When I Would Wednesday

Hey, It’s JoHnna Cathryn Floyd & I’m lounging on my 🍵 teal Walmart sheets & 💫 Staring at The Neon Time Clock, I packed my Walmart purse 👜 with no intention to go to this thing tonight for coach Brad Shaw. 

13:11 I have known that it’s take one ☝🏽 day at a time & I have known it is not good to jump ahead of yourself on AI electronics. Mrs. Charnel, is definitely in charge but trying to do JFDesigns, has been difficult! I started that company in 2010 because my mother & I had a passion for art. I was thinking “Art Barn” but now all that Sargent had talked about was lustration & taking over & my little one is trying.

Lifetime Movies 🎥 & The return of #BossMan! Six more days till #PayDay but the first is about three days away. I am excited about my birthday 🍰 I will be thirty-seven & held to a higher regard & social standard. I try to regroup my thoughts too when we bought this liquid juice, bought all four 40ml for $72 at LUXOR! It used to be my favorite! I know I made a C in Case Studies & a B in Reporting & Business Communication! Bought Teasoyn lipstick matte & my new style is Moka! Dad started this year by giving me, my whole paycheck starting April & in his opinion I had blown it every time. Meanwhile, I hardly have notes from April/May/June but when I look back on it,... I see an important improvement.

Self-Aware On Saturday

​The other day, I went to Ross with my caseworker. I bought an “Adulting 101” book and a journal. I started reading the book as soon as I got home and used the first page of my new journal to write a sincere prayer to God. Woke up at 6am and I went outside to smoke. Then I went outside again a little before 8AM and got caught by my caregiver, who arrived and is making a pancake breakfast for us.

Today is my middle sister’s baby shower and I wasn’t invited. My caregiver said “One Day, that will all be straightened out.” That “We don’t know when, we’re going to need each other but the day will come”. I’m saddened by what my youngest sister had to say about me on Mother’s Day.  Although I am working hard to find rest and peace from God, while not letting it affect me in negative ways.

I have been reading through the book and the first chapter is on self-awareness. Then I read articles and made a Pinterest board on the topic. I also made a Pinterest board on jealousy and grief. Through reading, I am hoping that I gain a better understanding of what I can do besides being upset about what I have done.