Happy Halloween 🎃

​Just arrived at The South Side Adult Day Care Center; it’s too cold 🥶 to stay outside for a long time. I just took four pills; an iron pill, a prosight, a daily vitamin, and a vitamin D! After going outside to smoke a cigarettes and I gave out two. It’s Halloween 🎃 and I have my pumpkin 🎃 shirt on, sweatpants halfway pulled up to show my pumpkin 🎃 patch leggings and am carrying three hand sized pumpkins 🎃.

Monday Morals of Worship

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The Preacher; we just had a great breakfast of oatmeal 🥣 and toast with strawberries 🍓 jelly. I haven’t received a rosary from him but several women in here have. I have three cross necklaces though and thought 💭 about wearing my blue lapis cross necklace. Good coffee was all I craved when I woke up this morning. The chilly 🥶 wind 🌬️ and weather outside and wearing my jacket, I picked up from MHMR two years ago. 

It’s Monday and I am broken and broker than I would like to be. Wearing a Garfield shirt that my roommate gave me. I am excited about tomorrow because it is Halloween 🎃 and we’re having a party here at the South Side Adult Day Care Center.

Sunday Funday Startlement

 I just heard that rent was $200; and in my Day Dreamer Planner I had the first two months writen nicely and correlatively and I am determined to do good. Despite a woman in her 40's who talks too much and constantly wants to fight me; trying to configure the best and cheapest way to go about this with money with and from my Father as My Pay-E; seems nobody keeps a secret and they have sued me. The hurtful memories are more comforting, right? Eventually? Pressure to do too much with having a negative one dollar balance. The noise is more than I can stand since most of my phone has rang up two hundred spam calls all month and theres still a full week before we get paid. I normally have never gotten paid from writing online but my sister has done well on it. Pull Stats and hurting my work till I am at close death; as girls scream kill her and make her rot in the streets. Though, why would I fall for that? My 
Nineteenth Crypt Red Sweatshirt; currently wearing my lamb chop cotton dark black sweatshirt feeling too angry for words. I am told to give a lot and work a lot and what does that leave me left. Only a blood clot in my throat and the thought of buying hormonal perfume in my wishlist from Walmart. I try to stay on budget; filling my LiLa on the eighteenth time wanderlusting if I am going to be able to have a pink one because Alpha Kappa Alpha is my life. Check here for My Amazon Wishlist! Amazon Wishing

Saturday Settlement

Trajectories from Testing for the rest of the mindful month and far off visions,... seemingly getting better as I just finished my own box of food and saved the coffee cup from Skillet N' Grill where Dad and I went on our date to eat breakfast like we usually do every morning.  It rained for a while, and I woke up at 6AM and took a shower; as we are used to the good families sticking mainly too themselves. Next month; I am looking forward too going shopping with my father too Walmart because we haven't gone to Walmart since two months ago. If everybodies different then we all understand eachother; a harder burden on myself than I would like. Though when I meet this councilor she said that would be nice of her answer to my mothers burning question of if the ten year old and myself could have our own friends. After many recognitions that I read the first chapter of Joyce Girl and plan on finishing it this winter. The holidays seem all blood clotted up and over expenditured; be careful with yourself and other people. Last time in jail does happen in January of 2020 to March 2020 and the next time I go to jail I will go to jail for six months; although I haven't been too impatient or persistent and I am figuring we are all bipolar from The Bible. I'm on page 215; Deuteronomy 24,! In My/Our Big Media Journalism Bible. So after reading these both this afternoon {y?} Leaving Us Bitter Illegal / Immigrants,...

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We one day will all equal God Sisters and no one is stronger than anyone else because it's illegal to fight your sisters, even if you come from the wierdest / wildest / worldly/ wiked / wisest music in the world - Johnny Boy

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Was I too loud; since we moved in I have heard 258 statements screamed at me from a mean girl weakening from what's angry and taken her pain and anger out on me, from what was a dudes first fault but I shouldn't be blamed and no longer do I welcome cuz' nothing comes free;... WordPress or Blogger; and remembering my brain memory realizing how desperate even I am too share money and that I was grateful for my Ghost drink but it doesn't all equal to equal, does it A! Life isn't a straight path with your way going all the time and people can make it hard on people.

Either way this girl was too messy and too messed up; for anything to really help her a pick pocket, has a right to do,... what from a princess! The first proprietor has what chance if the item was stolen? so even to the day she pretty much owned my fifteen sticker dollars in questioning. Asking me too leave since day one of this adventure was her worst mistake. To take her too Casa Azul where I bought the ungrateful woman a hot chocolate mocha and myself a Marigold Mocha has been a mistake. 

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I appreciate everything a dark-skinned queen like A does for me including one, two, three store bought drinks this week. Any room this size of eighteen by eighteen equalled it as a missing pack of Lucky Strikes went missing; charging my Geek Vape now. Found a better friend from NIK and she traded me Lucky Juice Mixed Berry EJuice for a coral colored Geek Vaporizer; and I can't believe that it's already Halloween. Marking off one of my task of a no spend challenge to give away a valuable gift to another person. I don't know why now that since I tried all those rings on I now had too give my necklaces away and why such a younger woman who promises me that she does anything and everything. 

