She left around five o… o’clock this afternoon and it’s almost 109*C … this was whose idea 🐾🚰 … to move *katie in these houses 🏠 of our group home 🏠 in December 23rd 2023”! ? ! I was a good 🧑🏻💼🧑🏻✈️👸🏻! But all they want to do is 🅿️ or 🏧Ⓜ️
I take ten 🔟 to fifteen minutes for a shower 🚿 my dad says I should every day! Additionally Advertising around Bessie? Needs a reality check to receive SSI 🧑🏻✈️🏠! I talked about war about cigarettes 🚬 and they talked about non👸🏻
I woke up at 6:40AM & around 8AM; our black Betty came in. Laundry night is tonight and I bought $27 bag of 47 laundry packets and need to wash my clothes tonight. I bought the clothes I wanted & today I am going? To receive shorts.
Six out of ten of the Wallets for Change. As I am lil Flyleaf & know ‘Brody & offered her the first two, me the second two, and hopefully my mom and little one get the second two.
Trajectories from Testing for the rest of the mindful month and far off visions,... seemingly getting better as I just finished my own box of food and saved the coffee cup from Skillet N' Grill where Dad and I went on our date to eat breakfast like we usually do every Saturday morning. It rained for a while, and I woke up at 6AM and took a shower; as we are used to the good families sticking mainly too themselves.
Next month; I am looking forward too going shopping with my father too Walmart because we haven't gone to Walmart since two months ago. If everybodies different then we all understand eachother; a harder burden on myself than I would like. Though when I meet this councilor she said that would be nice of her answer to my mothers burning question of if the ten year old and myself could have our own friends. After many recognitions that I read the first chapter of Joyce Girl and plan on finishing it this winter. The holidays seem all blood clotted up and over expenditured; be careful with yourself and other people. Last time in jail does happen in January of 2020 to March 2020 and the next time I go to jail I will go to jail for six months; although I haven't been too impatient or persistent and I am figuring we are all bipolar from The Bible. I'm on page 215; Deuteronomy 24,! In My/Our Big Media Journalism Bible. So after reading these both this afternoon {y?} Leaving Us Bitter Illegal / Immigrants,...
Was I too loud; since we moved in I have heard 258 statements screamed at me from a mean girl weakening from what's angry and taken her pain and anger out on me, from what was a dudes first fault but I shouldn't be blamed and no longer do I welcome cuz' nothing comes free;... WordPress or Blogger; and remembering my brain memory realizing how desperate even I am too share money and that I was grateful for my Ghost drink but it doesn't all equal to equal, does it A! Life isn't a straight path with your way going all the time and people can make it hard on people.
Either way this girl was too messy and too messed up; for anything to really help her a pick pocket, has a right to do,... what from a princess! The first proprietor has what chance if the item was stolen? so even to the day she pretty much owned my fifteen sticker dollars in questioning. Asking me too leave since day one of this adventure was her worst mistake. To take her too Casa Azul where I bought the ungrateful woman a hot chocolate mocha and myself a Marigold Mocha has been a mistake.
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I appreciate everything a dark-skinned queen like A does for me including one, two, three store bought drinks this week. Any room this size of eighteen by eighteen equalled it as a missing pack of Lucky Strikes went missing; charging my Geek Vape now. Found a better friend from NIK and she traded me Lucky Juice Mixed Berry EJuice for a coral colored Geek Vaporizer; and I can't believe that it's already Halloween. Marking off one of my task of a no spend challenge to give away a valuable gift to another person. I don't know why now that since I tried all those rings on I now had too give my necklaces away and why such a younger woman who promises me that she does anything and everything.
This Morning; I woke up at 8AM, I felt groggy. We had cereal for breakfast, Cosmic Brownies, they we're very good. I haven't written in a while and I am trying to continue to do good and stay in a good mood.
Although; things like my purple ashtray breaking and a kind friend saying they'd replace it. Then looking at how I refilled my water jar, that I got from a resale shop, the entire reticent was $11.97. It's that time of a month again and I'm fully supplied for myself with pads.
My Father bought me new vapor juice last week Black Cherry and Sweet Strawberries. Although; I know that the charger for My Vaporizer is completely torn up. I am hoping and praying that I can buy another Vaporizer. I do need to get it from another shop besides Luxor's. My Luxuries and most precious items are being requested by other women.
We're all doing the best we can... My phone hasn't gone off! I didn't want my awesome and lifestyle to get me in anymore bad situations. Agreeing with My Own Parents and enjoying what I do have. In a long time and their stating . . . I'm too young to really try to add anything else, too, try to take care of myself.
I willingly forgive yourself and myself; but I am trying not too worry. I grew up a soldier daughter and a Governments daughter. Though; now the choices they are handing me. Do I know as a 35 year old woman if they are good for me or not?
The other day, I went to Ross with my caseworker. I bought an “Adulting 101” book and a journal. I started reading the book as soon as I got home and used the first page of my new journal to write a sincere prayer to God. Woke up at 6am and I went outside to smoke. Then I went outside again a little before 8AM and got caught by my caregiver, who arrived and is making a pancake breakfast for us.
Today is my middle sister’s baby shower and I wasn’t invited. My caregiver said “One Day, that will all be straightened out.” That “We don’t know when, we’re going to need each other but the day will come”. I’m saddened by what my youngest sister had to say about me on Mother’s Day. Although I am working hard to find rest and peace from God, while not letting it affect me in negative ways.
I have been reading through the book and the first chapter is on self-awareness. Then I read articles and made a Pinterest board on the topic. I also made a Pinterest board on jealousy and grief. Through reading, I am hoping that I gain a better understanding of what I can do besides being upset about what I have done.
The weather outside feels great and I enjoyed my slurpy from 711. I have been keeping a journal on Evernote about what I am doing throughout the day. I’m waiting on the caregiver for tonight, speaking of which it’s her knocking on the door now. As soon as she arrived I made a cup of instant coffee.
Our help comes in to cook us dinner and give us our medication. We also receive our five cigarettes, although I purchased a pack of cigarettes at 711. I know that smoking is a really bad habit and there’s so many better habits I have been reading about.
When she arrived, she asked where everyone was. Reluctantly I told her I didn’t know. There’s six people that live with me here on Hightower. I am learning that in order to get along it’s better for me to be patient and reading The Bible has really helped me.
Tomorrow Morning My Dad is picking me up to go spend the weekend for Mother’s Day. We’re going to Skillet N’ Dinner in the morning.
It’s the end of the week and I noticed I blogged twice on Monday and Wednesday, so to make it even out I’m writing tonight as I shouldn’t spend too much time on my phone while I’m with my family.