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Monday, August 31, 2026

As If I had *Yo Money ๐Ÿฆพ๐Ÿš›๐Ÿ’ด

It’s 100* & ๐Ÿ’ฏ: I lack 17 courses to attain my dream degree ๐Ÿ“œ of communication advertising and public questions. I had my 39TH Birthday ๐Ÿฅณ and today is the day before payday! I am doing what I need to but some people get in the way… more?


Tomorrow is Payday $385;… but ๐ŸŒ„๐ŸŽƒ๐ŸŒ† this next month will get sadder and more ๐Ÿ˜ข sadistick & I have to pay a medical bill ๐Ÿ’ธ of $660; so $200! Thanks ๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿพ‍♀️ I appreciate the .50๐Ÿช™ & .30๐Ÿช™ : I was able to buy a swisher sweets ๐Ÿซ & now diabetes and almost ๐Ÿ˜… 4PM ๐Ÿ•“ & ๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿป‍♂️๐Ÿง ๐Ÿซ€!


These concho’s were delivered this morning and they expired on 28th & it’s 2026” … I am excited ๐Ÿ˜† about tomorrow though and we’re all going to get paid & I am going to buy a bottle of red wine ๐Ÿท! 





Sunday, August 30, 2026

Sunday Strollen

It’s 2.6 miles from where I live too the Rising Star Church and we’re about to have church! Though now it’s after my nap time and the sermon was about God’s Grace and Mercy about money and 2 ๐Ÿ“ฎ! Pampered Pamphlet’s and this was $20/-$12 … I had fun ๐Ÿคฉ and learned I was …


The network is amazing ๐Ÿ˜ป and I have an idea ๐Ÿ’ก to buy ten ๐Ÿ”Ÿ - 25 for $10 stuffies, 12 koshe ball for… $6.70 [almost the whole pack] … 12 southwest west compass keychains about Boy Scouts & Girl Scouts of America !!! About $170…


Saturday, August 29, 2026

Thanks Dad

Dad asked if I wanted to pay for my hospital bill of $660 ๐Ÿ’ต๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿป‍๐Ÿฆฏ‍➡️! $60 - $20 = $40 - $15.99… about $35, reminder that I don’t own the world ๐ŸŒŽ ๐Ÿš—! Next month I said I *might ๐Ÿ›ด๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿช™ pay ๐Ÿ’ฐ it! I want a crisp ๐Ÿ˜ข crypt $500 tattoo and too pay ๐Ÿ’ฐ for it.

I just found two girls who liked the ๐Ÿ”ฅ department of what summer 17” and TxWes in 2023” I moved here in 23” October 31st ๐Ÿ˜ข๐ŸŒฒ๐Ÿบ… my grandma ๐Ÿ‘ต 


Friday, August 28, 2026

Freaky ๐Ÿš ๐Ÿš”๐Ÿ›ซ Friday

We got to wake up ๐Ÿ†™ like ๐Ÿ‘ Bill ๐Ÿ’ต Gates… My favorite ๐Ÿ˜ thing was to/too work & school ๐Ÿซ & parties ๐ŸŽˆ! $385 - $135 Teams of TEMU + $85 witch ๐Ÿง™๐Ÿผ 18 $tudents + dollar ๐Ÿ’ต sigh ๐Ÿ• dough ๐Ÿฅจ๐Ÿซš


Then I smoked four 4️⃣ clearly cleaning ๐Ÿงผ out suspicious ๐Ÿคจ bitcoin accounts bitches and is ๐Ÿ‘‹ his lunch in sacks ๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ’ต๐ŸŸvs. ๐Ÿค! My 39TH ๐Ÿค๐Ÿฅ …

Thursday, August 27, 2026

Ah! The Dentist ๐Ÿฆท Helped

I’m sitting in ๐Ÿ’บ the dentist ๐Ÿชฅ chair waiting for them and they said they would fix them; but I am hoping to replace them. Corrie is the caseworker that took me & I haven’t had a problem until they said I had an ulcer on a shawtistica teeth from Medi Co.


They said it only got $250,… insurance on my insurance for my dentures …! Though 22 fixes a question of an alcoholic drink and a guitar case. I think that is a great treat about my brain and heart and Naruto movies about ourselves.


Wednesday, August 26, 2026

Where ‘We’d Cigarettes ๐Ÿšฌ Went

Cigarettes ๐Ÿšฌ are not legal from my Dad; any more than I can afford. What my kids ๐Ÿ‘ฆ third week of Junior High ๐Ÿซ and left him alone and I really wish I had the right to drive him to school ๐Ÿซ about our ๐Ÿฆต legal & ๐Ÿคง illegal procedures about wishes!


I’m getting help regardless and I am being myself so when they asked for mine I got angry ๐Ÿ˜ก & girls from TCU and Baylor shouldn’t stalk. They should all 52, went to prison in 2020”! ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿป‍๐Ÿฆฏ‍➡️


Thank You ๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŒด

Tuesday, August 25, 2026

Tuesday’s Through ๐Ÿ‘ฎ‍♀️ cops ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Who’s this tired ๐Ÿฅฑ in the morning? I have faced two cigarettes l took My Medicine ๐Ÿ’Š! I am almost ๐Ÿ˜… aware that someone is and was asking for too much and it’s barely ๐Ÿ˜ฐ payday of $385! How much do I spend on TEMU ๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ…ฟ️๐Ÿšฐ … $185 + s&h!


