The last may become 🌲 first … gotcha ‘my good luck 🍀 earrings: perhaps persistent and patient with putting them in. Concerned colleagues are also Important! Stop 🛑 talking about Spiritual Spinner Baits and where are mine.
Thursday, March 12, 2026
Wednesday, March 11, 2026
I slept 🛌 a while: court
I am not an orphan but my dad and son were 😝⚱️!!! Today dad said they had to go to court to get my little ones ‘Birth Certificate & I’m trying to get mine also. I was born [birth abroad] in Frankfurt Germany 🇩🇪 & moved here at the age of six 6️⃣. I lose things too easily.
Snacking on ‘Salami, crackers, and tomatoes 🍅 soup at 11:21PM. I just had two 2️⃣ or five 5️⃣ cigarettes 🚬 and a cup of coffee ☕️. I just want to sit here a while and snack but this is lunch. Anyone remember lunch time from school 🏫?
Smoking my fifth cigarette and shared three cream soda Dr. Pepper 🌶️. Just wasted my soup down the drain; praying 🙏 and fasting.
Tuesday, March 10, 2026
No sleep 🛌 for the bloods 💉🩸
So,… the girls here ❤️ ‘loved their crosses! It’s going to be 🍀 St. Patrick’s Day ☘️ by the end of the hmmm. I bought six cross necklaces for about seven dollars 💸! Didn’t go to sleep 💤 mad I hmmm, it’s almost 5:15AM! Irish ☘️ Bracelet. Mine says “Lucky” … remembering all the packs of Lucky 🍀 Strikes 🪧 He bought me.
Am I self absorbed? I had a lot of caffeine 🍀🩸 I agave Type A Blood 🅰️ withdrawal at 10AM 🕙 five more hours but since ten PM, I have listened to my audiobook “Rest and War” good so I shared it with my dad and whoever was listening 👂🏼. Also look up John Thompson!
Monday, March 9, 2026
The Year is Young 🏺🧨
Snuck in? Love ❤️ cooks our great meal 🥘 but I just took a can of C4 🩸 I’m hungry but I’m eating 🍽️ slowly, my G-Ma used to tell me & daddy to eat everything on our plate 🍽️. It’s hard to stomach it all & I’ve been sick 🤢 lately…
Can I please 🙏 go back to sleep 💤 stop 🛑 chunking shit 💩! Steady hand 🤚 vs. Backwards Handed shit 💩! ‘Please Respect 🫡 your elders and parents. Then he said don’t walk in the streets 🏕️ 25” vs 26” me first from the little one.
Just took a shower 🚿 two hours ago and the only thing you can worry about is your self. I should not have rushed into life and my mother was eighteen when she had me & then an eight 8️⃣ & ten 🔟 year younger sister that I used to help with.
Tomorrow’s Trouble 👿
He
Rescheduled the bloody appointment for tomorrow as I walked in to the Shell 🐚 and spent -$33! I can’t eat, drink, or smoke, 💨 when I wake up tomorrow! I have to get blood 🩸 drawn at 10AM 🕙,
I drank this can,… 2/$5.50 C4, saving the other one for later tonight. I also bought a carton of Supremes & a Pack of Main Street. It’s been a nice day so far but I need a shower 🚿!
Blood 🩸 Draw
I only have ten cigarettes and I drank two cups of coffee ☕️ and ate two eggos. Corrie is my caseworker these next two weeks. I have to get my blood 🩸 drawn at 1:30PM. I sent my father a video by Tom McDonald called “The Final Warning ⚠️ “!
It’s 10:30AM, and Dad put an extra $40 on my account and I don’t know if I should use it to buy a carton of red 💯 supreme but I’m gonna. I have gotta find something to do other than smoking 🚬. I have money to buy another carton of Montego but I don’t know if I should do that either.
I just got news 🗞️ that I can’t get blood 🩸 drawn because I ate,…
Two eggos & a sandwich 🥪 & chips & drank a Dr. Pepper Cream Soda 🥤!
Makeup 💄 Monday
So, I love 💕 helping people and I think 💭 everyone is special in their own way. I don’t know if I was supposed to eat if I am getting my blood 🩸 drawn at 1:30PM. A lot on Pinterest is talking about setting up a good morning and good evening 🌆 routine. My roommate left for her appointment. I want to write ✍️ about my makeup 💄 & organize my things.
I just opened this and it came in the mail a few days ago. Like I said in the previous post there has to be some sort of something I can do besides smoking 🚬! I also have a Wordpress Blog and I have not opened my laptop 💻 in a long time.
Mostly I have just let my laptop 💻 & makeup sit there with out being touched but what’s the use if I do that?
Sunday, March 8, 2026
Suddenly Sunday
Dad arrived this morning at eight in the morning with the little guy & we ate at Skillet and Dinner 🍽️! I had chicken fried steak 🥩 , orange 🍊 juice, and coffee ☕️. The little one had chicken and waffles 🧇 and invited me to their house. I didn’t want to go over there because my stomach hurt.
I bought this Montego carton for $58 and have two and a half packs left. Dad gave me $40 for my Birth Certificate & I have $23 & I have $16 for my license 🪪. Waiting two weeks to get my Social Security card.
Wednesday, March 4, 2026
The Time
It’s 10:45AM and my caseworker & I are sitting in the waiting room and I am ready for my appointment. Now it’s 5:45PM, I got my Social Security card 🪪 coming in the mail in two weeks. I need $27 in cash for A Birth Certificate. He deposited $40 Venmo.
I have been sick 🤢 to my stomach but all I could tell the doctor was that I have gotten better. My caseworker this week is gone.
Monday, March 2, 2026
Depo Deposit
I am waiting on my caseworker & this morning I received a call that if I am not there at JPS women’s I cannot get my depo. I also get a Hepatitis B shot. It’s Monday the 2nd, and my shorts 🩳 from TEMU arrived. I put $200 in Chime & have
$67, I bought a Montego carton and it’s 3:05PM & I’ve already smoked half a pack. I don’t feel good,… I am waiting to go shopping again on the thirteenth.
Friday, February 27, 2026
Got Paid & Living
My rent is $700, I am enjoying this weather and tomorrow I am going to breakfast with my dad at 8AM. My friend likes her black shirt & I ordered $118 worth of clothes. Tonight is laundry night & I need to clean my part of the room. I’m all out of soda.
I spent $185, other than clothes I got ten packs of seasonal stickers, St. Patrick’s Day ☘️ bracelets, and a makeup 💄 kit. I bought cigarettes yesterday & my friend paid me back.
Thursday, February 26, 2026
Rent & Payday
Dad said he’s been paying my rent for the last two years & has never received a receipt 🧾. It’s five o’clock 🕔 & I no ‘longer have any Marlboro or Big Red left. He said about my payment that I already have it spent, the next time I can go shopping is on Monday and I have a JPS Women appointment the same day. I’m still waiting on my Free Prints photos. So maybe I have been looking 👀 at TEMU & shopped. I normally make $385 after paying rent of $700!
Denta Quest
I am going with my caseworker to the dentist 🦷. It’s almost 😅 10AM 🕙; the dentist appointment is at ten. It’s 10:20AM, we filled out some paperwork & then he left saying he would be back in twenty minutes. I’m wanting my Free Prints order & waiting patiently …
We had chili 🌶️ for lunch and the dentist 🦷 told me to wash my dentures when I go to sleep 💤. These Marlboro Reds 100’s cost 💲 -$11.69,… I have a little less than $2. I get paid $385 tomorrow & rent is due. It’s 12PM 🕛 & my psych appointment is at 2:30PM.
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