Just took a shower first thing in the morning and I opened a pack of cigarettes only have three packs left and four packs of cigars. I packed two pairs of pajamas and an outfit to go to my parents house.
my wall makes me happy all these photos came from free photos, a friend told me about it. My own little space and wish that my room mate was alright, she left over a month ago.
I am sitting here with my Recovery Manager & told her about the spots on my back and under my rib cage 🩻. The fifth on Cinco De Mayo I went to see my new Doctor. Scrapbooking is a fun new hobby.
Counselor meeting this morning at 8:30AM; I bought five sweatshirts and three pairs of sweatpants and a lipstick off TEMU for $40. Going to church tonight with the lady from Peer Support.
Had pancakes for breakfast 🥞 and I have used six spoons 🥄 of coffee ☕️ just drinking it black. I just opened a pack of New Lucky Strikes. I have about $50 and we’re going shopping 🛍️ on Friday & I don’t know, maybe get mom something.
picnic 🧺 laundry 🧺 running out ❤️🩹😴🥰 Running out of smoke! Just opened those two packs Ezekiel’ ‘Pour Out Wrath 🥞☕️💴 about $45!
Waiting to see if I can use a nicotine patch today and waking up is a bear 🐻 as I got woken up to take my meds. Then went to the bathroom and got a cup of coffee and finished a Lucky Strike and a Supreme. Well I asked her and she said… what is?
I 👂🏼 earned this ‘Supreme cigars & coffee and in ten minutes calling on FaceTime my best friend,… my dad. Sitting outside in the back? Why’s it called a patio? Wrote down key 🔑 definitions from Experience of Ezekiel Seven in it God takes wrath.
I got woken up by the caregiver too take my meds and went to the bathroom and got three spoons 🥄 of coffee and had an egg sandwich. The beeping sound from my new 🆕 watch and the new haircut, my mom loves it. Starting the week off right.
It’s 8AM, an hour into wake and I’m sitting on my bed or should I go out and smoke 💨 some more? Three cigars and about a box of cigarettes… more packs where this came from. J said he would come today.
It’s almost time for my dad to be here just drinking coffee and smoking a cigarette. Going to breakfast, very full and had dad’s bacon and good coffee and chicken and waffles. We’re on our way to Walmart; -$62, got a new watch and diamond earrings and two shirts and scooby pants.
waiting outside Super Cuts to get a haircut.
My house member complaint? OCPD sitting in the spiny chair… Also, PTSD! Less than a hundred till June with $50 food stamps creeping up in ten days. Sent Dad, $60 for mostly sweatpants last night. Smoked twelve cigarettes between 7AM & Burritos at Lunch time.
Im getting a haircut tomorrow instead of going fishing 🎣 last time we went fishing I only caught a dinker. For today I have just been writing down definitions to Ezekiel 1-5! Reflecting deeply on meaningful terms.
I like this haircut, what about you? I have never really had my haircut this short and think I should try it out. We’re going to breakfast tomorrow & what a luxury, good Ol Skillet 🍳 and Dinner.
I went to The Dollar 💵 Tree 🌲 & Spent $52 … I only wanted to spend thirty but I went over. It rained for about two hours and now one of the workers is hanging up new blinds. The taste of orange 🍊 cream sickle with plenty of sodium only ten calories. Is this stuff good for you or not?
Just waiting till breakfast and medicine this coffee and last drag of cigarette. I woke up sick too my stomach and have something to eat just bread 🍞 and bacon and a mixture of eggs.
She’ll be here in about an hour
First she bought me Shipley Donuts; I had two of her doughnuts 🍩 a bear 🐻 paw 🐾 and a cup of coffee. H
I should work on my writing essays everyday and I am kinda disheartened because I can’t ride to church. Cigarettes & Cigars; are what seems to be the only thing too pass the time.
I don’t want to waste everything I have finished my
