Wednesday We Worship

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Around 2:30PM,… I have been going to 🧠 & 🫀 ‘scanning;… so I just am sitting here waiting thinking 💭 about the things I need to do. I woke up 🆙 at 7AM 🕖 something & drank my coffee ☕️ ate breakfast and got my meds and had my blood 🩸 sugar checked ☑️! I bought two 2️⃣ bags of chips.

Okay; so my family are tree 🌲 farmers 🩷 & we work very hard for what we own. I just ate four good tacos 🌮 then my stomach hurt 😞 I usually feel like what I do isn’t good enough & I feel blamed. My roommate wants my cigar’s,… who is it?

Till June & Aunt June Are Finished

 I already had breakfast, with My Father & Little Brother; I'm trying not to send, any annoying alarming news. I was invited to My Fathers, Best House, for the day after Fourth of July. I have till, 5PM to complete what I'd like to do, it's better asked for... nicely! 💥🕳️ I

Lounging In & Around My Teal Bed & Getting Annoyed every once in a while, as I try consistently to improve my work. Oh! The Room-Mates situation; two girls besides myself in the, haha, Politically Correct Room, Door has a white tote bag from Tarrant County Commissioner Jail Sanction that I got Juneteenth. Speaking of Juneteenth; one of our favorite BLACK Women, stopped by the Rosedale ST. House Today. I steer clear of this room next to ours,... I was mostly told to stay away from BRODY! I have had two restful months off from "The Northside Adult Daycare Center",... With little mention of "Dorthy's House!" 

I was barely out of "Millwood Estates" & There were all fifteen of My friends; including my ex-sperm-donor but we acted civil as we could and I recieved eight packs of Lucky Strike Red 100s! Lauren Fluent & Lauren Floyd we're there and non of us acted too bad until the coffee accident! I got out on The 4th of June & thank God! I wasn't chosen for Juno, though the 11th I Spent : Quality Time With Saint Andrew,... Then I noticed my iPhone11 says S.O.S. !!! On The 10th;... I joined a great group of people eager to Tour Texas Wesleyan! Next, I willingly will upload these photos.

June 20th 2024" Started the Start of Summer! Thanks too all My Kind Friends, I was able to have almost eighteen energy drinks. A whole pint of Pure 100% Almond Milk & These counselors have been playing games with me. So here's to deleting this game called Junes Adventure & working on more projects, Hey The Game Needs What It Needs! Next Pay Day on The Third + Rent on The First!

Timeliness On Tuesday

​It’s been a year since I started this blogs journey. I’m sitting at the table and drinking coffee. The weather is supposed to get bad outside. Instead of taking our medication when the caregiver arrives, the person that comes in at night, they have been putting it in ziplock bags so we can take them as soon as we wake up.

We are all provided 24HRS in the day; I have learned how important it is to stay in the present moment and not think too far in the past or the future. I think it’s time too learn as much as I can and really depend more on God. I need to know as much about myself as possible. As May is ending and the new month of June is arriving. I have made a goal for personal growth before my 35TH Birthday.

I have my journals and am currently using three journals; a prayer journal, a personal journal, and the one I bring to the center for what research I am doing. I haven’t drawn in about two weeks, or since my son asked me too. There’s things I want to explore on the topic of starting an Art Shop Business that I need to read and understand more. I have been reading almost ten articles a day on all sorts of topics.

I have my sketchbooks; the large one my parents got me for Christmas. As well as the one I bought for my last Birthday with the money from my grandma. The tools are there and I have hardly been using them. Emptied the tools to create from my backpack on the table and looking at them. I’m almost through reading “The Night Portrait” and I’m on chapter 61 of 91. 

Reading about Art has deepened my passion for creativity and I hope that I will become more passionate about what I create. I also have my two adult coloring books and my colored pencils. Things don’t have to be perfect for you to start and a lot of articles on productivity and time management tell you just to get started and do the best you can.

Towards Thursday

​I just arrived at The Lions Center and we’re waiting for breakfast. It’s Thursday, and this week has gone by fast. As I get older, time seems to go by faster. Towards the end of the week and I have learned a lot off Pinterest and through writing my posts. I bought a new planner yesterday when I went to Target with my caseworker. It starts in July; though it has a monthly calendar for May and June. Drinking a cup of coffee and thinking about what I would like to write about and research on today.

I know for a little bit I have been posting the day of the week and a topic. “Towards” makes me think of setting goals and having something to work towards. Things are going good, as I just went outside and smoked and am drinking my second cup of coffee ☕️. 

I have to be focused on something that I can do to make my life better. I have stayed pretty solid in my daily mission of staying here since March of last year without leaving. Trying to set some goals to work towards.

I was informed that my caseworkers, have gotten their company cars and gas cards taken away. Meaning starting in June, we won’t be able to go out and do fun stuff, like going shopping or too the park. On Friday, my caseworker asked if I wanted to meet.

Goals To Work Towards 

1. Setting up an online Art Shop! I have told my readers and the people that visit my page about JF-Designs. I am working towards creating a great portfolio and hopefully I can start creating for profit.

2. Staying persistent on writing and blogging. This month I have posted more than I ever have in the past. Before I wasn’t persistent with posting and I would write whenever I felt like it or it was convenient. I am learning to enjoy it and it’s better time used.

3. To read more and research. I am reading “The Night Portrait” and am half way through with the book. My research topic of the week is how to accomplish more. 

4. To start getting up early and setting a decent sleep  schedule. I went to bed at 8:30PM and woke up at 7AM. My alarm goes off at 5:45AM, although I keep turning it off and going back to sleep. 

5. Student Loan Forgiveness. I have been reading the news articles on Facebook and Google about this topic. I’m hoping for more than $10,000, I’m hoping to get rid of my Student Loans all together, $18,000.