Trying To Hard Tuesday

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I’m able to talk to my Therapist around 2PM 🕑 today & this is my True Mental Health caseworker for the week and next week. Though ‘right now it’s only 9:35AM; I just drank a cup of coffee ☕️ and smoked two cigarettes 🚬. I have $47 on Venmo & wish people would send me more.

I have not been to Brain 🧠 scanning & ❤️‍🩹 Heart ♥️ scanning; in a while. My blood 🩸 sugar levels this morning was 185! I have 97 College Courses Completed ✔️ I’m not aware of what else I need to complete. I am excited 😆 to get my glasses 👓 this weekend & hopefully 🙏 DL & Voters soon.

I walked with ‘Angelic to the corner store 🏬 & spent 💵 $22. I bought this bottle and three packs of Main Street cigarettes 🚬! My nurse for my mouth 👄 helped me when I got back & I’m waiting for caseworker.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Monday & 🐮 Moody

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She told me some of her poems, she told me some of her poetry, and I told her some of my stanzas! I was in Germany 🇩🇪 for birth certificate renewal is $50. I’m waiting for my drivers license 🪪… $16!

Stop 🛑 playing with my emotions and telling me “their” rags as they totally ignore me and get on my “nerves”… Daddy 👩🏻‍✈️💂🖤 just bought me “those” 5 packs of Lucky 🍀 Strikes 🪧 but… gone all but three. 

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Seeking Saturday

​Drinking a cup of coffee and ate a bowl of Cheerios. I’m sitting on my bed and my dad informed me the little one woke up at 4:45AM. Today I would like to talk about being supportive no matter what situation you are in. 

Being Supportive: I need to be as supportive as I can and be there for the people that mean the most in My life.

• Offering genuine encouragement, reassurance, and compassion.
• Providing verbal expressions of sympathy or physical gestures of affection.
• Listening with an open mind and no judgment.
• Avoiding making promises you can't keep.
  
  

I had two cups of coffee and four cigarettes since 7AM. I’m learning supportive habits and learning ways to be more self sufficient. Being open from my own place of truth; hopefully I can see my dad today but if not I know I will be ok and life is good. I think of myself as a supportive individual and today I am being patient and not worried if I can get to do what I want. I’m not sending a ton of annoying text and remaining unselfish by going with the flow.