I really love 💕 too decorate; my room and my books 📖! I have bought too much stuff and can’t really afford anymore. Crank 🧲🩸🧱 unto my new home 🏠 & when we spent $100!
Thanks for having me over and yes 🙌 I have paid $700 a month and thirty one months and well taken care of.
Good Morning and today I have to get my *Depakote levels checked and I have $83 in EBT 🍱 FSC! I have only $10 in *Venmo… b/c I bought 3 (cases) of Diet Pepsi/Dr. Pepper,… a bag of Jolly Ranchers & Albatross Gummy Bears & ice 🧊 pops. So far My Father has said that that’s my money 💴 & be careful with it.
He arrived at one o’clock and took me to ‘Krogers by TCU & by now my we fifteen minutes into shopping & spending $32.89 we used the self checkout together & I 🧠💵 bought this. Then we went to ‘Baylor Hospital 🏥 we couldn’t find the vehicle's and I had to get six vilest of blood 🩸.
PFH: Pedi filing [pedi assure] … old men attracted younger women. I was in ‘ADVT Camp 🏕️ & $60 - $80! Pretty 😍 handsome man and girls 🧒 hanging out in public. With a ‘Make a Wish! $3,998.
It’s ten minutes till three; my dad is making us a pitcher of coffee and we got haircuts this morning. I’m sipping on my coffee and I have had too many cups to count. Since 6:30AM; when my roommate and I woke up, craving coffee. I’m a recovering addict and I have to stay close to my mental health help.
My caregiver let me take my meds in the reminder box and my dad picked me up at 10AM. Most of the people at “The Group Home”; stayed at the house this weekend and I am glad that my father and I have a close relationship. The elderly caregiver showed up at 8AM and I had my medicine and she fixed me two cups of coffee. I tried not too pester her to much when she was making breakfast.
My son is loving “Transformers Bot Bots” and I must agree, my family is a lot better with him, than I am. I’m here for him but not fully engaging. They even have a show about the toys. My dad is encouraging him to spend time with me; it’s been mostly my fault and I am here for both of them. I gave my dad the book I read about a month ago; “The Night Portrait”.
Took a shower and I found that I need some more shampoo and body wash; all the residents who live here in the home with me, have been using each other’s stuff and because we don’t talk no one knows. I’m clean and changed clothes after I took a shower. The owner of The Group Home encourages us to keep the lights off in the room; but I like the lights on.
I want to focus on myself and what care I need; instead of being too social today. The housemate who screams and shouts profanity out loud is back at it again and takes most of the attention. The caregivers have been telling him/her too shut up and they eventually have to do something. I’ve learned it’s best to keep to myself and this blog really helps me get my thoughts and emotions out without having contact to harmful people.
I don’t blow dry my hair and I miss how; my parents used to take time to blow dry my hair like Farrah Faucet. When I gave birth to my son, I was diagnosed with postpartum depression and I was slowly getting off methadone. The doctor I was going to was in shock that I was having a boy, since I am on so many antipsychotics and my medication is nothing too mess with and my new psychiatrist increased my Prozac.
I’m in my room alone and my roommate went to church with her best friend; so I turned off trashy tv and am playing the Christian Playlist I have been building on SoundCloud. Mainly, because I don’t have a blow dryer and too cheap to buy one. I don’t do too much for self care; I mean sure instead of automatically getting dressed I could use the lotions and body sprays my family provided me with one of the later times at a mental hospital. I once had a roommate that was so stuck up that she said I shouldn’t wear the same clothes all the time and should change clothes more often.
It’s 4:30; and I just took my medicine and I smoked. I read two articles and called my dad, but he didn’t answer. I’m needing to nine more articles and eat the dinner our caregiver fixed for us. My hair dries pretty quickly but I feel sick too my stomach and she fixed; hamburger steak, pasta salad, and beans. I’m told by my doctor to not eat too much white bread, pasta, and rice.