Trying To Hard Tuesday

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I’m able to talk to my Therapist around 2PM 🕑 today & this is my True Mental Health caseworker for the week and next week. Though ‘right now it’s only 9:35AM; I just drank a cup of coffee ☕️ and smoked two cigarettes 🚬. I have $47 on Venmo & wish people would send me more.

I have not been to Brain 🧠 scanning & ❤️‍🩹 Heart ♥️ scanning; in a while. My blood 🩸 sugar levels this morning was 185! I have 97 College Courses Completed ✔️ I’m not aware of what else I need to complete. I am excited 😆 to get my glasses 👓 this weekend & hopefully 🙏 DL & Voters soon.

I walked with ‘Angelic to the corner store 🏬 & spent 💵 $22. I bought this bottle and three packs of Main Street cigarettes 🚬! My nurse for my mouth 👄 helped me when I got back & I’m waiting for caseworker.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Monday & 🐮 Moody

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She told me some of her poems, she told me some of her poetry, and I told her some of my stanzas! I was in Germany 🇩🇪 for birth certificate renewal is $50. I’m waiting for my drivers license 🪪… $16!

Stop 🛑 playing with my emotions and telling me “their” rags as they totally ignore me and get on my “nerves”… Daddy 👩🏻‍✈️💂🖤 just bought me “those” 5 packs of Lucky 🍀 Strikes 🪧 but… gone all but three. 

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

The Weekend

My Dad took me out to breakfast at Skillet N' Grill; I had chicken n' waffles with honey Dijon mustard. He overslept and picked me up around 9:45AM; and we had a lovely breakfast. It's 11:20AM and I am sitting on my bed; with my laptop open thinking about how they didn't go home for Thanksgiving but instead wanted to spend Thanksgiving with me!  In three days; plus including today, ... I will be over at my parents' house spending The Thanksgiving Holiday. I'm Excited!

I need to learn to budget my money better! I spent most of my money this week; and I have $6 left. Payday isn't for another two or three weeks. On the 2nd he gave me $60 on Venmo; and he gave me $60 cash and took me shopping on the 4th. I bought my pink and purple camo pants; they weren't exactly what I wanted but their still cute and cost less than $20 for both of them. I added $10 to My iPhone 11 account and bought two new apps: The Minimalist App and Chronical. I spent $15 and bought my little ones Christmas and Birthday presents. 

Today is a day for cleaning up; I mopped the floor, right before I left to go to breakfast. I have a closet full of clothing,... A nightside table and a nightside dresser drawer,... 

Just ate a hamburger and french fries for lunch and drank half a Pepsi, I only have three or four Pepsi's left.

Today is a day to take care of myself! If you don't take care of yourself, things don't go good. My stomach hurts and I'm still coughing a little bit.