What's Up Wednesday

I woke up at 7AM and then I laid back down and the man in charge of the house today, woke me up and asked me to wash my bedding and clothes. I was scheduled to work today but Cave Care Child Learning Center is closed. I also don't feel good and I am waiting on my laundry. Had several cups of coffee and a bowl of cereal for breakfast. I went to The Northside Adult Day Care Center on Monday and Tuesday and it was ok, I was eager to work this week and don't know when the next time I work. Not too much, going on today, and I need to go threw my emails and papers and organize my room. 

Starting Sunday

My weekend has been good; Dad picked me up at 5:45AM yesterday morning and took me home at 1:30PM. We went to Skillet N' Grill and I had chicken and waffles. Then we went to Lake Grapevine and my father caught seven crappie but I didn't catch anything but little fish and put them back. Then we went to Culver's and both ate a twelve-piece shrimp basket. Then he took me home, and before he dropped me off he gave me a 20PK of Coca-Cola Zero Sugar. I started a new job at Cave Child Care Learning Center; and I'm waiting on Mrs. Charnel to respond to my text message. I am having trouble getting signed up and into Intuit account. My official week starts, tomorrow, and I work Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I go to The North Side Adult Day Care Center on Tuesday's and Thursday's. Last Tuesday, Mrs. Charnel called me about a job there and I was excited. I am sure we will work on this tomorrow, but she told me to give her my email address, yesterday, while I was with my dad. 

First Day on The Job

The place I am working is called Kids Cave Child Care Center, it has a nice view of the highway and I am seated at a desk waiting for the next thing to do. Mrs. Charnel said I could get on my laptop after I ate lunch. I had a double cheeseburger meal from McDonalds with a large fry and Dr. Pepper. I have to go through a background check, and I am starting out at $8.50 an hour. More than 303 hours and I will have the money saved up to go back to school. I started by cleaning the playroom and organizing the closet. 

New Job

I start my new job tomorrow at 8AM! With Mrs. Charnel's Day Care Center. She called me at 12:30PM and offered me a new job filing papers and making documents.  I'm excited and she told me to bring my computer with me tomorrow. She told me she's dropping me off at the day care in the morning for me to get a feel for it. Then is coming back to tell me what to work on and talk about the logistics. 

My case manager was there before I got to The Northside Adult Day Care Center and when I got there she and I got on the phone with Tarrant County College. I am going to have to pay back this $2,582.22 to start going back to school. Just to get a transcript I have to pay this money back. I was blessed, when she offered me the job and I hope it pays well and I can pay my debt off. Being around kids and working on the computer is going to be fun. It will give me a sense of responsibility and I can make good use of my time, instead of wasting money and smoking all my cigarettes. I'm glad she wants me to start working at her daycare instead of me going to daycare.

I just took a shower and washed my hair. I put on the new clothes that Dad bought me; bright yellow sweatpants and a 101 Dalmations shirt. Dad, really took care of me and the family this weekend. He gave me $60; and five new shirts and four pairs of sweatpants. I called him at 3:30PM and he was on his way to go to base to get a haircut. He said we're going fishing on Saturday and he will take me to go eat breakfast at Skillet N' Grill.

This weekend was Easter and I went to my parents house. My Dad, picked me up at 4PM on Friday in my parents new Ford Bronco. Then we went to their house and then my little sister and the little one went to see a movie. The little one is finally adopted by my parents, and they said nothing is going to change between us. He made a lot of slime and offered them too me then took them back. We went fishing on Saturday; and we went to Easter Service at 4:30PM. I was happy to spend Easter with my family. Though, I'm even happier I start work tomorrow. 

Wash Day Wednesday

Today is day of Passover; where Jesus' washed the disciples feet. Please Read John 13 : 1 - 17 Jesus' Washes The Disciples Feet. Jesus knew His Hour had come to depart from this world to The Father. Having loved His Own who were in this world, He loved them till the end. Isn't it rewarding, life in Christ! I know that I am 35 about to be 36 in a few months and God has truly forgiven me for my past sins. It continues on to say . . . That Jesus knew The Father had given everything into His Hands, that He had come from God, and that He was going back to God. So He got up from supper, laid aside his robe, took his towel, and tied it around Himself. Next He poured water into a basin and began to wash His disciple's feet and to dry them with the towel tied around Him. He came to Simon Peter, who asked Him, "Lord, are You going to wash my feet?" Jesus answered him, "What I'm doing you don't understand now, but afterward you will know." "You will never wash my feet - ever!" Peter Said. Jesus Replied "If I don't wash you, you will have no part with Me!" Simon Peter said to Him, "Lord, not only my feet, but also my hands and my head." 10 "One who has bathed," Jesus told Him, "doesn't need to wash anything except his feet, but he is completely clean. You are clean, but not all of you." For He Knew who would betray Him. This is why He said "You are not all clean."

