Shot Sally Shopping

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On the verge of trying to make myself grow up and I love this time with typing with my nails and trying to wrap myself around bugs and budgeting. I’m worrying more as the time comes about My Relationships with my friends and one of the workers stated too get laundry packets and I… 🫥 

Why can’t the workers just share with me and they just did 👉🏼🥰! I guess I will need to make another shopping 🛒 list & make sure I buy the things I need so far I’ve spent $121! I am pretty 🤩 frustrated 😣 but at least I will see my dad tomorrow ☀️!

This Fall Weekend 🍂

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Dad, is a great person & every Saturday morning at eight in the morning he drives over here to Pecos and picks me up to go to breakfast at Skillet N Grill. I’m grateful 🥹 that he spends time on me and gave me $60 & six packs. I have been cleaning my room most of the day & can you believe that it’s close to the end of the year.

Tuesday’s Treats of Trials

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It’s almost 5PM & I just got off the phone with my dad; this is my life and I am doing the best I can. I went shopping today and spent the remainder of my food stamps & already ran out of cash. 

The Day After Expensive Smoke

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I just had my mouth 👄 checked ☑️ by a nurse *Jocelyna ♥️ ! My hair looks crazy 🤪 and I wore my new 🆕 pink wig all day yesterday. It’s hard to believe I bought three packs on Saturday and gone. Two packs of Winston Supreme; so now-$40!

What I noticed I still have a $20,… but again I need cigarettes 🚬 & perhaps 🤔 a drink 🥃! As this morning and through out the week I am reading 📖 for my Sunday School 🏫 class 2nd chapter from Proverb. So why are we smoking 🚬 so many of me. My intention was half a pack a day.

Tuesday’s Through 👮‍♀️ cops 😭

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Who’s this tired 🥱 in the morning? I have faced two cigarettes l took My Medicine 💊! I am almost 😅 aware that someone is and was asking for too much and it’s barely 😰 payday of $385! How much do I spend on TEMU 👸🏻🅿️🚰 … $185 + s&h!

If that’s all y’all want to do is harass me then I am upset 😢 because y’all are asking me for to much. It’s been a fight for ten 🔟 years but I have survived 🚒! Hospice care and mostly 🥛🫐🍇 [gang]🏧

Then at 9:15AM; my caseworker *corrie took me to the park and I am flat broke now until next Tuesday the First. I swing life away from a nice 😊 park for myself. I learned and drove five 🫦🎒💃🏻 blocks for twenty. 

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

What about: US?

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I am just now thirty-nine 💲☸️💚🖤 walking 🚶‍♀️ & 💁🏽‍♀️💐🏔️ & Mejia 💲♥️ Anasa’s messes they can’t just sit me in 125* 🛺💥!!! Geo 🪨 Rocking me *baby! Jafara vs. Jahara … midnight 🕛 summer (yyy???) dreaming 🛌 

A 🚑 & ✈️ & ⛴️ ; and *active activities 💯! Advice Advertising & wants to keep it up 👍 she might escaped or escapades! To what ended abruptly!

Switched five 5️⃣ times house 🏠 escape us?

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Where? They Went

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I loved 🥰 all; my friends understand/until they left me lonely 😩 & desperate for buying shit 💩 … about $300 💲📰💳 well, now I want to lock it up 🆙 & so do most of them. My RM has derogatory talks while I keep writing ✍️ &I have five $5 📝 notebooks 📒… is this *my fault or theirs!

So,… this is my new 🆕 dress 👗 from TEMU & I love 💕 it! I do want to recreate the month all year so once a month I buy a disposable vaporizer and smoke that mostly with cigarettes. Dad buys me 5/6 packs and because they ask & I for 💵 !

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Financial Finds: Friday

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We’re on our way to The DFW Baluha Center and in a lot of traffic; it takes about thirty minutes to get there. I get $385 normally on the first but it’s up to my Pay-E! I’ve been out of prison for six so… years! Walking around a store 🏬 with only 💵🧠 $10,… can and can’t be dangerous.

I got out of ahi,… the vehicle 🚗 & I walked in the Dollar 💵 General & … Parmesan pretzel 🥨 crisps, an Alaina Nu Strawberry 🍓 Slush Energy can, and triple x vanilla cream coffee can. 💲 costing $10.98 + $2.38 in cash 💵 then I bought 🐫 camels!

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Thursday ‘More: Treats

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Good Morning and today I have to get my *Depakote levels checked and I have $83 in EBT 🍱 FSC! I have only $10 in *Venmo… b/c I bought 3 (cases) of Diet Pepsi/Dr. Pepper,… a bag of Jolly Ranchers & Albatross Gummy Bears & ice 🧊 pops. So far My Father has said that that’s my money 💴 & be careful with it.