I own the Lavendar one since August 11th 2023 

    Smoking on Mixed Berry and hearing my roommate and another housemate stepped in to my room, she has always been stealing from me and this item better never go missing and I really don't like sharing it with other people especially people with bad attititudees but today I had had a good attitude and finished my plate of waffles after working on my Blogger and Wordpress for an hour 

Friday Fan Fantasy

​I just 🔥 burnt the bottom of my lip,… pipper with a pipping hot cup of coffee but on my lips 👄 there is a black stain. As if; several black women have tried to kiss me. I remember it almost and I am sitting on the far right packed with a good amount of stuff that I consider money. Relax or 💊 after all we already took our medication 💊. An observant one and a one fearful for her life. Meanwhile; I am a mixture of all types of personalities?

Dad spilt the news 📰 that I got SSI/SSA/RSDI; acceptance of a red line purse 👜 that actually the pipping hot 🥵 coffee got all over my skin. Waiting for “MY” ❤️‍🩹🗳️🪖🦅💰 Next $20 purchase on TEMU with the Axtillotal and waiting for my three 💕📱🔥🧶🍂🎃 Pumpkins 🎃 and painted my nails 💅 orange 🍊 to match.

A gift is A Gift 🎁

​Its Seven Twenty Two In the Morning!!! Got ready pretty,… nicely,… put my red hoodie on and am wearing army green! I’ve had a Cupid 💘 tounge ring since I have had my blood 🩸 drawn on Tuesday. I remember the shop;… Tuesday Morning and it was fun. Though today is Thursday Morning!!!

A Listers Brunch & Lunch

Tap here to start composing...  Breakfast to Lunch  “Nothing In This World 🌍 Is Free!!!” We pay 💰 from our insurance accounts to receive ourselves and I received mine from 2013 towards 2023; AM & I wasn’t DQ Driven Quickly to spend more “Than I actually achieved” Chosen One’s,… Queen 👸 brunette and who is this blonde? I have had blonde 👱‍♀️ highlights but didn’t get them this year,… listening to “Me Self 💜 Self Seeking Righteous One” accompanied by her 200 lovers. 

We have always been supportive and supported and a nice 42 year old woman offered me encouragement and ejuice tomorrow and I mostly made a B

I only wanted!!!

​Be careful with posting people on Social Media; when I was seven to seventeen,… I wanted a P.L.U.R. ⬆️💵🚰📎🍙 Marriage. I used to make homemade jewelry and hand them out, at parties 🎊 and I didn’t get hurt. As, long as I didn’t get hurt,… My parents supported my lifestyle. As long as, my own personal interests and intentions were good and I wanted too advance in it. I would be sharing a lot more with my group. Like the five given to me by my best guy friend Jose without bothering to bring up his past and pasturing and pastoral services of Mr. Ronni Washington on Wash Day Wednesday.

Seeking out my Thin Mints Box; which is a clear parcel pouch 👝 and still seeking my original beauty and cleverness as DG “Twilight Struggle” ! Just did my 👁️ red eyeliner & waiting for my breakfast 🧇 wandering,… Halloween 🎃 Pumpkin Farm willingly will show up eventually and today I am hoping,… to trade line my alpha gamma holster sack to a reddish floral tote 👜. I spent $78 on TEMU $78!!!

Tuesday’s Testimony Testing

​I did away with WP; I am proud of any written work, I have ever done but not to the point where I bragging too much. Pretty much too mulch! Not too mention I bought a.25$ coffee at MHMR Penn Square Concepcion! Drank it in five minutes because it is a small! Merge Garden 🪴 is a good game; and I also downloaded Harry Potter. 

Got to the lab 🥼 technician and he drew two vials of blood 🩸. I told him I liked his tattoos and wanted another one. Anyways both the guys I saw 👀 were too hot that I couldn’t have them. I’m pretty much straight and single and when I get back to the South Side Adult Day Care Center; I don’t know what I will do, 

I  love  Johnna this is us! Her, name is,… or should I keep that safe? Way! Gave my anti bacterial soap keycharm away.

The New House Worker

Sitting here eating a bowl of Frosted Flakes cereal, and just got a large cup of good coffee. Just came back inside from smoking two cigarettes after I drank a cup of coffee and took my medicine. We have a new house worker, named Mrs. Letha! 



I have had my eyes open only hoping to receive this month’s TEMU packages. I haven’t broke any of the rules and have mostly remained silent in my room all day. Except three of us, went outside the back to go smoke then came right back inside.

