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Wednesday, December 31, 2025

I 🧠❤️ Journaling

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These are my $5 favorite 😍 Dollar 💵 Tree 🌳 Journals of 2025” ❤️!! These are ‘old but I bought two last month, it’s the last day and tomorrow is payday but I already got paid & spent a good bit…


I have four half way done journals & I am trying to write & put the rest of the photos in them. I just took my ‘Xanax & someone gave me a KitKat bar…

Pay Day…

​I got paid twelve hours ago $385 and went shopping 🛍️ on TEMU when I woke up. I didn’t get my full shopping list done but I spent $198 & they will come with my packages 📦… ordered Christmas 🎄 photos for $12! I was already paid when I woke up but now I have $175!

Tuesday, December 30, 2025

The $100 !!!

​Smoking 🚬 the last ones in the pack and waiting on my caseworker. My family gave me $150 & it’s burning 🔥 a whole in my pocket and I need some clothes. I have a hundred dollars 💵 and want to go to Walmart and spend it. Caseworker will be here in an hour and we’re going to shop.

Monday, December 29, 2025

The Wishful Day

​Dad said, “It doesn’t matter if I take a shower or not.” I know he’s going to take me to get a haircut. Woke up around eight in the morning & took my meds and I have a PCP appointment tomorrow. The little one and I cuddled all night under the Army blanket and he is sleeping 😴.


Dad let me have two beers 🍻 last night & we went to “Olive Garden” instead of “Cheese Factory” because it was too crowded. Just waiting around till the little one wakes up. My mom went to the doctor & last night she gave me some clothes.


It is ten thirty 🕥 and I tried everything on, so far I have eaten my leftovers from skillet and dinner and had two or three cups of coffee. Worked on my shopping list on TEMU & I have plenty of cigarettes.

Sunday, December 28, 2025

Happy Birthday Brandon

​It’s Brandon’s twelfth birthday and we’re sitting on the couch 🛋️ just watched “Fantasia 2000”! I’m getting a haircut tomorrow & we’re going to “Cheesecake Factory” tonight. I slept all morning till about 1PM 🕐. Just took my afternoon zany and smoked and drank/drinking two Diet Coke.

Saturday, December 27, 2025

Wake Up

​so, I got woken up at 8AM 🕗 by my roommate & ate a egg 🥚 sandwich 🥪 & took my meds. Then took a shower, drank two cups of coffee, and smoked three or four cigarettes. I have three packs left,…


Our normal house mom went on vacation & there is a lady watching us. I texted dad good morning 🌞 but I am waiting for him to get back to me.



Bye Bye Christmas 🎄 & Hello 👋 New Year of 2026” in five days the rent will be paid & I can get my shopping 🛍️ list done. They gave me $150, cash 💵, so far I spent $31.50 on a drink and this vape 💨.


This puppy dog “Turbo” loves me when I come over, just sitting here vaping and drinking some tea. I took a shower and my hair is wet, I used some moose in my hair. People keep asking me for cigarettes and there’s six in the pack and I have three packs left till I get more but I don’t have a drivers license/ID Card & last time they ID 🪪 me and I couldn’t buy them at Dollar tree 🌳! My pants 👖 keep falling down & I lost my iPad, Smoke Roller Machine, and wallet and if I want them I have to pay 💰!

Friday, December 26, 2025

Back at Home

​We didn’t know when to take me home & dad woke me up at 10AM & 11:45AM; my son & I were asleep on the couch. I wanted to go home but more importantly I wanted to get a “Foger” vape & Ever Fresh. 🍓 -$27!


These are the gifts I got for Christmas 🎄!

Thursday, December 25, 2025

Growing Up

​So, on October 31st of 2024” ❤️ I moved to a new group home & so far everything has been going ‘alright… I am at my parents house and the little guy has been on his electronics & I got my phone back from charging. There’s one week till ‘payday and I will make +$200 more than $185 … I have a colonoscopy coming soon 🔜! I’m sitting here with my kid ❤️. 


They are cooking 🧑‍🍳 & my sister’s should be here soon & I hope there’s more gifts 🎁 when you’re young it’s easier to take things for granted. He has not even played with what Santa 🎅 brought him. 