If that’s all y’all want to do is harass me then I am upset ๐Ÿ˜ข because y’all are asking me for to much. It’s been a fight for ten ๐Ÿ”Ÿ years but I have survived ๐Ÿš’! Hospice care and mostly ๐Ÿฅ›๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ‡ [gang]๐Ÿง


Then at 9:15AM; my caseworker *corrie took me to the park and I am flat broke now until next Tuesday the First. I swing life away from a nice ๐Ÿ˜Š park for myself. I learned and drove five ๐Ÿซฆ๐ŸŽ’๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿป blocks for twenty. 


Monday, August 24, 2026

The Girls are Mean

She left around five o… o’clock this afternoon and it’s almost 109*C … this was whose idea ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿšฐ … to move *katie in these houses ๐Ÿ  of our group home ๐Ÿ  in December 23rd 2023”! ? ! I was a good ๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿป‍๐Ÿ’ผ๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿป‍✈️๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿป! But all they want to do is ๐Ÿ…ฟ️ or ๐ŸงⓂ️


I take ten ๐Ÿ”Ÿ to fifteen minutes for a shower ๐Ÿšฟ my dad says I should every day! Additionally Advertising around Bessie? Needs a reality check to receive SSI ๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿป‍✈️๐Ÿ ! I talked about war about cigarettes ๐Ÿšฌ and they talked about non๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿป


๐Ÿง—‍♀️๐Ÿ… where the *cigarette: takes it⚠️

I woke up ๐Ÿ†™ at 6:45AM & opened our fourth pack and what we need more? A custody battle and between three girls as I try to find my sisters ๐Ÿ‘ฏ‍♀️! Don’t lie to me and they have no mercy or money ๐Ÿ’ด to buy them. I have cut/ripped up my cigarettes boxes ๐Ÿ“ฆ but they are Mine!


I was an Honor Student ๐Ÿ‘ฉ‍๐ŸŽ“ and when I graduated I got a job. College can bring success,… can’t it? I tried to use a friend’s EBT & they need to fix ๐Ÿ”ง it! There’s 13 cigarettes ๐Ÿšฌ left so when their gone their gone.


At 2:45PM & I was *chilling out with my friends and *my stuff: about ‘Dodson & Dodson on the ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿ‡ท The Future Family! I consulted & contemporary consignment worked on my five 5️⃣ books ๐Ÿ“•!


Sunday, August 23, 2026

Dad’s around the corner; before a fight & fit!

​Good morning ☀️ I say to myself ๐Ÿฉต as I am waiting patiently for my Father ๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿผ and I understand he grew up seventeen years in War. While I struggle and trying to understand myself. It’s hopefully ๐Ÿ™ not an eighteen year old woman ๐Ÿ‘ต pregnant ๐Ÿคฐ in the streets under my cigarettes.


Okay ๐ŸŒท⚽️๐Ÿ™ no … now I am hearing a song ๐ŸŽถ by Lisa’s Chicken ๐Ÿ”! Working and worked on an hour & a half of work at a time with a $7 cigarette ๐Ÿšฌ.! Gave *My House ๐Ÿ  Mom: three 3️⃣ packs.


Saturday, August 22, 2026

When ๐Ÿงป๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿช™ we’ Run ๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿป‍♂️

I work at JF_Designs ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’ต❤️ then went to *Mardel’s then the ticket ๐ŸŽซ I paid off was $875 but I only got paid $185 because I stole from Hobby Lobby so we went on base. I had to go to jail 3rd/th ๐Ÿฅถ๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿ›‘!

✅ okay but who’s money ๐Ÿ’ฐ was it? Joey Phantom GS#2748 ❤️๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿผ‍๐Ÿฆผ‍➡️๐Ÿงฃ๐Ÿฅ“๐Ÿท๐ŸŽŸ️๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿฉธ! KFC? KF $125… ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡พ vs. ๐Ÿท๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ฉ vs. ♿️๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡ดA+


No; th

Friday, August 21, 2026

Needing change and ๐ŸšŠ๐Ÿช™☮️

Where [R] you getting your information? Where are you getting your my mom ๐Ÿ‘ฉ & dad ๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿผ? Thanks ๐Ÿ˜Š I am Bitter ๐Ÿฉท Bipolar & Disorder I like ๐Ÿ‘ smoking and I am a serious senior who graduated the hard way from UNI.


Wondering ๐Ÿค” where some shit ๐Ÿ’ฉ went; we took ☮️⛽️๐ŸŽ‘! A fun ๐Ÿคฉ adventure through Waterfalls of Water ๐Ÿ’ฆ the first year of TxWes๐Ÿซ€☮️! I don’t understand wanting to spend so much on every little thing from those creatures cigars of my cigarettes ๐Ÿšฌ of war as wanting warning ⛔️ 


Thursday, August 20, 2026

Brokest Bitches Ever

​I woke up at 7AM this Thursday morning and I used to go to *25$s & get cards! My Drivers License has been missing since about October of last year. Twelve days till payday and I have nothing & am heading to the Doctor about my health.