THE BEST FIRST SIP

​It’s October 12th; a start of a fresh new year of going to the center. About now, a third into my second cup of coffee. Just made a Halloween Mask; …

Wednesday Wake Up ⬆️

​I use an IPhone 11 👾💜; the last two times I tried to post it/it wouldn’t allow me to, also, it’s been an hour and a half since I woke up. I’m ready for coffee ☕️ knowing’s of what I am currently doing is mostly what topic I write about. With my purple scarf 🧣 and purple Geek Vape 💨 in hand,… 

“Let us lift up our heart with our hands unto God in the heavens.” Lamentations 3 : 41

Nobody wants to get things mixed up; knowing we came from a lot of mixers together. Thank God, Mr. Tracy is here and we can start our day! We received our five lucky 🍀 strike cigarettes; which I am trying to hold onto mine. Though;… I know when they ask, ask, and ask;… we normally only went one e

The True Test

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This woman has and is currently my girlfriend; who got me a snicker bar ice 🧊 cream and a nectarine 🍑 ! Her name is Myrah Malcom! Someone taking center stage does not hurt me but when they do in mean and disgusting way. My own motive, especially when they aren’t actively thinking and gross 🤮 and groseum. 

Tuesday’s Testimony

​Good Morning; Mr. Tracy just arrived and yet again I didn’t wake up when the alarm ⏰ went off! I am sitting outside with the group,… smoking! I was able to change my layout to one that doesn’t have columns! I like it better! Knowing that we need to treat people respectfully and yesterday;… my father and family were back from Hot 🥵 Springs. We talked about how those people were cousins and he asked me if I had been a good girl. I’m kinda concerned that my 🖤 emoticons show nothing but a blonde haired girl.

Even at 8:07AM;… I kinda was upset that for the twentieth time my Zippo from two Christmas 🎄 ago went missing again. My slushy blue Mio went out also! Thinking about how this life is and isn’t fair! Though too much on that thought would destroy me.

Welcome Home Group

​I think I am tearing up,… laying on my stomach enjoying everything I have. Though; there is a point, a seven week statement about plugging in the Wi-Fi? To weirder questions; such as will you let me use your Hotspot and we’re finding tons of people out of their element. For instance; I have only $28 on my debit card 💳 which is just a card? Though yeah;,,, Yeah! I once was a very charitable sweethearted girl! Especially as good as the coffee Mrs. Miranda allowed this morning before we got on the bus. Though;… lately I have been throwing a fit, I only made $120 this month and knowingly I am Bipolar. 

OH! I didn’t choose all my money 💵 over people just like my best boyfriend but we’re so pressed in that yeah, even though daddy doesn’t want me too have a boyfriend, I still respect this man a lot. 

Telling people; what to pack, as it happened again, when I got home. I 💫 started unpacking my backpack but didn’t want too. 

My Vapor Bar! Especially this room is or isn’t messy; these sure are expensive items I have afforded and don’t want anyone to mess with. Handing out my last Red Raspberry Bigelow tea bag 💼 to Donna. ℹ setteling for my elf bar 🇲🇱 Malibu instead of the one I can’t get. I would love to understand better about a lot but maybe there’s no changing their minds. 

Morally Broken Monday

​We pilled into the MITs bus at 2:15PM; right after I had taken some Pepto from the nurse and we were done having a busy day. I found one pack of cigarettes in my backpack that my Dear Dad,.,, gave me, that we shared today. Kind of knowingly didn’t write at all and that’s about four case worker books 📚 ! 

Mouth 👄 Made Of Sugar

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I have been looking at this $22 dollar vape 💨 for the last seven days; through the window 🪟 of my cousin’s store. Who keeps reminding me, I am broke and people broke me. Hopefully I will get my chance to get one and smoke it by Thursday of this week. It’s marked at a good price 

Moody MOP Monday

​Should I be telling people; like, they have been telling myself? I guess,… there’s no money I wanted to spend especially when the $20 I spent ended up in & to my Boss’s Mrs. Charnel’s bank 🏦 account on Apple 🍎 Pay. I was reminded that yesterday was Akon Day but yeah, as forewarned I hadn’t had any part of Downtown Fort Worth. I know I want to trust these people though.

In the first place,… I started sensing something weird and strange six months ago. It’s October,… October Feast is far but over. Two people are all this bloody blog had reached. Not like I had packed pads in case that does happen on Indigenous People Day. Especially,… a nurse walked in asking if I knew about my Indian Heritage Background. 

I just asked about cigarettes 🚬 wishing to receive our and my own five? Well, aren’t we? Instead we brought our selves too the over packed buses 🚍 carrying way too much stuff. It’s us in the bus at 8:49AM; and I just had the best cup of coffee so today doesn’t EQ to Casa Azul.

It’s Eight Sunny Days Into …

​The thing that is important is that we didn’t want all of everyones money 💰!!! I do understand that I am in ☠️🎃👻 punishment about walking and sitting on the front porch there smoking two times last month;… cost 💲 me 100$ 🌹🪭💌! 

about my magical 🧙‍♀️ flashy Alarm; and getting into The Cave Care Group Home; is about doing the right things. I was very satisfied when Mr. Tracy came but I kept reminding them I was too flashy when I came in to live here eight years ago, when my adopted son was two.