Sunday, November 26, 2023

Sunday Funday

    I just came back inside from smoking, and I am thinking about how this week is going to go. It's 10:35AM and all the coffee is gone and I'm enjoying having a bed and my laptop open. Listening to some music and thinking about how this is the last week of the month! We stayed outside for ten minutes, had eggs, sausage, and biscuits for breakfast. Oh! November was a nice month; I enjoyed My Mom's Birthday and Thanksgiving and being around my group.  

    What can I do today that will make this week go better? Thinking about how Christmas is on a Monday on the 25th and the last week of the month. Self-Love is important and much needed; and I know I'll be at the center all week. 

Saturday, November 25, 2023

Saturday Skillet

    I just came inside from smoking two or three cigarettes; and I am resting in bed after drinking coffee. My Dad took me out to Skillet N' Grill, again this morning. I had chicken and waffles and honey Dijon and I have some of an omelet in the fridge. A quiet morning: but the silly part is I haven't been waking up when my alarm goes off at 6AM. Instead, I've been waking up after turning it off around the time the house worker arrives. 

    It's about ten thirty; and I have Pinterest open and need inspiration. Maybe learn on how to improve my relationships or just find something interesting in general. It's the weekend and I have nothing planned and nothing to do. 

    Ten Things I AM grateful for: 1. My Family: I have a great Father, who I can depend on. Thank you for taking me out to breakfast! 2. My Daily Writing Ability! 3. My Love of God 4. SSI 5. A Warm Bed 6. Clothing and getting to do laundry once a week. 7. Drinks and food! 8. Relationships within the group home. 9. Reading Articles. 10. Transportation to places I need to get to.'

 

Friday, November 24, 2023

Friday After Thanksgiving

    Back inside from smoking, sitting on my bed and just drank my last Pepsi. I had a great thanksgiving, and my roommate is playing Christmas music. A couple of days ago, she surprised me by buying me gummy bears. My Dad came and picked me up Wednesday at 11AM and we went to go eat at King Buffet. It was a big buffet full of every type of Chinese food. Then we got a fishing license at Walmart, and he got me a vanilla milkshake from Sonic. The little one wanted a lot of "Alone Time"! 

    Then on Thanksgiving, Mom and Dad spent all day cooking together. I stayed in the extra bedroom and each night I fell asleep earlier than they did. We had ham, green bean casserole, sweet potatoes, and some other stuff. That night Mom made a pecan pie and we had ice cream. I don't cook and mostly we eat at the center that we attend Mon-Fri from 9AM to 2PM. I guess the rest of the group is there, anyway, I have no idea where most of the group is. 

    Then He dropped me off at 9:45AM, after we ate at Skillet N' Grill! I had chicken and waffles, and my leftovers are in the Fridge. Had Smart Popcorn and a Big Red and a Pepsi, and a lot of coffee. It's the Friday after Thanksgiving and I don't have much money, only about $8. 


Saturday, November 18, 2023

The Weekend

My Dad took me out to breakfast at Skillet N' Grill; I had chicken n' waffles with honey Dijon mustard. He overslept and picked me up around 9:45AM; and we had a lovely breakfast. It's 11:20AM and I am sitting on my bed; with my laptop open thinking about how they didn't go home for Thanksgiving but instead wanted to spend Thanksgiving with me!  In three days; plus including today, ... I will be over at my parents' house spending The Thanksgiving Holiday. I'm Excited!

I need to learn to budget my money better! I spent most of my money this week; and I have $6 left. Payday isn't for another two or three weeks. On the 2nd he gave me $60 on Venmo; and he gave me $60 cash and took me shopping on the 4th. I bought my pink and purple camo pants; they weren't exactly what I wanted but their still cute and cost less than $20 for both of them. I added $10 to My iPhone 11 account and bought two new apps: The Minimalist App and Chronical. I spent $15 and bought my little ones Christmas and Birthday presents. 

Today is a day for cleaning up; I mopped the floor, right before I left to go to breakfast. I have a closet full of clothing,... A nightside table and a nightside dresser drawer,... 


Just ate a hamburger and french fries for lunch and drank half a Pepsi, I only have three or four Pepsi's left.


Today is a day to take care of myself! If you don't take care of yourself, things don't go good. My stomach hurts and I'm still coughing a little bit. 

Thursday, November 16, 2023

A Decent Week

What do you consider something meaningful. This morning, I woke up to wearing my pink camo sweatpants from Temu. It's been a good week so far besides everyone being sick. It's Friday Tomorrow, and I just got off the phone with My Father. Thier not going to Mississippi Tomorrow and instead invited me over for Thanksgiving. The little one got sick with a virus and I hope he gets better soon. It's almost 4PM and time to smoke, we didn't talk long but he's taking me to breakfast on Saturday Morning around 8AM. 