My dad just fixed my glasses and I am getting new glasses! Though he can’t fix ๐Ÿ”ง my life! I am waiting for my case manager to go to the doctor ๐Ÿง‘‍⚕️.


They were asking for ๐Ÿ”œ๐Ÿ’š everything & ๐Ÿ˜‰ upset ๐Ÿ˜ญ; well deserved stuff but I have no cigarettes ๐Ÿšฌ today and a new house ๐Ÿ  mate is getting a new purse ๐Ÿ‘œ. That I trade my debit for cash ๐Ÿ’ต!


Tuesday, August 18, 2026

Wally Where [R] ๐Ÿ’ต๐Ÿ’ฏ You???????

Working & Got *Picked Up ⬆️ to go Walking ๐Ÿšถ‍♀️ around Walls of Walmart in about forty five minutes & straight I bought four more cans ๐Ÿ’บ๐Ÿ“Ÿ๐Ÿ”‹ & ๐Ÿช€๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿฉท! Motivated to shop & get grapes ๐Ÿ‡. Dad and me just went to Skillet ๐Ÿณ! Ask?


$45 ๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ—ผ๐Ÿš€: $10.72… ๐ŸคŽ๐Ÿ›…๐Ÿ’ณ soon ๐Ÿ”œ to be a quick trip! Cuties love ๐Ÿ’• to share but lip ๐Ÿซฆ gloss is dangerously difficult ๐Ÿ˜ž swapping! Where I will be soon ๐Ÿ”œ’ Nick ?

Sunday, August 16, 2026

What about: US?

I am just now thirty-nine ๐Ÿ’ฒ☸️๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ–ค walking ๐Ÿšถ‍♀️ & ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿฝ‍♀️๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ”️ & Mejia ๐Ÿ’ฒ♥️ Anasa’s messes they can’t just sit me in 125* ๐Ÿ›บ๐Ÿ’ฅ!!! Geo ๐Ÿชจ Rocking me *baby! Jafara vs. Jahara … midnight ๐Ÿ•› summer (yyy???) dreaming ๐Ÿ›Œ 


A ๐Ÿš‘ & ✈️ & ⛴️ ; and *active activities ๐Ÿ’ฏ! Advice Advertising & wants to keep it up ๐Ÿ‘ she might escaped or escapades! To what ended abruptly!

Switched five 5️⃣ times house ๐Ÿ  escape us?

Saturday, August 15, 2026

Where? They Went

I loved ๐Ÿฅฐ all; my friends understand/until they left me lonely ๐Ÿ˜ฉ & desperate for buying shit ๐Ÿ’ฉ … about $300 ๐Ÿ’ฒ๐Ÿ“ฐ๐Ÿ’ณ well, now I want to lock it up ๐Ÿ†™ & so do most of them. My RM has derogatory talks while I keep writing ✍️ &I have five $5 ๐Ÿ“ notebooks ๐Ÿ“’… is this *my fault or theirs!


So,… this is my new ๐Ÿ†• dress ๐Ÿ‘— from TEMU & I love ๐Ÿ’• it! I do want to recreate the month all year so once a month I buy a disposable vaporizer and smoke that mostly with cigarettes. Dad buys me 5/6 packs and because they ask & I for ๐Ÿ’ต !






Friday, August 14, 2026

Financial Finds: Friday

We’re on our way to The DFW Baluha Center and in a lot of traffic; it takes about thirty minutes to get there. I get $385 normally on the first but it’s up to my Pay-E! I’ve been out of prison for six so… years! Walking around a store ๐Ÿฌ with only ๐Ÿ’ต๐Ÿง  $10,… can and can’t be dangerous.


I got out of ahi,… the vehicle ๐Ÿš— & I walked in the Dollar ๐Ÿ’ต General & … Parmesan pretzel ๐Ÿฅจ crisps, an Alaina Nu Strawberry ๐Ÿ“ Slush Energy can, and triple x vanilla cream coffee can. ๐Ÿ’ฒ costing $10.98 + $2.38 in cash ๐Ÿ’ต then I bought ๐Ÿซ camels!


Thursday, August 13, 2026

Thursday ‘More: Treats

Good Morning and today I have to get my *Depakote levels checked and I have $83 in EBT ๐Ÿฑ FSC! I have only $10 in *Venmo… b/c I bought 3 (cases) of Diet Pepsi/Dr. Pepper,… a bag of Jolly Ranchers & Albatross Gummy Bears & ice ๐ŸงŠ pops. So far My Father has said that that’s my money ๐Ÿ’ด & be careful with it.


He arrived at one o’clock and took me to ‘Krogers by TCU & by now my we fifteen minutes into shopping & spending $32.89 we used the self checkout together & I ๐Ÿง ๐Ÿ’ต bought this. Then we went to ‘Baylor Hospital ๐Ÿฅ we couldn’t find the vehicle's and I had to get six vilest of blood ๐Ÿฉธ.