Shot Sally Shopping

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On the verge of trying to make myself grow up and I love this time with typing with my nails and trying to wrap myself around bugs and budgeting. I’m worrying more as the time comes about My Relationships with my friends and one of the workers stated too get laundry packets and I… 🫥 

Why can’t the workers just share with me and they just did 👉🏼🥰! I guess I will need to make another shopping 🛒 list & make sure I buy the things I need so far I’ve spent $121! I am pretty 🤩 frustrated 😣 but at least I will see my dad tomorrow ☀️!

Where It’s About to Fall

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It’s September 5th & I am sitting in the regular seat of 🗼⛽️ our favorite ❤️ Dinner 🥘 of Skillet 🍳 & grill! 🧑🏼‍🚀💕 Astronomy 🪐 vape 💨 and these are my packages 📦 from last night at about six 6️⃣ pm! Though I am a Girl Scout #4729 ❤️ #2749 ..

The 🧑🏼‍🦱👩‍🎨👸🏻 Treat of Theft!

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Realizing that I was handed $15 & this *pack made me happy 😊… I took my blood 🩸 test & 185! Over the record 🎼🎹🎤🎧💿 & getting distracted and disabled by them. Where is my #13 Amanda Bynes CPU was that for three to eight years. I wondered about myself.

Two days later my drink 🥤 was still in my cup of the Trail Blazing 🥵 Streets! I listened to my heart ♥️ & brain 🧠 and Nario is a good worker & then;… it was my son in Single & Parenting & Mops!

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

As If I had *Yo Money 🦾🚛💴

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It’s 100* & 💯: I lack 17 courses to attain my dream degree 📜 of communication advertising and public questions. I had my 39TH Birthday 🥳 and today is the day before payday! I am doing what I need to but some people get in the way… more?

Tomorrow is Payday $385;… but 🌄🎃🌆 this next month will get sadder and more 😢 sadistick & I have to pay a medical bill 💸 of $660; so $200! Thanks 🙇🏾‍♀️ I appreciate the .50🪙 & .30🪙 : I was able to buy a swisher sweets 🍫 & now diabetes and almost 😅 4PM 🕓 & 🙇🏻‍♂️🧠🫀!

These concho’s were delivered this morning and they expired on 28th & it’s 2026” … I am excited 😆 about tomorrow though and we’re all going to get paid & I am going to buy a bottle of red wine 🍷! 

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Dad’s around the corner; before a fight & fit!

​Good morning ☀️ I say to myself 🩵 as I am waiting patiently for my Father 👨🏼 and I understand he grew up seventeen years in War. While I struggle and trying to understand myself. It’s hopefully 🙏 not an eighteen year old woman 👵 pregnant 🤰 in the streets under my cigarettes.

Okay 🌷⚽️🙏 no … now I am hearing a song 🎶 by Lisa’s Chicken 🐔! Working and worked on an hour & a half of work at a time with a $7 cigarette 🚬.! Gave *My House 🏠 Mom: three 3️⃣ packs.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Brokest Bitches Ever

​I woke up at 7AM this Thursday morning and I used to go to *25$s & get cards! My Drivers License has been missing since about October of last year. Twelve days till payday and I have nothing & am heading to the Doctor about my health.

My dad just fixed my glasses and I am getting new glasses! Though he can’t fix 🔧 my life! I am waiting for my case manager to go to the doctor 🧑‍⚕️.

They were asking for 🔜💚 everything & 😉 upset 😭; well deserved stuff but I have no cigarettes 🚬 today and a new house 🏠 mate is getting a new purse 👜. That I trade my debit for cash 💵!

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Wally Where [R] 💵💯 You???????

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Working & Got *Picked Up ⬆️ to go Walking 🚶‍♀️ around Walls of Walmart in about forty five minutes & straight I bought four more cans 💺📟🔋 & 🪀💚🩷! Motivated to shop & get grapes 🍇. Dad and me just went to Skillet 🍳! Ask?

$45 🍫🗼🚀: $10.72… 🤎🛅💳 soon 🔜 to be a quick trip! Cuties love 💕 to share but lip 🫦 gloss is dangerously difficult 😞 swapping! Where I will be soon 🔜’ Nick ?

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Monday Morale

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Okay ✅ so it’s been twelve days since I turned thirty-nine & my PaPa gave me three hundred dollars 💵 vs. 💸! Considering we’ve already smoked a whole carton and I just received gifts 🎁 that I ordered from TEMU! 

He gave me $60 💵 & six packs of Lucky 🍀 Strikes 🪧,… yesterday morning. I can’t see too well and hopefully 🙏 my glasses 👓 will be here by next weekend. He told me to have $20 & not to share my cigs.

Sinners ⛅️ Sunday

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I took a nap 😴 for about an hour and a half before before my Dad, arrived & was still tired when he drove us to the diner,… I didn’t eat much of the oatmeal 🥣 breakfast 🍳 and then he paid for our meals & we smoked & I received $60,…

We just got done ✔️ with lunch and had a big hamburger 🍔 & smoked,… I have nine more. I should read my Bible 💚 CEV; too put God before myself as well as placing my family before myself. Tuesday’s my 39TH Birthday 🎉!

Wished It; Wednesday

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So,… yesterday I walked at 4:45PM,… because I only had two packs of cigarettes 🚬. I think 🤔 that’s been $100,000 in ‘Cigs since 18”. Years ago a conservative dad came back & now he’s a retired vet. I’m waiting for lipgloss 💄, ten change purses, and hand 🤚 lotion.