He arrived at one o’clock and took me to ‘Krogers by TCU & by now my we fifteen minutes into shopping & spending $32.89 we used the self checkout together & I 🧠💵 bought this. Then we went to ‘Baylor Hospital 🏥 we couldn’t find the vehicle's and I had to get six vilest of blood 🩸.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Monday Morning 🩷🤑 OBGYN

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It’s 10:49AM & we’re at the “Women’s Clinic” … I have an appointment to get my HPV injection. I have, almost 😅 $200 & plan on going shopping 🛒 with $50, after this. It’s been ten minutes or so and I am sitting 🪑 patiently, ready to get this over!

$199; from $385,… is $186! I am expecting and excited 😆 about my stuff from Team U but needing to do proper product reviews. I was a Senior/Junior dropout from University.

Together Thoughts 💭

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Good Morning ☀️ it’s together we went shopping 🛒 at Dollar Tree 🌲… I spent ‘about $40! I am worried 😟 I won’t get ‘everything I want in life but 97; courses. I am not as I once was. I am Joan ♥️ of Ark,… just got back home & we’re smoking.

3/$15: Pepsi & Brisk & Icee Pops! How long do you predict this stuff will last? In a big Ol Trap 🪤 house 🏠 or is it a boarding home? Photos and my wishlist & I had a great 😊 birthday 🥳!

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Sinners ⛅️ Sunday

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I took a nap 😴 for about an hour and a half before before my Dad, arrived & was still tired when he drove us to the diner,… I didn’t eat much of the oatmeal 🥣 breakfast 🍳 and then he paid for our meals & we smoked & I received $60,…

We just got done ✔️ with lunch and had a big hamburger 🍔 & smoked,… I have nine more. I should read my Bible 💚 CEV; too put God before myself as well as placing my family before myself. Tuesday’s my 39TH Birthday 🎉!

Fishing 🎣 for ‘Sympathy on Friday

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I took a five dollar 💵 walk and bought these; when I walked off from my Introduction to Religion thesis I didn’t know how drastic my life would change. My mom  is who is in charge but I don’t have the right to take over but in four days it’s my Birthday 🎉 we’re going to 👑 King Buffet.

These girls have threatened me and my child is a blessing and it’s fun 🤩 talking about life. I am trying not to be a negative person but they stole two packs of my cigarettes and begged for more & pizza 🍕!

Mentioned ‘It’s Monday

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Every time I got something I had to share;… but do I really have to? The nice way to do this is have a good and positive attitude about everything that comes and goes in life. I spent my $70 EBT card today & it will be refilled next month on the 13TH!

Though after I ate this Sushi and drank my 711 slurped,… I got sick to my stomach. First, before we went we stopped by MD clinic & I need to check my blood pressure.

Happy Sitting Dad

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We just ordered our food; at our Favorite Breakfast Place! ‘My Back Hurts & Hurt this morning at 6:30AM. Dad ‘called me at 7:47AM & I wanted to display him stuff & was only able to give him the ‘Group Home Book! They shouldn’t be attacking.

I had oatmeal & raisins & brown sugar;… but have a Drs Appointment on Monday at 2PM & was hoping he would take me. Then go food shopping on $55 EBT.

Finding out ‘Friday

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I woke up at 6:40AM & around 8AM; our black Betty came in. Laundry night is tonight and I bought $27 bag of 47 laundry packets and need to wash my clothes tonight. I bought the clothes I wanted & today I am going? To receive shorts.

Six out of ten of the Wallets for Change. As I am lil Flyleaf & know ‘Brody & offered her the first two, me the second two, and hopefully my mom and little one get the second two.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Wished It; Wednesday

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So,… yesterday I walked at 4:45PM,… because I only had two packs of cigarettes 🚬. I think 🤔 that’s been $100,000 in ‘Cigs since 18”. Years ago a conservative dad came back & now he’s a retired vet. I’m waiting for lipgloss 💄, ten change purses, and hand 🤚 lotion.

I paid for myself to smoke 💨 & didn’t want to smoke 💨 five & when I came in and out of the house 🏠 on Pecos st. … ? Court? They, who got so ‘excited and who was ‘lustful & who was listening?

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Bang ‼️ I… lost 😡

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I’m glad my caseworker; said state 🪪 IDs were $11. Hopefully I will receive my Birth Certificate before June 9th. After we had my Psychiatrist appointment with the new psychiatrist. He drove me to the Shell 🐚!

I am going home to my parents house on Saturday morning and spending till Memorial Day Monday with them.