So, I just got done paying my dad back for the ticket 🎫 & now ‘my money 💴 will be $385 on the following months. This has taught me that stuff isn’t free & you have to follow the rules and accept the consequences.

Christmas

​The day is finally here & it’s Christmas 🎄… everyone is on their electronics & they woke me up at 8AM 🕗. Now it’s 10:14AM & I just opened a zero coke and smoked a cigarettes 🚬 “it’s just a cigarette…” The little guy acted inappropriate this morning & I received a Hello Kitty, quilt ❤️ cookies tin ❤️ and a wall calendar. Everyone liked the gifts I gave them. My sisters are coming over & I only got them a card. Watching “It’s A Wonderful Life”!

Wednesday, December 24, 2025

Christmas Eve

​My dad is at the hospital 🏥 with my middle sister and her new baby. He said he would let me know when he can come & pick me up. Took a shower 🚿 & changed into the same clothes. Had toast, eggs, and sausage for breakfast then my meds. That was at 8:45AM & now it’s 10:15AM - 10:31AM & he’s on his way.


I’m so ready to celebrate 🎊 with the little one. Good,… sitting here with the little one & watching ‘Scrooge. It’s 1:30PM ❤️ Dad gave me six packs of Lucky 🍀 Strikes and I put the presents and cards under the tree. I wish… hey, put some clothes on!


We had ‘Texas Roadhouse Chili 🌶️ that was really good. It’s 5:39PM drinking a Pepsi Zero Sugar and 

Tuesday, December 23, 2025

Tuesday before Christmas 🎄

​so, I had a bang and NOZ can instead of buying the sodas since I am not going to be here for the next three days.

 I bought the little one a card & bubble gum & tootsie roll pops… 


I bought the roommate a large DP. 

Racheal said she would be my caseworker next week also and we get paid on Thursday. When we get paid I will make the good original amount of $385 and really want to buy some clothes.

My dad is picking me up tomorrow on Christmas 🎄 Eve around eight or ten in the morning. I am so excited 😆 too see my son & sharing the holiday with family. 

Monday, December 22, 2025

Monday 🎄 Christmas Week

​Saturday dad was here around eight in the morning and took me to Skillet 🍳 & Dinner where I had a Western Omelette. Then I received five packs of Lucky 🍀 Strike cigarettes. Can you believe Christmas 🎅 is this Thursday and daddy is coming to pick me up the day after tomorrow on Wednesday. I have presents 🎁 & cards for them. I need to get the little one a Birthday card. I have slept most of the day & I’m out of Dr. Pepper & we had ribs.

Thursday, December 18, 2025

The Treats

​My food stamp card came in & my caseworker helped me by taking me to The Dollar Tree. I had $192 & spent $98 … just ate lunch & tried a shortbread cookie.

Then went outside and smoked & smoked the Foger … so far I love ❤️ what I got.


I am trying to text dad about going to eat tomorrow morning. Then going over there for Christmas 🎄 & doing something for Brandon’s birthday 🥳! I am another baby’s aunt and my sister just had her baby on the 16th, my parents 39th wedding anniversary. 

Wednesday, December 17, 2025

I have some money 💴

​I have a twenty dollar 💵 bill in my coin 🪙 purse 👛 and I’m waiting for my caseworker. I have my ticket paid off meaning more money starting the first of January 26”! I really want some new sweatpants … I have three pairs from TEMU, …


She took me too McDonalds & bought me a quarter pounder with cheese 🧀 meal with a caramel frappe. Then we stopped by Dollar Tree & I bought sugar + Instant coffee + Oreo cookies.


The lady who checked me out wouldn’t sell me cigarettes so we had to go to the corner store & I spent $32 on a new Foger Vape & teal camels 🐪 

Monday, December 15, 2025

The Days Before Christmas 🎄

​Can you believe Christmas 🎄 will be here in ten days? I plan on going to my parent’s house next Wednesday & staying the night. I had a good morning with my caseworker and she said we’re going to go eat on Wednesday. She gave me a caramel iced coffee ☕️ & donut 🍩.


