Waiting for the bus to arrive & I’ve literally listened to money problems all morning. I have $35 on Chime and need three 3️⃣ packs of cigarettes. I have two packs of Lucky π Strikes. It’s 9:40AM & we’re sitting in the van π & the driver is getting gas ⛽️.
It’s 2026” on the verge of 07” 39TH Birthday Partying Will Be Fun. My little one will be thirteen three days after; Christmas… I live in a group home & Want & Worked π€⬆️ After Life Hours! I bought a $20 Year long Blogspot Subscription! First thing from Apple Cash on my iPhone 11! Im a 39 07/28/1987
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Monday, September 15, 2025
Sunday, September 14, 2025
Should be Sunday
I am sitting here with my housemate & it’s almost eleven o’clock. Just opened a second package of cigarettes. It is Sunday and my roommate is not here. What should I do today? I’m sleepy π₯± & tired.
Saturday, September 13, 2025
Saturday Special
I took a two hour nap π€ and my roommate went to the hospital π₯. I got four 4️⃣ packs of cigarettes from My Dad this morning when we went to go eat at Skillet N Grill.

Used My EBT Food Stamp card & spent $25 & I have $34.70 remaining…
Friday, September 12, 2025
Find Funds Friday
The bus π arrived around eleven, two hours later than usual. I had a bowl π of grits for breakfast. After taking my medicine & then smoking a cigarette. Then went back to sleep π΄ till about 10:30AM.
Just added $40 Venmo to Chime. Something I was going to do later but already decided to do it. Only one last $40 for the month.
We stopped by the other group home and they couldn’t go.
Thursday, September 11, 2025
Thru Thursday
I had counseling this morning at 8:30 AM & My Caseworker showed up! I got a scary π«£ piece of mail that is bothering me & We’re leaving it to my Recovery ❤️π©Ή Manager to help me with it. I have $8 & the center caregiver provided something to do.
Tuesday, September 9, 2025
Trying Tuesday
I really need to buy some coffee and I have had two cups. Had toast & eggs & bacon for breakfast. Waiting for the van to go to the center. I have $27 on Cash App & $29 on Chime;

Coffee was $13: Rich π€ & Bold ☕️ I spent $22! Now sitting in the lobby & just had a cup. $5 left on Chime! Also bought two energy Reigns drinks & a pack of Montego.
Monday, September 8, 2025
Must Mean Monday
The Champion Van π arrived at 9:45AM. The road is bumpy and it’s Monday. Thinking about things to write about and there is six of us today. It takes about thirty minutes from our house to DeSoto.

They had coffee ☕️ for us as soon as we got here. Sat at the smoking area and drank coffee & smoked a cigarette. I have $40 for the week but can’t think of anything I need. Second cup of coffee ☕️!

Spent $12, for Tasty Cakes π§ Powder Donuts & A Java Monster πΉ & A Montego box of cigarettes. I have $29!
Saturday, September 6, 2025
See Sunday
I remember when my father saw three cats π at the restaurant & said he wanted one. Here Kitty π⬛ Kitty he said as we walked to their Bronco. what is it we really want?
He stopped by the gas station and got gas and got me four packs of cigarettes. I slept most of the day.
Friday, September 5, 2025
First Fall Friday
I would like to start my day by saying positive things and using the feeling app. I had three egos and an egg and bacon π₯. As well as three cups of instant coffee.

It’s almost 10AM & I’m waiting to go to the clinic. Ten minutes till ten o’clock!
Thursday, September 4, 2025
Through Thursday
I am waiting for the van to the center. During my counseling session, my True Mental caseworker showed up. I have seven cigarettes π¬ + another box. Should I buy some more?

I was talking with my counselor about the benefits of keeping a routine & regulation of medication.
I have a budget of $35 a week… this being the first week I ‘over spent and I use Venmo and Chime. I bought three advanced coloring books π landscapes and birds and I bought a coffee one yesterday.

Wednesday, September 3, 2025
Wondering π€ Wednesday
Im sitting in the front seat with the driver & we’re going home. I found the coolest all year sticker book for $4 & coffee coloring book π & I want some more color books. Just ate pizza and drank some juice.
Wednesday Wake Up
Woke up to a cup of coffee ☕️ and a cigarette π¬! It’s 8:51AM … what we need is to go to the center. Traveled through the traffic & it’s 10:51AM sitting πͺ in the lobby.
Monday, September 1, 2025
Labor Day Celebration
I’m waiting for dad to pick me up! He paid me on Venmo $185 this morning. What is it I need the most ??? I am needing to take this slowly and paying off this ticket will take four months. I need to get some …
I don’t like the idea π‘ of having to hide πΆπ«️
Dad picked me up at 11:45AM;… the little one will be twelve this Christmas and we’re sitting here watching a movie π₯ a cartoon movie called the tale of the zoo pi cost.