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Saturday, March 14, 2026

What We ‘Thought We We’re Doing πŸ”¦⛓️ JF

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I was a good πŸ‘ worker but I got my truck πŸ›»… ‘stolen in 2018” & daddy does not need to know I walked to Arbrook St. vs. Arkansas St. I have been in jail eighteen months. The end of that story is don’t steal! Black books were $5!

Friday, March 13, 2026

All of Them

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Junior High 🏫 Algebra Teacher πŸ‘©‍🏫… taught me to eat orange 🍊 peels. My RM just said “Don’t Eat All Of Them!”! I want to fight her but I don’t dare. Just a few boxes is what she has taken. The yellow of TxWes & orange of UTA. 


Half the time & half the goods … “Too Much Stuff!” & who cried and wanted AL. I was careful… dada and I just got done ✅ with laundry 🧺! Or Almost πŸ˜… & ‘Famouse


Thursday, March 12, 2026

The Night That 🦸🏻‍♀️☎️ Killed Me

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Thank you πŸ™ Government will protect old people, and so what, be nice πŸ‘ to people. ‘Ain’t no Hollar Back Girl πŸ‘©πŸ»‍⚖️ eighteen months in jail. Are you ‘screaming at people… clearly cleaning what is mine!

The 🦠πŸ§ͺπŸ”« Luck πŸ€ Within Me

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The last may become 🌲 first … gotcha ‘my good luck πŸ€ earrings: perhaps persistent and patient with putting them in. Concerned colleagues are also Important! Stop πŸ›‘ talking about Spiritual Spinner Baits and where are mine.

Wednesday, March 11, 2026

I slept πŸ›Œ a while: court

​I am not an orphan but my dad and son were 😝⚱️!!! Today dad said they had to go to court to get my little ones ‘Birth Certificate & I’m trying to get mine also. I was born [birth abroad] in Frankfurt Germany πŸ‡©πŸ‡ͺ & moved here at the age of six 6️⃣. I lose things too easily.


Snacking on ‘Salami, crackers, and tomatoes πŸ… soup at 11:21PM. I just had two 2️⃣ or five 5️⃣ cigarettes 🚬 and a cup of coffee ☕️. I just want to sit here a while and snack but this is lunch. Anyone remember lunch time from school 🏫?


Smoking my fifth cigarette and shared three cream soda Dr.  Pepper 🌢️. Just wasted my soup down the drain; praying πŸ™ and fasting.

Tuesday, March 10, 2026

No sleep πŸ›Œ for the bloods πŸ’‰πŸ©Έ

​So,… the girls here ❤️ ‘loved their crosses! It’s going to be πŸ€ St. Patrick’s Day ☘️ by the end of the hmmm. I bought six cross necklaces for about seven dollars πŸ’Έ! Didn’t go to sleep πŸ’€ mad I hmmm, it’s almost 5:15AM! Irish ☘️ Bracelet. Mine says “Lucky” … remembering all the packs of Lucky πŸ€ Strikes πŸͺ§ He bought me.


Am I self absorbed? I had a lot of caffeine πŸ€πŸ©Έ I agave Type A Blood πŸ…°️ withdrawal at 10AM πŸ•™ five more hours but since ten PM, I have listened to my audiobook “Rest and War” good so I shared it with my dad and whoever was listening πŸ‘‚πŸΌ. Also look up John Thompson! 

Monday, March 9, 2026

The Year is Young 🏺🧨

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Snuck in? Love ❤️ cooks our great meal πŸ₯˜ but I just took a can of C4 🩸 I’m hungry but I’m eating 🍽️ slowly, my G-Ma used to tell me & daddy to eat everything on our plate 🍽️. It’s hard to stomach it all & I’ve been sick 🀒 lately…


Can I please πŸ™ go back to sleep πŸ’€ stop πŸ›‘ chunking shit πŸ’©! Steady hand 🀚 vs. Backwards Handed shit πŸ’©! ‘Please Respect 🫑 your elders and parents. Then he said don’t walk in the streets πŸ•️ 25” vs 26” me first from the little one.