I got my depakote injection this morning & I have three and a half packs of cigarettes. I’m going over to my parents Wednesday & spending the night 

Thursday, December 11, 2025

Wants & Needs

​My caseworker,… just left after he ordered me a new EBT Food Stamp card that will be here in seven business days. He also set up an appointment for me to get a new drivers license in February on the tenth. 


It’s almost 😅 Christmas 🎄 & The New Year of 2026”! I have to wait for the gifts to come in. I’m about to call dad in less than an hour and waiting on dinner 🍽️!



It’s only the eleventh & I have thirty-eight dollars. We had burritos 🌯 for lunch & I have four and one pack left of Lucky 🍀 Strike cigarettes 🚬. I 

Sunday, November 30, 2025

The Day Before December

Dad dropped off my jacket yesterday and I slept 🛌 most of the day. ​I have my watch and a new jacket! It’s cold and tomorrow is payday;… I took a shower 🚿 ! $185 or $100 depending on if my father makes me pay for them and most of today we’ve been smoking 🚬 cigarettes. I need …


To Get Ready For Christmas 🎄 I am waiting for lunch & had fries & a blackberry Dr. Pepper. I have $20 cash 💵 and I am waiting for my dad to put money in Venmo. Hopefully my EBT food stamp card arrives.

Thursday, November 27, 2025

Thanksgiving

​Watching the CNBC ‘Thanksgiving parade & made the little one and I coffee ☕️! Had some of our mom’s good pound cake. I just smoked a cigarette 🚬! Wondering when we’re going to eat and hungry 🤤 . 


Just sitting here with mom and the little one. I just took my afternoon meds & smoked a cig. We had turkey 🦃 & ham and split eye peas 🫛 casserole 🥘 and corn 🌽 casserole. We ate about 4:30PM.

Wednesday, November 26, 2025

The Day Before Thanksgiving

​I’m sitting on the couch and aware that I only have .12 🪙 in my bank 🏦 account & the Monday after this great holiday will bring a $185 payment. Though I look forward to doing better next year and the ticket will finally be paid off. Six cigarettes left and dad said he’d be here to pick me up at ten in the morning. I still have not found my wallet 🪪 need to get a new Driver license & EBT Food Stamp card.

Tuesday, November 25, 2025

Thanking Thanks Giving

​It’s almost 😅 time for the Holidays; dad will be picking me up at 10AM on Thursday Morning & I’ll be going to their house. Everything here has been all right and we’re listening 👂🏼 to the new radio 📻 I got.


Saturday, November 22, 2025

The Start of The Weekend

​Just drank a Dr. Pepper and watching country music 🎶 videos with my roommate. Dad took me to breakfast & I had a Western Omelette & orange 🍊 juice & coffee ☕️. Thanksgiving is on Thursday & I’m looking forward to going over to my parents house. Dad got me five packs of Lucky 🍀 Strikes.

Tuesday, November 11, 2025

The American 🇺🇸 Way!!!

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The ‘attitude of some of these girls 👧 can make us upset 😭 prayer is important. While eating 🥣 chicken 🐔 noodle 🍜 soup 🍜 my good Caseworker walked in. I told her I needed double AA batteries 🔋 band tape. She drove 🛞 me to The Dollar 💵 Tree & I Spent $3.75 & she helped me.


This can was $3.89 & ‘Renee paid for it & when she dropped me off at the house 🏡 she was trying to help me get a food 🍱 stamp card… I am missing ‘my wallet 🪪!

Monday, November 10, 2025

The Government Gifts 🎁 We Share!!!

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Can you believe it? The year of 2025” is almost drawing to an end. I am thankful 🥹 for every pack of five 5️⃣ Lucky 🍀 Strikes, my dear dad gave me. I received my TEMU package today & need some double AA batteries 🔋! We didn’t go eat at Skillet and Grill,… & the temperature gets colder.


My roommate is nice and we just took our medication and both sucking on ‘tootsie roll pops as we chill in our own little room in our own individual beds and three of us have flashlights 🔦 that we received yesterday and we’re waiting on mood rings


Saturday, November 1, 2025

Deep of The Streets

I thought 💭 twice before I spent my money 🇺🇸 & 💳 on today I spent all.15 🥷🏼🪶🪙! I am not sorry 😞 Dad … I did buy a jar of coffee ☕️ & dad gave me four 4️⃣ packs of L. S. / M. F. T. = $1 a piece & please bring that back. I love 💕 my family alot but… why all the nucance.

