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Friday, February 27, 2026

Got Paid & Living

​My rent is $700, I am enjoying this weather and tomorrow I am going to breakfast with my dad at 8AM. My friend likes her black shirt & I ordered $118 worth of clothes. Tonight is laundry night & I need to clean my part of the room. I’m all out of soda.

I spent $185, other than clothes I got ten packs of seasonal stickers, St. Patrick’s Day ☘️ bracelets, and a makeup πŸ’„ kit. I bought cigarettes yesterday & my friend paid me back.

Thursday, February 26, 2026

Rent & Payday

​Dad said he’s been paying my rent for the last two years & has never received a receipt 🧾. It’s five o’clock πŸ•” & I no ‘longer have any Marlboro or Big Red left. He said about my payment that I already have it spent, the next time I can go shopping is on Monday and I have a JPS Women appointment the same day. I’m still waiting on my Free Prints photos. So maybe I have been looking πŸ‘€ at TEMU & shopped. I normally make $385 after paying rent of $700! 

Denta Quest

​I am going with my caseworker to the dentist 🦷. It’s almost πŸ˜… 10AM πŸ•™; the dentist appointment is at ten. It’s 10:20AM, we filled out some paperwork & then he left saying he would be back in twenty minutes. I’m wanting my Free Prints order & waiting patiently …


We had chili 🌢️ for lunch and the dentist 🦷 told me to wash my dentures when I go to sleep πŸ’€. These Marlboro Reds 100’s cost πŸ’² -$11.69,… I have a little less than $2. I get paid $385 tomorrow & rent is due. It’s 12PM πŸ•› & my psych appointment is at 2:30PM.

Wednesday, February 25, 2026

Day After Tomorrow

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I don’t know 🀷🏽 how many sodas I have left, I am glad that Friday is Payday. My Recovery ❤️‍🩹 Manager went over the important paperwork and said little about the $768, it said that was? There’s no big holiday next month but πŸ€ Saint Patrick’s Day & Dad says we don’t celebrate that.


I have counseling in the morning and then Cameron is coming to take me to the dentist 🦷. Then I have a psych appointment over the phone. My dad said it’s going to be hard to get my license πŸͺͺ. It’s 6:30PM & I just took a shower. The next time I will see the little one is Easter.

Tuesday, February 24, 2026

Today Is Tuesday

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He helped me get my sodas & cigarettes by driving me to the Dollar Tree. I spent $31.96 & got three cases of soda; 7UP, DP, & Big Red & two packs of Montego cigarettes. This is my caseworker this week & he has a great attitude & he’s cute.


Yummy! It’s 10:32AM & there is nothing to do but wait till I call πŸ“± my dad at 4:30 πŸ•Ÿ pm. I…

Saturday, February 21, 2026

Anticipating Payday

​So, March is right around the corner & I have $20 on Chime & just received $40 cash πŸ’΅! It’s Saturday & 2PM πŸ•‘ & I am just chilling out & just took my afternoon med. Dad wanted me too put my new πŸ†• New Balance shoes on in The Bronco.


I am not sure what I will do with the money πŸ’΄ but I am glad I got it. This March I have several appointments & Cameron will be my caseworker. She paid for eight white and black shirts. I think her black shirts will be here on Thursday the 26th, the same day I have a dentist appointment.


This March I will get paid on the 27th $385 & I brought the paperwork that Dad gave me, so my Recovery ❤️‍🩹 Manager could go over it. This coming month we’re working on getting me some πŸͺͺ identification.

New! Shoes πŸ‘Ÿ & Charger πŸ”Œ

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Daddy picked me up from the group home around 9:10AM! He didn’t get me any cigarettes 🚬,… I have plenty of cigars to smoke πŸ’¨. We went to “Skillet & Dinner” and I got chicken and waffles πŸ§‡. 


I woke up at 7AM πŸ•– & it’s 12:10AM. I got back to the group home 🏠 about 11:45AM. We went to “Academy” and looked around. I found a pair of New Balance that I liked and he bought them for me & some black socks 🧦 & a charger πŸ”Œ!


Thursday, February 19, 2026

Roommate Christmas

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It’s 9:41AM & Renee just left we had a good counseling session over the phone πŸ“± with Maclin. Sitting outside smoking a cigarette with two of my housemates & I’ve had two cups of coffee ☕️. It’s 3PM πŸ•’ & I have half a pack of Lucky πŸ€ Strikes πŸͺ§ & had two cups of iced coffee today.


