Cigarettes 🚬 are not legal from my Dad; any more than I can afford. What my kids 👦 third week of Junior High 🏫 and left him alone and I really wish I had the right to drive him to school 🏫 about our 🦵 legal & 🤧 illegal procedures about wishes!
I’m getting help regardless and I am being myself so when they asked for mine I got angry 😡 & girls from TCU and Baylor shouldn’t stalk. They should all 52, went to prison in 2020”! 👩🏻🦯➡️
Thank You 😍🌴
Good Morning and today I have to get my *Depakote levels checked and I have $83 in EBT 🍱 FSC! I have only $10 in *Venmo… b/c I bought 3 (cases) of Diet Pepsi/Dr. Pepper,… a bag of Jolly Ranchers & Albatross Gummy Bears & ice 🧊 pops. So far My Father has said that that’s my money 💴 & be careful with it.
He arrived at one o’clock and took me to ‘Krogers by TCU & by now my we fifteen minutes into shopping & spending $32.89 we used the self checkout together & I 🧠💵 bought this. Then we went to ‘Baylor Hospital 🏥 we couldn’t find the vehicle's and I had to get six vilest of blood 🩸.
I’m glad my caseworker; said state 🪪 IDs were $11. Hopefully I will receive my Birth Certificate before June 9th. After we had my Psychiatrist appointment with the new psychiatrist. He drove me to the Shell 🐚!
I am going home to my parents house on Saturday morning and spending till Memorial Day Monday with them.
I am at the center and didn’t receive my medication this morning. The lady in charge of the center, picked us up before our caregiver arrived to give us our medication. I have one more pack of cigarettes from what my dad gave me this weekend. It’s important to tell the truth and do our best to abide by the truth. I helped pass out bowls of oatmeal to the people at the center.
In the past, I have worked in restaurants as a waitress. I have worked at Casa Ole in Lake Charles, Louisiana. Hauffbraugh’s and Cheddars in Arlington, Texas. That was a long time ago and it didn’t last long. I am good at following directions for the most part but I found myself liking retail better.
I have been reading a lot of articles about writing and starting an art business. My son was so precious as he said his first goal for our Art Shop, is to make $300. Although I have started an online Entrepreneur Facebook Page that I have had up since 2010. I haven’t had to much success with it.
When I started blogging I also wanted to make money. I had JohnnaFloyd.com open for as long as I could. Financial I was unable to reopen the domain this year. I make about $125, a month. I hated to get my hopes up only to find out I wasn’t making any progress.
I’m fortunate for everything in my life and I know that God is moving to work some great things out for us. Through hard things like not being able to receive medication this morning to seeing how blessed I am to have a good nights sleep and having a second cup of coffee this morning. The truth is that it’s easier said than done; we have to prepare, plan, and set goals in order to make our lives better.
In the book “The Night Portrait”; a reoccurring theme is that life would not be worth living if it wasn’t for Art. I brought my backpack full of Art Supplies and I have only had inspiration to make a few drawings since the beginning of the year. I know I have a lot of free time to work on creative things but filling a blank page is calling for more creativity than I have right now.
We all go through hard things in life and when I think of the things that are impacting me the most, it’s my depression and being idle instead of productive. Suggestions are given but sometimes we would rather someone ask or even demand something of us, instead of carelessly wasting away the day.
The Truth is I wish I were more successful and more put together. I’m reminded while reading my Bible Studies, that nothing is a waste. I may not be a hundred percent on my abilities right now but through hard work and dedication I have learned that being a better self is a never ending cycle and the more you don’t give up the better it gets.
As someone who has given up on the group home five times and am still here. I have learned that I can’t force anything to happen and to place it in Gods Hands.
My Alarm on my phone went off at 5:45AM. I didn’t want to wake up and pressed stop on my alarm. I should have gotten up and taken a shower. Though the extra hour in bed was calling to me. Instead of sleeping in, I could use this time to better prepare myself for the day. I need to be intentional with my time and use it for productive things that matter.
Our caregiver called me and said she was on her way. It is 8AM and I have had my medicine and received my cigarettes. My housemate and I are waiting on our ride to the center. At The Lions Center; I had two cups of coffee and a sausage and biscuit from McDonald’s.
I don’t know what it is about myself in the mornings. I have no desire to wake up so early. I went to bed about 7PM. I know I am getting enough sleep and I am almost sleeping too much. After reading an article about “A Good Morning Routine”; I feel that there are certain things about mornings that could be better.
Mornings Impact how your going to feel for the rest of the day. Setting up a good morning routine will improve my life. I really want to start waking up at 5:45AM without falling back asleep. After we’re done at the center I have a three hour chunk of time where I could take a nap.