I don’t ‘know why 🪙 & 👩🏻‍⚖️📶 & 🏃🏻‍♀️‍➡️🐚🐚🐚 & 🐚🐚🐚🪙 & 🐚🐚🐚💕! Mrs. Nukka & I’m glad I won 🙌 “ * !!! Can what a two 2️⃣ hour ago cigarette in ten 🔟 minutes of ‘My 🍀 Lucky 🍀 Strike 🪧 Cigarette 🏬🔼 Two 2️⃣ Boxes 🗃️ of Leftover’s …

Thursday, October 30, 2025

The 20 I Smoked

I appreciate that my caseworker bought me these cigarettes 🚬 twenty of them. Around 9:15AM & it took me till 5:48PM to finish the pack. I realized they are gone & my dad said he isn’t going to buy me any.

What he & his wife smoke isn’t about me but he said he’ll take me to Skillet & Grill on Saturday. We’re watching Walker Texas Ranger & roommate is walking 🚶 around with my old Walmart cane

Wednesday, October 29, 2025

The Creepy Nurse 👨🏾‍⚕️ of ‘Night Mar

Over a hundred 💯 times I ‘wonder: Ed! This weekend I smoked all my cigarettes 🚬 but 20 of them. I requested that they pay 💰 for them, 13” opened cigarettes since 05” 🌹🚗 = Journalism. They are my friends but I don’t want people in my face.

My Name is Johnna Cathryn Floyd! & why are you messing my name up in 🌲 the first place 🥇? I appreciate ‘my dad Kurt Claiborne & I am the first born 87”

God gives us abundance - large quantities of something + conditioning of having a 👮‍♀️ copious quantity of something plentiful!

Thank You I Restarted My Z - PAC

Sunday, October 26, 2025

The $10 🤬💴 That Hurt

Pay attention to your life when you’re doing anything. Back Stabbers & thievery switches & getting in the way prostitute’s … this is a woman’s group home 🏡. I thought it was good 😌 till 👰🏻‍♀️🍷🩸 I got hurt 😢! Thanks 🙏 watched Hope Church!

I remember requesting a group home 🏠 in 2005” in Fort Worth. Then in 2015” in Dallas but all I could do was write ✍️ in a book 📕! Too ‘many ‘manny of the people.

Saturday, October 25, 2025

The First Ten 🔟

Just… ‘let go & I said 🛑🍿 no! That’s ‘My: Degree 📜 & Ive had it since 2013”. I love 💕 my dad but he has three 3️⃣ of us, all trying to do different things. If I don’t understand something I tend to get jealous. My parents ‘said talk to | too much

I want ‘my black Michael Kros wallet 🪪 & Popfeel makeup. Three packs of and a half while I try to get my stuff back. I make $58 EBT; I want even my Sakroot’s backpack 🎒! Do ‘Return My Stuff.

Friday, October 24, 2025

The 🪙📽️ Movie 🍿 Fail

Stop 🛑 Talking ‘little girl 👧 I am not even trying to talk that much. With dentures full of ‘Medicaid… I was not the licenser but I received it May 12th 2024” !!!

I’m ❤️‍🩹 about tired 🥱 of … ⚽️ ball 🏈 game theft! When I get tired 😴 of ‘Myself I will let you know. I tell you what as soon 🔜 as I want to I will! I wish I could have 📦 all ‘my TEMU Back!

The 🫂 … 🍬 ‘Candy Kid ❤️‍🩹

Yes 👏 I have only ‘understood! I think 🤔 that girl 👧… ‘No 🛑☎️❤️‍🩹 safe street & when I go to the Shelter -or- ‘whine & ‘Dinned! ‘Skylar’s … pretty 😍 school 🏫

When they made their big debut mess! 👩🏻‍⚖️👣 as a demand more & payment. Since 2013” I knew I had a kid [can’t be my kid] ?

The Holiday of Parades

Thank’s for working eight 8️⃣ months in three 3️⃣ years at restaurants. My first stop 🛑 was ‘Narah’s & ‘Cheddar… ‘s & Cheese 🧀 Cake 🍰 Factory 🏭!