Sunday, November 12, 2023

Sickness Sunday

It's the last day of the weekend before we have to go to The Center. Drinking coffee and had three donuts and a breakfast burrito. Listening to Elevation Church Online; changed my sweatpants because I stinked like piss, this morning and it's disgusting and mostly all my clothes are dirty, and I can't wash them till Wednesday. I wish I felt better, ... I had been coughing and coughing and barely feeling like myself. Drinking coffee; remembering all the good things God has done or is still doing. 

It's 11:40AM; and it's almost lunch time. I won't see my family for a while because they're going to Mississippi, so My Father can go hunting. Sitting here with all my pens out and thinking of what to do next. I'm taking courses on Coursera but chose to chill out and prepare for the week.

Had a Dr. Pepper, then two PB&J sandwiches. Then walked next door and bought two Venom Energy Drinks. Went outside and smoked and now I'm just sitting on my bed relaxing. 

Saturday, November 11, 2023

Veteran's Day Birthday

Dad just dropped me off at the Rosedale house around 9AM; and as soon as I arrived, I turned in my medicine box and got a cup of coffee. We celebrated My Mother's 55TH Birthday last night; and ate at "The Taste Of Europe" and I ordered Braught Werst and mustard and a German Beer. We didn't go to Narah's last night, but we celebrated a good Birthday. I gave her a vest and a sweater, and a card. He picked me up at 11:45 AM and I left my medicine at the group home, and we had to go back and get the medicine around 2:20PM after we got lunch at Sonic; I got an Orange Cream Slush and Double Bacon Cheeseburger and large onion rings. 

It felt good being with the family, despite the fact I was sick. I have been coughing since the third of this month and wheezing and when I cough I sometimes have been pissing on myself. I was asked on Thursday what I wanted to do with my life; and honestly I wish I knew. Pondering that question, while one roommate who just asked a wierd question and the rest of them are eating pancakes. 

I had fun eatting at Skillet N' Grill with My Father this morning and unfortunately, they'll be out of town next weekend. They're going to Mississippi on the seventeenth and won't be back till the twenty sixth. Dad gave me four packs of Lucky Strike Cigarettes. I sheepishly asked, . . . Dad for some more money but he didn't give me any, he said last week I used all my pay and I still have $35 left over. 

Monday, November 6, 2023

Mostly Monday

Today, I need a nap and I'm relaxing in my bed with my cuddly pink Hello Kitty Blanket; I got for My 36TH Birthday. I long for comfort and none of this nonsense; we just got finished eating two ham and cheese sandwiches and I had two bags of chips barbeque chips and Cheetos and a Pepsi. We celebrated a birthday today at the center and had a cupcake. I have a bad cough and cold and am wheezing, I hope this passes soon.  



I had a really great weekend; bought a nice $26 Time and True Purse and $26 Time and True Boots. Waiting for my new purple and pink camouflage pants to come in around the seventeenth. That was one of the main things we went to Walmart to look for and we couldn't find them. I ended up buying them on Temu for $20; and spent $15 on gifts for the little one. 

I don't have much left, but we're finally having Pizza tonight! 

Sunday, November 5, 2023

First Weekend Of November

​Eating a good sandwich 🥪, Cheetos, and drinking a Pepsi; sitting with the group of girls and having a good lunch. Today is Daylight Savings Day, so the clocks ⏰ turned back an hour and I can’t reset my wrist watch ⌚️. It’s the start of November and I don’t have much money and went shopping 🛒 yesterday with My Father after we ate at Skillet N’ Grill where I got chicken and waffles and grits with gravy.



I am having a hard time getting along with the group and sitting in the living room and just provided our caregiver a Pepsi. I am eating a bag of Cool Ranch Doritos and finishing my Pepsi. As we watch some Country Western Show on TV 📺. All these individuals go broke then want to complain and this loud mouth 👄 talking about hurtful stuff needs to stop 🛑.

Wednesday, November 1, 2023

Warning Wednesday Washed

Today rent was due $700; I'm sitting in my room thinking of the things that are too come this month. It's annoying to always get asked for cigarettes but the new house is ok. It's a one story house right by a store where I recently bought a Pod King XC5000 Elf Bar.  

Besides two people throwing fits and that rent has gone up. At least I have a roof over my head and a comfy bed to sit and rest and lay on. I get paid about $260 on Friday; and I am looking forward to getting a fishing license with My Father. 

Wanting to go to Walmart and To Luxor's this weekend on Saturday. I came home to find that my bedding and my clothing were done and I have plenty of laundry pods to wash clothes with, luckily I've been grateful for. Found these great sweatpants that are purple and pink camouflage.



Bought these purple and pink camo sweatpants for less than $20 on Temu! I've been doing a lot of shopping on Temu.