My roommate gave us our Christmas presents this morning and I like them. We had ribs and salad πŸ₯— around 10:30 πŸ•₯ AM. Then I laid down on my bed and slept till 2PM. I gave my roommate my last pink vape & someone asked if I was sharing.


Wednesday, February 18, 2026

Money Trouble

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My ❤️‍🩹 Recovery Manager,… came by and I forgot the important Medical πŸ₯ Medicaid paperwork at My Dads house. Hopefully I will get that this weekend and a new charger πŸ”Œ for my iPhone 11. I also got a letter from Midland Credit Management that I called about and kept saying that it was fraudulent because I don’t own credit.


I took a shower at 4:30PM, and I have been looking at my black books most of the afternoon. The debt πŸ’Έ is $2,883.01 & dad said don’t pay it. My Recovery ❤️‍🩹 Manager couldn’t go over it with me. Drank two cups of NescafΓ© coffee & it’s almost sleep time. I have $20, and I am thinking πŸ€” we get paid next Friday.


Afternoon Ashes

​It’s 2PM, I ordered Free Photos, a packet of 85 Photos that will arrive sometime around the 26th. Also my housemates five black shirts will arrive around the same time. I have about $20, and she owes me $20. I had some tea πŸ§‹ & Im also waiting on my coffee ☕️ stickers. Reading last year’s notebooks & my stomach hurts.


This photo was taken in Starbucks & she said she might come by tomorrow. I have counseling tomorrow morning at 8:30AM. Sent Maclin a YouTube playlist. I opened a pack of Lucky Strikes at 9AM πŸ•˜, when she dropped me off & it’s 2:24AM & I’ve already smoked half a pack.


Good Morning & Starbucks

​Renee,… picked me up πŸ†™ at 8:30AM, we stopped by the gas station then Starbucks. I ordered a venti white chocolate mocha frappe. We’re sitting at the table after we went inside. I bought one of my housemates five black shirts for $7.62.


I ❤️ what I got & we’re working on getting me a dental and vision appointment. Today is Wednesday & I have $33. Almost πŸ˜… headed back to the group home 🏠.


Tuesday, February 17, 2026

I can buy shit, on Lunar New Year 26”

​So I thought I had $13,… left on EBT. I thought I got $58 every thirteenth of the month on EBT Food Stamps. Went to pay for my stuff and ended up paying with $20 Chime and I don’t know what happened with my food stamps.


Then we went to Shell 🐚 and I bought a new 🌫️ Foger πŸ₯­ Mexico πŸ‡²πŸ‡½ Mango πŸ₯­ Vape πŸ’¨. Also bought a carton of red Supreme for $20 and the vape was $26. 

So in total I spent $70 & have $44 remaining. Going to call Dad in 20 minutes & we’re going shoe πŸ‘Ÿ shopping this Saturday at Academy after Breakfast. Renee said she will get me coffee ☕️ tomorrow.

Monday, February 16, 2026

Presidents Day

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Dad dropped me off at the group home at 9AM. I unpacked my stuff after smoking a cigarette then took a nap πŸ’€. I didn’t sleep 😴 well last night and the little one wanted to pull an all nighter. I didn’t want to eat lunch and slept till 2PM. Cleaned my room.


Sunday, February 15, 2026

One More Night

​It’s πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ President’s Day tomorrow and we all had a good ❤️ Valentine’s Day yesterday. Staying one more night then going home to the Group Home tomorrow. We had Lisa’s Chicken πŸ— for lunch & I took my medicine. I ate all my chocolate and shared some with the little guy.


It’s almost time for me to take my meds & I have drank a lot of diet soda today. I ate leftovers & I need to remember to eat my leftover omelet tomorrow before I leave. I really need to talk to my recovery ❤️‍🩹 manager about a packet I got in my parents mail, it said not to keep it private. Two things arrived at my group home today and I wasn’t there, my three pairs of jogging pants and Lisa’s white t-shirts.


The weather was nice outside today & I’m going back to the group home 🏠 around 9AM. Smoked half a pack today,… this is my family & once I get back to the group home, I don’t know when I will see them again.