I paid for myself to smoke 💨 & didn’t want to smoke 💨 five & when I came in and out of the house 🏠 on Pecos st. … ? Court? They, who got so ‘excited and who was ‘lustful & who was listening?

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

My ‘Favorite 5th after 4th

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This shirt was $8.98 on TEMU,… My ‘Nanny liked it but it reminded her of her son LaCrea & BG🖤High. Most of my friends are safe & have nicknames. Tomorrow my caseworker is here for the second week then I get the second case.

Okay 👍 thanks “this chicken 🍗 and steak are ‘extremely burnt 🥵 but I had steak at ‘My Dad’s for The 4TH! It was much better but he’s getting much older and will 64yrs,… January 15th!

I pay rent, so I went home from ‘My Dad’s to the ‘Group Home at 10AM. After saying goodbye to my ‘Family especially the little one ☝️ & spent about an hour and a half outside. Then ate,…

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Tuesday’s Trust

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I’m waiting on ‘My Father to send the remaining money of ‘My SSI after paying Rent. It is worth around,… $987 & I am to ‘Receive $385 because Rent is $700. I woke up about 6:50AM & smoked,… a Main Street & went back to sleep till 8:30AM. Then I ate; an eggo, eggs 🍳, & sausage for breakfast then smoked & drank coffee. Then slept till 10AM.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Fine ‘Ashura: Friday

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Okay,… this last day of the week! & I have $1.30, only thing I can think about is asking for .70$ for ‘Supremacy. We / I mean I am the only one ‘smoking this device. Stop walking up too me threatening. Tomorrow will be better.

This was,… ‘this last Monday & Wednesday or Thursday,… ‘We / ‘I get paid $385! I paid off that ‘ticket but I may never get another Driver License. 

Meals on Me $55

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S&P; was about $5,000 worth of goods at Afterlife we were ‘international Fashion Models. How about getting paid $100 a weekend? What,… what? I bought her a Starbucks and it’s Senior Year 16”-18”,…

So who’s our ‘My🖤Money 💴 … “talkative Grabber’s ,… ‘Daddy I Said we we’re only at a party 🎈 

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

The Witness Es’

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Why are you so shady? My what 👸🏻💴 … 💳? Was,… I had my shipment’s? Do you drink coffee because it’s? I have lived in this group home for eighteen months. I have waited and waited.

He is too ‘Judgmental and ‘Angry when he dated me and embarrassed me & I was expecting five 5️⃣ green bracelets from? So,… where’s my package 📦 & trophy 🏆 

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

The Stop 🛑 That Out ‘Ran: Us

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Why,… is this kid 👦 trying to do this 🖤🥾! If ‘they all fall of a bridge 🌉 would you want too: to ‘Brandon! Enforced labor laws. Yes 🙌 Mommy is nice/mean to me about,…! I just seen my sister.

Thanks 🙏 I waited all month of ‘Juno! What are you wanting for in a?… 📜🌉🤮 ! Sexy dress and wanting my information ℹ️ 

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

The Morning of Can I

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I went to breakfast with Dad, this morning and we both ate a mushroom 🍄‍🟫 and Swiss omelette. I had fun vaping my ‘Miami Mint Foger, in his Bronco on the way to A & B. I received $60 & six 6️⃣ packs of Lucky 🍀 Strikes.

Start Saturday

I ate breakfast at Skillet N' Grill with My Father this morning. I had a good time, and everyone is doing good. I am listening to The Libby App, listening to "The 16 Undeniable Laws of Communication"! I like this app; it is playing the audio book. What is the root of my hopes and dreams? I borrowed three books; success comes down to the decision to keep going until you have seen it too completion. Having a sense of purpose. Strengthening Myself, pushing myself beyond the comfort of what I have been used too. Integrate your feelings to the facts, what you know with what you feel. Convictions, emotions and knowledge, observed, figured out, principles & practices. 

Saturday Skillet

    I just came inside from smoking two or three cigarettes; and I am resting in bed after drinking coffee. My Dad took me out to Skillet N' Grill, again this morning. I had chicken and waffles and honey Dijon and I have some of an omelet in the fridge. A quiet morning: but the silly part is I haven't been waking up when my alarm goes off at 6AM. Instead, I've been waking up after turning it off around the time the house worker arrives. 

    It's about ten thirty; and I have Pinterest open and need inspiration. Maybe learn on how to improve my relationships or just find something interesting in general. It's the weekend and I have nothing planned and nothing to do. 

    Ten Things I AM grateful for: 1. My Family: I have a great Father, who I can depend on. Thank you for taking me out to breakfast! 2. My Daily Writing Ability! 3. My Love of God 4. SSI 5. A Warm Bed 6. Clothing and getting to do laundry once a week. 7. Drinks and food! 8. Relationships within the group home. 9. Reading Articles. 10. Transportation to places I need to get to.'

 

Sickness Sunday

It's the last day of the weekend before we have to go to The Center. Drinking coffee and had three donuts and a breakfast burrito. Listening to Elevation Church Online; changed my sweatpants because I stinked like piss, this morning and it's disgusting and mostly all my clothes are dirty, and I can't wash them till Wednesday. I wish I felt better, ... I had been coughing and coughing and barely feeling like myself. Drinking coffee; remembering all the good things God has done or is still doing. 

It's 11:40AM; and it's almost lunch time. I won't see my family for a while because they're going to Mississippi, so My Father can go hunting. Sitting here with all my pens out and thinking of what to do next. I'm taking courses on Coursera but chose to chill out and prepare for the week.

Had a Dr. Pepper, then two PB&J sandwiches. Then walked next door and bought two Venom Energy Drinks. Went outside and smoked and now I'm just sitting on my bed relaxing.