; picked me up at 10AM and we went to go see my Primary Care Provider. The PCP; took 5 tubes of blood and I gave a urine sample. I need to schedule an OBGYN appointment and do my best to improve my health. 

We had Lisa’s Chicken for lunch and on the way to the center I got a Dr. Pepper and Monster Kona Coffee from Valero. 

Looks like we’re not going to be able to work this weekend. I called my Dad; almost every day this week, and he’s annoyed that I’ve been calling so much. My Mom added me on my new Facebook.  

I have to start doing better; not only for myself and my future but for the sake of everyone involved in my life. 

The Month Of June on MMP For MHMR

My Case Worker dropped me off at the house...
She picked me up a little after lunch and we went to The Dollar General to get pads; seems I'm going to start my period soon. Then we went to Sam Moon and I bought a necklace and some earrings. Then we went to Brauhm's and I bought a double dipped cone. I have a Doctors appointement in the morning at 10AM. It is good that I haven't spent all my money on Cigarettes this week; unlike the week before. So that I could get myself some things I wanted and needed.

I have been doing good so far; one more month at this house then we move into our new house. Then my 34th Birthday is coming up... I want to have a Native American Birthday! Last year my parents took me out to eat German Food for My 33RD Birthday!

Today was laundry day and I just finished folding my laundry. Then put it in the teal bin I keep all my clothes in. I have two bins that we bought at Wall-Mart; one for clothes and another one for other misc. stuff like books and toilet paper.

Right Now I Would Like To Talk About; Where I Stand in my own opinion as myself. I am Single; and not looking for a relationship - seems I just don't do good in relationships and have a disorganized attachment style. I am giving my parents custody of my son; I tried to contact my ex to get his number and his address and I'm still waiting on a reply, so we can get the papers for the Adoption. I have a roommate; and have seven housemates all together. I have been living in a group home for the past six years; and left a total of five times. I go to a Daily Day Care Fecilitiy; and I really like it. I see MHMR two to three times a week and they have been a big help.

Dispite all the set-backs; I am looking forward to things getting better in the future. While not walking down negative roads again. Things change all the time; but I have learned I'm better here and it's better to follow God's plan. The more I follow the rules the better it gets also.