The Meaning Of Footwashing . . . When Jesus had washed their feet and put on His robe, He reclined again and said to them, "Do you know what I have done for you? You call Me Teacher and Lord. This is well said, for I am. So If I, Your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you ought to also wash one another's feet For I have given you an example that you also should do just as I have done for you. "I assure you: A 'slave is not greater than his master, and a messenger is not greater than the one who sent him. If you know these things, you are blessed if you do them. 

I am just going to wash my own feet, which is self-caring, with this Soap & Glory Heel Genius, that I got for Christmas. I was asked to put my bedding in the washing machine and found them dried and put in a pile on my bed and made my bed when I got home. I'm waiting to wash my clothes and surfing online.

I texted My Dad, today, to see what the minimum payment was on the money I owe and see if he could take it out of my $200. I want to pay back this debt and go back to school and graduate. I'm sitting in my room, on the floor with Bible I got from my sister during Christmas of 2021. I called Dad at 4:30PM and We spent time talking and vaping; it's pretty cool that Dad has the same Geek Vape but his is black and mine is a purply rainbow color. He said, Not to worry about to school and I don't have the money to pay them for the debt. We're having the fish we caught a couple of weekends ago, tonight for dinner.  

Thinking Tuesday

I had a good day, today! Despite being bored at the center and bought a coca-cola and a friend of mine bought me some chips. I just got off the phone with Healthy Benefits after ordering some feminine pads. The pads were $14 and The starting balance was $71 leaving $67. I had to redirect my address to the group home address because I know my parents don't want to recieve them at their house.

I am having a hard time financially and need to find some way to pay off this $2,582.22 that I owe Williams and Fudge for school. I attended Spring of 2018 and dropped out that semester. My dad said he isn't going to make a payment and asked if I wanted to take it out of the $200 I recieve a month. I said no, but I definitely need to pay this back. 

I want to start working, but I have to be careful. I can only earn up too $1,000 on SSI. I talked to my dad, after calling him three times around 3:30PM. Then I took a shower. I met up with my caseworker who showed up right before it was time to leave the center. That's when we talked about school. 

I'm going over to my family's house at 4PM on Friday; and hope we have a good time. 

Palm Sunday

 It's True; God is calling us! I had five cups of coffee this morning; and buttered toast and scrambled eggs and sausage, cooked by Mrs. Miranda Herself! She was excited to listen to her church service online. So I listened to Hope Church and Fielder. It's Easter Week, LOL! Trying not to get into the bags of candy I bought because I want something to bring for my family this coming weekend. My Father, picked me up at around 6:30AM yesterday morning and we had a great time together. We went to Skillet N' Grill and I had chicken and waffles. The waitress; was carrying her baby and pouring us coffee. I am hoping my little one, whose nine, has a great time with me this coming weekend. Though he didn't want to go fishing with us yesterday and Dad and I spent from 8AM to 10AM at Lake Grapevine. The fish weren't biting so he decided to take me to Walmart and bought me a lovely light purple Easter Dress and some sandles that match. Some coffee and also a half a gallon water bottle that I can bring to the center so I won't want Energy Drinks as much. Oh! The Great Gifts God has given us! I long to draw near to Him and playing a good role and setting myself as a good role model for others. 

Palm Sunday, leads us to Holy Week which Lead To Jesus's Resurrection!  Matthew 6, Sacrifice & Humbleness!

I woke up at 7AM and It's Palm Sunday. The Spirit Of The Lord Is Calling Us! This week I want to really open my heart up to God and let Him Lead ME. I only have $50; $24 on Chime and $25 on Venmo. I bought a new vaporizer that's a disposable and it's an Eclipse Uno, I also bought some CBD and tried it out from Artisan Vapor. My Father and I have similar vaporizers from Luxor's and a housemate just asked me if I could help her buy one. I told her NO, and that she would have to go with her caseworker. Miranda, our caregiver is making us a great meal, and I am in my room thinking about how this week is going to go and how great God is to us! I have a pink MSG Bible and am also reading on Pinterest things about Easter. 

Despite the fights that have been going on here at the house and I am minding my own, and extremely grateful for the Lucky Strikes, . . . I have six packs of unopened Lucky Strikes and a new container of instant coffee My case worker Tammy took me shopping Friday after my dental appointment and My Dad took me shopping, yesterday, on Saturday, April Fools Day. I am Southern Baptist and I was baptized at eleven when I went into Nicoma and had my spinal tap. 

I love the fact, that I have a great family and I get to see them next weekend. We should always be grateful for what we have. I bought new face powder and two packs of twelve cans of soda; Mt. Dews and Dr. Peppers. I sold two cans of Mt. Dew to my housemate and have been very appreciative of everything God has placed in my path and not creating a path of my own. Following through with what the caregivers needed and making good associations through Diadem Hearts. Hopefully, this week I will get a chance to go to Mission Arlington and get some clothes and other stuff. Though, life isn't all about stuff and having good relationships is important. Dear God; Please Lead Us This Week into Your Holy Promise and Thank You For Every Blessing.