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Tuesday, September 30, 2025

Lovers 💕 Through Midnight 🕛

🚐 Vanity is leaving me ‘alone & I will get my Z-Pack … ‘MailMan bringing my medicine… win 🏆 & black ‘mafia trick or treat bag 💞 of ‘lipgloss… 13? 15? 6YR ❤️‍ðŸĐđ

Twenty ‘Nine Women… ‘Deep Heart ♥️ of Kindness to 🏰ðŸŽđ ‘Cathryn… The Great 😊 TEMU ♥️ James via $200,000 in Fort Worth is Kennedale County at FRBC 8 Months of Crime Scene 🎎 ‘My Shit ðŸ’Đ

Monday, September 29, 2025

Mandatory Monday

We’re going to Family Urgent ðŸšĻ Care in My Case Manager’s car. Instead of the last three days of NueroStar. Jo-Anna ❤️‍ðŸĐđ I hatted what you said to my ‘fedish…

Do !Not 🗚️ vs. 🛟 …

Friday, September 26, 2025

Free Freak Friday

Gross ðŸĪŪ I pissed ðŸ˜Ī in my bed 🛌 & smoked seven 7️⃣ cigarettes with LA ❤️‍ðŸĐđ !!! The nurse ðŸ‘ĻðŸū‍⚕️ arrived at 6PM 🕕 & gave me some yummy cough syrup but I needed more & when you don’t get it what do you do? Are we really trying to impress the chain ⛓️‍ðŸ’Ĩ smokers.

Women Empowerment and What Does?

So I am in refined payment & only getting $180 … living on Social Security & an Art 🖞️ Degree Associate. I asked my father for quit a bit for this weekend & no reply.

Still; questions about Krystal & where all my kryptonite went. Less fights around here than in Cave Care. Feeling like the Creek.

Thursday, September 25, 2025

Treating Thursday

We’re at The Center and my house 🏠 mate friend helped me pick out some medicine for my deep congested cough and runny nose 👃! I also got some fall candy and a Diet Coke. I woke up this morning not feeling good & the box of medicine says take one every four hours.

Monday, September 22, 2025

Monday Morning

My throat hurts & I had to remind the caregiver to give me my medicine. Waiting for the van 🚐 to take us to DeSoto. Had cereal ðŸĨĢ for breakfast and two cups of coffee. ☕️ The van 🚐 arrived at 10AM 🕙!

It’s 12:40PM … I spent $26 & have $20! I bought a mean bean Java Monster & A Black Planner & three boxes of Montego cigarettes 🚎 & tasty kake mini powder donuts. Two more people then it will be my turn.

Sunday, September 21, 2025

Do I Need This

I have not written in over a week and not much going on besides just ate dinner ðŸĨ˜ and smoked a cigarette. Just opened the second out of the five packs my dad bought me. I’ve slept most of the weekend and seems my counseling sessions are stopped for the next three weeks.

I have $60 in My Account and this week is the last week of NueroStar the sixth & final week of doing brain 🧠 scans. Also, I have two important medical appointments.

Don’t know who is going to be my Caseworker this week but I need…

Going Broke After My 38TH Birthday ðŸĨģ My Birthday was the twenty eighth of July & that morning I called my family at 11AM! Dad sent $300 & text Happy Birthday 🎉!

I am diagnosed as Bipolar and Schizophrenic with severe anxiety 😎

I don’t know exactly what I spent this on but something about not getting to go out and have a drink ðŸĨƒ with my family ‘eats me up inside.

Then I Got A Warrant & Went From Making $380 to $185 = $200 less than ‘I was till the end of the year!

$185! at least that is $47 a week & we get paid next Wednesday … I wish I had some of that money left & need to do better.

The warrant was paid off but I have to repay dad,

Monday, September 15, 2025

Monday Money ðŸ’ĩ

Waiting for the bus to arrive & I’ve literally listened to money problems all morning. I have $35 on Chime and need three 3️⃣ packs of cigarettes. I have two packs of Lucky 🍀 Strikes. It’s 9:40AM & we’re sitting in the van 🚐 & the driver is getting gas ⛽️.

Sunday, September 14, 2025

Should be Sunday

I am sitting here with my housemate & it’s almost eleven o’clock. Just opened a second package of cigarettes. It is Sunday and my roommate is not here. What should I do today? I’m sleepy ðŸĨą & tired.

Saturday, September 13, 2025

Saturday Special

I took a two hour nap ðŸ’Ī and my roommate went to the hospital ðŸĨ. I got four 4️⃣ packs of cigarettes from My Dad this morning when we went to go eat at Skillet N Grill.

Used My EBT Food Stamp card & spent $25 & I have $34.70 remaining…

Friday, September 12, 2025

Find Funds Friday

The bus 🚎 arrived around eleven, two hours later than usual. I had a bowl 🍚 of grits for breakfast. After taking my medicine & then smoking a cigarette. Then went back to sleep ðŸ˜ī till about 10:30AM.

Just added $40 Venmo to Chime. Something I was going to do later but already decided to do it. Only one last $40 for the month.

We stopped by the other group home and they couldn’t go.

Thursday, September 11, 2025

Thru Thursday

I had counseling this morning at 8:30 AM & My Caseworker showed up! I got a scary ðŸŦĢ piece of mail that is bothering me & We’re leaving it to my Recovery ❤️‍ðŸĐđ Manager to help me with it. I have $8 & the center caregiver provided something to do.

Tuesday, September 9, 2025

Trying Tuesday

I really need to buy some coffee and I have had two cups. Had toast & eggs & bacon for breakfast. Waiting for the van to go to the center. I have $27 on Cash App & $29 on Chime;

Coffee was $13: Rich ðŸĪ‘ & Bold ☕️ I spent $22! Now sitting in the lobby & just had a cup. $5 left on Chime! Also bought two energy Reigns drinks & a pack of Montego.

Monday, September 8, 2025

Must Mean Monday

The Champion Van 🚐 arrived at 9:45AM. The road is bumpy and it’s Monday. Thinking about things to write about and there is six of us today. It takes about thirty minutes from our house to DeSoto.

They had coffee ☕️ for us as soon as we got here. Sat at the smoking area and drank coffee & smoked a cigarette. I have $40 for the week but can’t think of anything I need. Second cup of coffee ☕️!

Spent $12, for Tasty Cakes 🧁 Powder Donuts & A Java Monster ðŸ‘đ & A Montego box of cigarettes. I have $29!