Just took a shower 🚿 two hours ago and the only thing you can worry about is your self. I should not have rushed into life and my mother was eighteen when she had me & then an eight 8️⃣ & ten πŸ”Ÿ year younger sister that I used to help with.


Tomorrow’s Trouble πŸ‘Ώ

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Rescheduled the bloody appointment for tomorrow as I walked in to the Shell 🐚 and spent -$33! I can’t eat, drink, or smoke, πŸ’¨ when I wake up tomorrow! I have to get blood 🩸 drawn at 10AM πŸ•™, 


I drank this can,… 2/$5.50 C4, saving the other one for later tonight. I also bought a carton of Supremes & a Pack of Main Street. It’s been a nice day so far but I need a shower 🚿!

Blood 🩸 Draw

​I only have ten cigarettes and I drank two cups of coffee ☕️ and ate two eggos. Corrie is my caseworker these next two weeks. I have to get my blood 🩸 drawn at 1:30PM. I sent my father a video by Tom McDonald called “The Final Warning ⚠️ “!


It’s 10:30AM, and Dad put an extra $40 on my account and I don’t know if I should use it to buy a carton of red πŸ’― supreme but I’m gonna. I have gotta find something to do other than smoking 🚬. I have money to buy another carton of Montego but I don’t know if I should do that either.

I just got news πŸ—ž️ that I can’t get blood 🩸 drawn because I ate,…

Two eggos & a sandwich πŸ₯ͺ & chips & drank a Dr. Pepper Cream Soda πŸ₯€!

Makeup πŸ’„ Monday

​So, I love πŸ’• helping people and I think πŸ’­ everyone is special in their own way. I don’t know if I was supposed to eat if I am getting my blood 🩸 drawn at 1:30PM. A lot on Pinterest is talking about setting up a good morning and good evening πŸŒ† routine. My roommate left for her appointment. I want to write ✍️ about my makeup πŸ’„ & organize my things.


I just opened this and it came in the mail a few days ago. Like I said in the previous post there has to be some sort of something I can do besides smoking 🚬! I also have a Wordpress Blog and I have not opened my laptop πŸ’» in a long time.


Mostly I have just let my laptop πŸ’» & makeup sit there with out being touched but what’s the use if I do that?

Sunday, March 8, 2026

Suddenly Sunday

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Dad arrived this morning at eight in the morning with the little guy & we ate at Skillet and Dinner 🍽️! I had chicken fried steak πŸ₯© , orange 🍊 juice, and coffee ☕️. The little one had chicken and waffles πŸ§‡ and invited me to their house. I didn’t want to go over there because my stomach hurt.


I bought this Montego carton for $58 and have two and a half packs left. Dad gave me $40 for my Birth Certificate & I have $23 & I have $16 for my license πŸͺͺ. Waiting two weeks to get my Social Security card.

Wednesday, March 4, 2026

The Time

​It’s 10:45AM and my caseworker & I are sitting in the waiting room and I am ready for my appointment. Now it’s 5:45PM, I got my Social Security card πŸͺͺ coming in the mail in two weeks. I need $27 in cash for A Birth Certificate. He deposited $40 Venmo.


I have been sick 🀒 to my stomach but all I could tell the doctor was that I have gotten better. My caseworker this week is gone.

Monday, March 2, 2026

Depo Deposit

​I am waiting on my caseworker & this morning I received a call that if I am not there at JPS women’s I cannot get my depo. I also get a Hepatitis B shot. It’s Monday the 2nd, and my shorts 🩳 from TEMU arrived. I put $200 in Chime & have 


$67, I bought a Montego carton and it’s 3:05PM & I’ve already smoked half a pack. I don’t feel good,… I am waiting to go shopping again on the thirteenth.