Saturday, February 14, 2026

With My Family

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Waiting for the little one to wake up and just sitting on the couch πŸ›‹️ both of my parents have seen the book, I gave them. We went to breakfast this morning and I had a Western Omelette & some of it is in the fridge. It’s raining 🌧️ outside & I don’t want to get wet. It’s 10:35AM,…


This was yesterday, and now I am at my parent’s house. I brought chocolate and conversation hearts πŸ’•! The little one woke up at 12:04PM, … My parents surprised me with a Hello Kitty Doll & Raffaello Chocolate 🍫 you know the ones with macadamia nuts 🌰 inside. & Then we watched TV, Tangled & I asked to watch “A Walk To Remember” though the little guy turned it off halfway through it. Also I am halfway through a pack of cigarettes.



Thursday, February 12, 2026

Turning into Friday

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So, I am excited 😜 that I will be picked up Saturday morning at 8AM. Dad’s taking me to breakfast 🍳 to “Skillet and Dinner” and I want ‘Western Omelette. I just drank a cup of coffee & smoked. Tomorrow we’re going shopping around eleven. I asked Dad if he 


Wanted anything special and told him I made them something special. I just got handed a pack of Montegos & I…

Thursday’s Thoughts

​It’s almost πŸ˜… Valentines πŸ’˜ Day, I had a 8:30AM appointment with Macklin my counselor & we talked about making playlists. I spent about $50, last night on a three 3️⃣ piece sweatpants, 3 white Tshirt, 20 glass bead bracelets, and coffee stickers. My roommate is still sleeping 😴!


My caseworker might be by today but we’re going shopping πŸ›’ tomorrow with my $58 food stamps & I have a little over a hundred πŸ’― dollars πŸ’Έ in Chime. I put photos in a black blank journal for my little one and my parents. I only have one ☝️ pack left.

Wednesday, February 11, 2026

Good Afternoon

​Normally around 2PM, I take my afternoon med then a nap πŸ’€. I just drank a bottled mocha ☕️ frappe from my roommate & she gave me a pack of laffy taffy & it’s time to take out the trash. 


πŸ—‘️ 


Good Morning πŸ˜ƒ ❣️

​I’m sitting on my bed and woke up at 8AM, it says my packages will arrive today. It’s Wednesday & I just smoked a cigar and drank some coffee ☕️. It’s 9:15AM, now 10AM… my caseworker came to see me.


& I am waiting for my purse, stickers, and bracelets to arrive. It said it would be delivered between 12-2PM today. I have $150, going shopping πŸ›’ Friday.

Monday, February 9, 2026

Valentines πŸ’˜ Coming Up

​It’s the ninth ❤️ I took a shower and drank three cups of coffee. It’s 10AM, on a Monday morning & Renee is my caseworker this week. I get my food stamps on the thirteenth this Friday. A Morning & I have $100 in Venmo.


I’m hoping that my stuff from TEMU arrives in time, the sooner the better. I ordered these ten t-shirts for $28. It’s Valentines πŸ’Œ Day on Saturday & I got my parents and the little one a black journal with a card.

Friday, February 6, 2026

Three Days

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I’m going to breakfast tomorrow with dad, he said he wouldn’t buy me cigarettes anymore. it’s nice a $100 in Venmo & $35 Chime & $50 in Chime Savings. I spent $50 at Dollar Tree 🌲 & $60 @Shell & $60 on TEMU. My roommate bought me this coffee ☕️! Six packs of Supreme reds to share between both of us.


Tuesday, February 3, 2026

MD Apt.

​Just made myself a cup of coffee ☕️ & smoked a cigarette 🚬! It’s 9:15AM & I have been awake since 7:45AM. I have an appointment today & the cab πŸš• driver will be here around 2:30PM. The appointment is to see if I need a colonoscopy.


Eating these conversation hearts πŸ’ž & I have two cigarettes in the pack. Just finished that, but now my stomach hurts so I took three Tylenol & a Multivitamin. It’s 3:05PM and I just weighed in and got my vitals checked.


Sunday, February 1, 2026

I thought I

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It’s the first of February 26” … the subscription came back as canceled so I tried it again-$20. It’s still cold πŸ₯Ά out here & Smoking my last Montego in the pack. My dad came by yesterday and took me to breakfast πŸ₯ž where I had chocolate 🍫 chip pancakes & several cups of coffee ☕️.