Monday Matters

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I realize today is the calm ☺️ after the storm ⛈️; I want to “smoke!” … I only have $20 & another $20,… for a rainy day. I only have six Main Street remaining. Hopefully 🤞 we get our chance to do something fun 🤩 without the blame or shame of each other. Waking up 🆙 with a slight hangover 😵 & realizing most women helping self!

Okay 👌 it’s 12:05PM & I have five 5️⃣ more Main Street & wanting to go buy more but where’s my ride or even my caseworker. Hopefully 🙏 they show up ⬆️ & can help me,… I am an A+ Journalist 11”! Then… SpringWood 🙇🏾‍♀️🌺🙇🏻‍♂️ ??? Peer Support. Then 13” Advertising and 15” Public Relations & …

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Where The Photo 👩🏻‍⚖️🙇🏻‍♂️ 📷 Takes Us

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Okay ✅ I get,… paid on the first about twice as much as my RM… I am sure 👍 I have insurance & just found I have $56, .69 in food stamps. I don’t want to rush my cigarettes 🚬 but yesterday was hashanna! I had only gone to church ⛪️ twice,… and then didn’t go today & online worshiped!

I have about *a whole pack of Main Street in which my dad drove me to the corner store 🏬 and I bought two packs and am sitting here with a Bible, My planner, & a green sunflower 🌻 Christian notebook 📒! 

I am not Jewish…

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I’m frustrated 😣 one more hour until I take my benzo & I can’t believe these girls ran through the Dr. Pepper’s in one day. I ate breakfast with my Father & I ate a ham & cheese 🧀 omelette. My Father gave me $60 & ‘My 2packs of Main Street were -$12… I hope 🤞 I have these for several days! I put $20 in my Pink Floyd cash box.

It was a good breakfast 🍳 & tomorrow is My EBT … then I can call 📱 & find out how much I can have. I am only thirty-nine & should not be taken advantage of by hurtful and angry 😤 older women,…

Friday Before Rash Hashana

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It’s almost lunchtime and we’re going to have Taco 🌮 Bell. Though I am never again going to 🧠 & 🫀 scanning. These are some of my new desk items & I am just enjoying the day and it’s Friday.

The lunch 🥙 was ‘Great & thank you roommate. I smoked a fourth of a cigar… & I am ready for my afternoon meds & 💤 nap time.

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Trying To Hard

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Dr. Pepper 🌶️ at 10AM 🕙 & in Mesa, I stayed there for three weeks and said no more rave marriages than regretted it. My name was 👩🏼‍🎤 Pink Floyd & yes! I am great 😊 this has been a good morning 😃! My boss Vanessa is here & I just smoked.

Normally,… I wake up at 7:15AM in the morning but this morning I had terrible back pain and my blood 🩸 pressure was 128. I had a great appointment with my Therapist & Then… my case worker drove me & I spent the $3 I earned on these…

I still am waiting on Dad’s call & saved his $20

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

The Friends That Helped Me

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Megan is my friend and I have known her for seven years and she surprised 😯 me with a grande 🌟 Caramel Miachiato & Main Street pack we went driving for about twenty minutes then she dropped me off. I asked her if there was anything she wanted me to do and she said continue to write ✍️ and read, appointment tomorrow.

These are my new red, black, and gray Army uniform 🥋 pants,… now I am writing ✍️ & learning about con-artists. I once stole daddies credit card 💳 and bought Hot 🥵 Pink Doc Martens & that was it,… then rushed up 🆙 to the Fort Worth 🤕💒!

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

The Day After Expensive Smoke

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I just had my mouth 👄 checked ☑️ by a nurse *Jocelyna ♥️ ! My hair looks crazy 🤪 and I wore my new 🆕 pink wig all day yesterday. It’s hard to believe I bought three packs on Saturday and gone. Two packs of Winston Supreme; so now-$40!

