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Thursday, July 2, 2026

The Money 💴 Went

Dad,… paid me $385 & ‘Already I have $162. I’m kinda upset about this but around 5:15PM 🖤✝️ I started looking 👀 & browsing ‘TEMU; and spent about $78. I told on ‘Myself about $120, vape & groceries. 


EBT $55,… is on the thirteenth & I want to go Krogers again for $10. I bought myself & my caseworker 🏜️💫 Horchata Frappe when we went there. I have an appointment at 2PM 🕑 and caseworker is taking me.


Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Witness Wednesday

It’s a bit after’ ‘lunch time & I have eight crowns left. My caseworker took me shopping ​& I spent $90.40 at Dollar Tree. We’re watching soccer & I’m eating my Strawberry Shortcake ‘Breyers,… ice cream.

We had tuna sandwiches for lunch & I bought four boxes of instant kool-aid/coffee. I guess I will put my ice cream away,… gosh! If I eat that it’s 440 calories, I guess I’ll go vape the strawberry 🍓 banana D20 Tomoro that I spent around $35 on!


Tuesday, June 30, 2026

Tuesday’s Trust

I’m waiting on ‘My Father to send the remaining money of ‘My SSI after paying Rent. It is worth around,… $987 & I am to ‘Receive $385 because Rent is $700. I woke up about 6:50AM & smoked,… a Main Street & went back to sleep till 8:30AM. Then I ate; an eggo, eggs 🍳, & sausage for breakfast then smoked & drank coffee. Then slept till 10AM.


Monday, June 29, 2026

Monday 💄💋 Must ‘Make It

I am sitting at the table and this is my ‘Recovery Manager & she scheduled me a MD Doctors 🥼 Appointment for Thursday at 2:45AM. It’s only Monday & last night I walked after dinner at 4:45PM & spent $20. It said “Make Everything Good 😊 


There was ten 🔟 in the pack when I woke up! After a while with ‘Naomi,… My Caseworker showed up & bought me a butterfly 🦋 refresher & before I went there. I spent a MLK $20, Might 👀 Look ‘Okay! It’s already 2:30PM ❤️ Supremacy.


Sunday, June 28, 2026

Squandered Sunday

Okay, yes! I just smoked two 2️⃣ of these & shared 2! I have taken nothing and tried to help these girls in my (situation) / our ‘Girls Group Home. For instance,… her instant coffee ☕️ for a couple of cigarettes 🚬!


I guess I had a good 😊 thirty second Birthday 🎉 but when people get too promiscuous around me, my space and my cigarettes 🚬 I get annoyed & angry 😡! So just 💋 for your own sake there’s 20,… in a pack * .50$



Saturday, June 27, 2026

Sat In ❤️🥳 Saturday

My Dad; picked me up around 8AM 🕗 then we went to Skillet & Grill. When I woke up I took my medicine, he gave me five Lucky 🍀 Strikes Gold & one pack of Lucky 🍀 Strike Reds. I was forgetful and called him because I left them in the Bronco. I had & shared my chicken 🐔 and waffles. I also received $60!

Friday, June 26, 2026

Fine ‘Ashura: Friday

Okay,… this last day of the week! & I have $1.30, only thing I can think about is asking for .70$ for ‘Supremacy. We / I mean I am the only one ‘smoking this device. Stop walking up too me threatening. Tomorrow will be better.


This was,… ‘this last Monday & Wednesday or Thursday,… ‘We / ‘I get paid $385! I paid off that ‘ticket but I may never get another Driver License. 


Thursday, June 25, 2026

Thinking Through This Thursday

​I woke up,… ‘sometime after 7AM,… poured three spoonfuls of coffee added some sugar and creamer and after that 🫦 smoked a cigarette. 🚬 I only have one ☝️ pack left and I am trying to make it last.


I just had The Last interview with My Counselor,… He ‘Retired! I am down to my last 13th ‘cigarette’s.






Wednesday, June 24, 2026

Wish You Well Wednesday

Sitting 🪑 here at the ‘lonely table & eating 🥣 cheerios & milk 🥛! Then I went outside & smoked and had twelve cigarettes 🚬 left. I’m out of money 💴 this week and the chances of me getting a Driver’s License 🪪 is slim to none but they let me buy them.

Soon, after Breakfast they &I,… smoked the rest of The Crowns about all thirteen & no I will be thirty nine next month & it’s 6 / 7 days till pay day and maybe another $60! Maybe I will just be myself and calm down.




Tuesday, June 23, 2026

Think Their Mine

We just finished this pack, but I did spent $19.20,… around 6:45PM. $5.85 for three packs and $1.47 a Tahitian Treat. I slept till about ten am. We had ramen noodles for lunch and I am thinking I should keep this 


Information more in a book than on screen. After 515 ‘entries ❤️ I really would think 💭 people would read & comment. The problem with everything is I just don’t have it.


Monday, June 22, 2026

Must Make Sense Of Monday

Dad, was having a great morning & I got this pack for a steep price of $10.99 & two C4’s for $6. When I went on the way home home with ‘My Father,… $ I only had $40 so I locked it up in my teal carton box.


My Nickname is Apple Seed 🎒🍎 in this house 🏠! My caseworker is coming over tomorrow and I just took a shower 🚿 in which I had not in five days. First when I walked in we had,…


Friday, June 19, 2026

Friday Fight Club

“Don’t take my photo,… too take my photo & Portrait Innovation was an eight week job. I ordered about $85 from TEMU. I should receive those today instead of Dad’s day. Where I wanted to enjoy my family time and experience a good time.


We’ve been sitting here chilling out, smoking a few more of Lisa’s cigarettes & waiting for three packages that parcels with coffee left on the table. I’ve been waiting all day for these,… where?

Thursday, June 18, 2026

Dad’s 8AM on Saturday

We’re these girls trying hard to talk too ‘My 🖤 Dad! As I tried to receive my counseling over the phone 📱 voice and face meeting. His last time doing that will be next Thursday. I won’t need a counselor after that. Then it’s practically a new month.


I actually had this Coca-Cola and full pack when my caseworker came over, so after I had that I had a McDonald’s Caramel Frappe! Maybe 🤔 next month,… smoothy.