During ‘Retail work: 05” Target 🎯 a whole year till I got fired by [bye] ‘my Aunt!

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

Happy 😊 ‘Retirement

Yes 🙌 ‘his stuff and was his daughter! No … MD : & wanted nursing 👨‍🍼… why’d don’t they make them but eye & why ‘so much Spam Calls?

Tuesday, October 21, 2025

Dawali Death

🧩🕶️ ‘Anyway I can’t find my wallet 🪪… after spending three 3️⃣ hours in JPS! One ☝️‘simple needle 🪡! Did 🧖🏽‍♀️🐚 … ‘Really, it’s a job to take control of your own self | life | & a child.

Monday, October 20, 2025

Morning ‘Moron More

My Face: say’s ’shut up ⬆️ $hooka hookah & asked - by nurses ??? 28??? STOL / Stucko Bitches!!! Because they will get beaten up around… 🛑😔 stop stalking!!!

A’ smoking 🚬 stage: how many people {affected | Attracted & Disabled} this little girl… Today is Dawai & I have talked about stolen shit 💩. ‘Nor is this a sorority 👻🎹 & 👰🏻‍♀️🕶️ …

‘Little Black & White: Widows… to jail and ‘it’s a big family & fight to do all that, with 🧩⛲️! ‘What that’s 😷 Illegal Imagery vs. Imitating vs. Immediately Actioned … Immigrants!

Sunday, October 19, 2025

Sunday Morning 👹🗼

Midget fight about ‘Casa Olay … bought 42 plates & 32 cups… ‘Mrs Coffee ☕️ ok ✅ Their trying to hard to be in questioning.

Friday, October 17, 2025

The BLK ❤️‍🩹 vs. 🧚🏼‍♂️

Good 😊 Evening: Ladies & Gentle Men… rolling dice 🎲 put y’all on a dangerous path to Celebrate 🎊 Recovery ❤️‍🩹 HaHa!!!

We had fillet ‘manion… & 😎 broke through a window then 15 to 27 Years Old! Dangerous Tip Money 💴 TAMPERING 🥃❤️‍🩹 Tammy!

Didn’t Ask … {28 Dates}

Thursday Results Rediscovery

Getting Around to??? 👮 Copy (28 packages of: R) (92 R / U : Packages 📦) vs… when who 🍻 prostrates and Prost 🥂)

Thursday, October 16, 2025

What Was Wednesday

I had a cup of coffee ☕️ and a cigarette 🚬 as soon as I arrived to NueroStar in DeSoto. What should I write about? We all squeezed into the van and I remember falling asleep several times.

Wall’s of Wall-Mart € vs. {$200 Billion} Drugged Up Barbie… 278 ‘Puffs

Meet & Hustler’s Magazine

Wednesday, October 15, 2025

Wishing Well Wednesday

Having Snacks -$13 ❤️‍🩹 Bought some cigs. We’re sitting in the lobby & our movie 🎥 is over. I have $16 for Thursday & Friday. Then EBT Food Stamps about $57.

A Carton of Montego was $55; so I could not afford it.

900 & 900,000 Hours of Hard of Work… With In $9,000 … Schedule [D] Steelers $A

Eliza de Nightmare

The Quest & Request… From a Rich 🤑 $900 Joey (& I can’t make this mess) ♥️😡🇦🇬 $10,000 🏦🌄 Congress ❤️‍🩹 … Tutor! I can’t afford you Little BLACK Ink 🖋️ Crew!

20YR Old Story … Storyline 25… Tragedy👷🏻‍♀️TCC and 🌄🚛🎬 … ‘Millennium 2026”❤️‍🩹🇦🇬 Andrew McDonalds McMahon

I am ‘Not A Buffet… March 24TH 2014” 🚬 $100,000 PM… 42YRs … 80 Years In Jail… 8YR’s In Income Prison… ‘Nor Mall (s) 🪀🤢🫂 : This ‘Hell Bent | ‘Hellacious at eleven… Despite Deleterious of Justice 4Y

Clean 🧼 Your Room: 20 Years & Group History