What I noticed I still have a $20,… but again I need cigarettes 🚬 & perhaps 🤔 a drink 🥃! As this morning and through out the week I am reading 📖 for my Sunday School 🏫 class 2nd chapter from Proverb. So why are we smoking 🚬 so many of me. My intention was half a pack a day.

Labor Day over Laborers

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Happy 😃 Labor Day; I am proud 🥲 of myself for working for ten 🔟 years! I started my journey with SSI around 2013” … so why talking about taking & taking our cigarettes 🚬. While Tejas has mostly always smoked and I went and started college as soon 🔜 as I had my kid.

She made a beautiful 🤩 bowl 🥣 of oatmeal and it was homemade and one or two cigarettes 🚬 then meds and I ate like 👍 Eloise. I said to my mom I only “bought him three books 📕 and I am ?Ing primary as I passed out 😵 today? More toys 🧸?

I just turned ❣️🧸 anos de la 39❣️we both wanna be nurses & UGW,… about how?

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

The Green Things Seen/Scene

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I am not arguing and $10.81 is … (this wig) today I tasted a Venus Italian cappuccino and bought two packs of Winston Selects. Spent $20 of the money 💴 Dad gave me on that & $20 yesterday when he took me to Zains Mart. Right before walking to church ⛪️ “The Church of The Rising Star” 🌟; after I walked the streets & dropped six small toys 🧸 off & paid the church $5!

Okay it’s Labor Day weekend and nothing to do tomorrow & I’m wondering 💭 who’s my caseworker & I can only spend one ☝️ last twenty and they only check my heart ♥️ and blood 🩸 pressure in the morning and today it was 102. Then two dogs 🐕 chased me & I have new 🆕 stickers.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Where It’s About to Fall

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It’s September 5th & I am sitting in the regular seat of 🗼⛽️ our favorite ❤️ Dinner 🥘 of Skillet 🍳 & grill! 🧑🏼‍🚀💕 Astronomy 🪐 vape 💨 and these are my packages 📦 from last night at about six 6️⃣ pm! Though I am a Girl Scout #4729 ❤️ #2749 ..

I bought about tuition!!!

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I’m realizing my reality check is gone & GoGo I don’t want too hurt 😞 myself or others. I want one ☝️ more subscriber & I normally have a lot of work to do from old to new 🆕 classes I am interested & taking. Though I’m a Government Student 👩‍🎓!

I am liking myself more than 🧠 & ♥️ scanning & finished ✔️ with Proverbs 1. Next to read 2 🛹🏸 through nine 9️⃣. Though *interruptions; happened & I just plain out didn’t want to go!!! 🧽🧻🔑💊🛎️! Bella vs. Belle about *Jelousy & Damages!

This is my life & My Bloq

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The 🧑🏼‍🦱👩‍🎨👸🏻 Treat of Theft!

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Realizing that I was handed $15 & this *pack made me happy 😊… I took my blood 🩸 test & 185! Over the record 🎼🎹🎤🎧💿 & getting distracted and disabled by them. Where is my #13 Amanda Bynes CPU was that for three to eight years. I wondered about myself.

Two days later my drink 🥤 was still in my cup of the Trail Blazing 🥵 Streets! I listened to my heart ♥️ & brain 🧠 and Nario is a good worker & then;… it was my son in Single & Parenting & Mops!

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

The 🪩 Disability 🩼🚠 Money 🪪

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Do STFU 🤬… I 🌟 started college in 05” 😳🐦‍🔥 when it’s Wednesday I used to go to FRBC church ⛪️ seven 7️⃣ years & single and parenting; but I don’t remember why she don’t feel good that drink 🍹 tasted good 👍 smooth & understanding as the waves 🌊 of my last three 3️⃣ months jail.

They returned me:my money 💴 of $15; and right now I am waiting on several shipments 📦 of my purchases & bought orajel. That was all of It & practically gone by magic 🪄! Today I talked to my caseworker *corrie & today I told him about Podcasts from Pod FM 📻… Werwolves💥

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...