Where? They Went

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I loved 🥰 all; my friends understand/until they left me lonely 😩 & desperate for buying shit 💩 … about $300 💲📰💳 well, now I want to lock it up 🆙 & so do most of them. My RM has derogatory talks while I keep writing ✍️ &I have five $5 📝 notebooks 📒… is this *my fault or theirs!

So,… this is my new 🆕 dress 👗 from TEMU & I love 💕 it! I do want to recreate the month all year so once a month I buy a disposable vaporizer and smoke that mostly with cigarettes. Dad buys me 5/6 packs and because they ask & I for 💵 !

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Financial Finds: Friday

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We’re on our way to The DFW Baluha Center and in a lot of traffic; it takes about thirty minutes to get there. I get $385 normally on the first but it’s up to my Pay-E! I’ve been out of prison for six so… years! Walking around a store 🏬 with only 💵🧠 $10,… can and can’t be dangerous.

I got out of ahi,… the vehicle 🚗 & I walked in the Dollar 💵 General & … Parmesan pretzel 🥨 crisps, an Alaina Nu Strawberry 🍓 Slush Energy can, and triple x vanilla cream coffee can. 💲 costing $10.98 + $2.38 in cash 💵 then I bought 🐫 camels!

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Thursday ‘More: Treats

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Good Morning and today I have to get my *Depakote levels checked and I have $83 in EBT 🍱 FSC! I have only $10 in *Venmo… b/c I bought 3 (cases) of Diet Pepsi/Dr. Pepper,… a bag of Jolly Ranchers & Albatross Gummy Bears & ice 🧊 pops. So far My Father has said that that’s my money 💴 & be careful with it.

He arrived at one o’clock and took me to ‘Krogers by TCU & by now my we fifteen minutes into shopping & spending $32.89 we used the self checkout together & I 🧠💵 bought this. Then we went to ‘Baylor Hospital 🏥 we couldn’t find the vehicle's and I had to get six vilest of blood 🩸.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Trying To Hard Tuesday

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I’m able to talk to my Therapist around 2PM 🕑 today & this is my True Mental Health caseworker for the week and next week. Though ‘right now it’s only 9:35AM; I just drank a cup of coffee ☕️ and smoked two cigarettes 🚬. I have $47 on Venmo & wish people would send me more.

I have not been to Brain 🧠 scanning & ❤️‍🩹 Heart ♥️ scanning; in a while. My blood 🩸 sugar levels this morning was 185! I have 97 College Courses Completed ✔️ I’m not aware of what else I need to complete. I am excited 😆 to get my glasses 👓 this weekend & hopefully 🙏 DL & Voters soon.

I walked with ‘Angelic to the corner store 🏬 & spent 💵 $22. I bought this bottle and three packs of Main Street cigarettes 🚬! My nurse for my mouth 👄 helped me when I got back & I’m waiting for caseworker.

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Monday Morale

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Okay ✅ so it’s been twelve days since I turned thirty-nine & my PaPa gave me three hundred dollars 💵 vs. 💸! Considering we’ve already smoked a whole carton and I just received gifts 🎁 that I ordered from TEMU! 

He gave me $60 💵 & six packs of Lucky 🍀 Strikes 🪧,… yesterday morning. I can’t see too well and hopefully 🙏 my glasses 👓 will be here by next weekend. He told me to have $20 & not to share my cigs.

Friday Fear 😰

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Okay; 👌 so I lost 😡 the screw to my 🐷 Pygmalion glasses 👓 & my Father 👨🏼 ordered me new 🆕 glasses 👓 but I have no idea 🤷🏽 when they’re going to be delivered. I woke up at seven 7️⃣ AM & got a cup of coffee & smoked. I actually spent to much money 💴 & have $47 & $25.

I am waiting for three or six items; including a ring 💍 from Beauty and The Beast. The streets are dangerously creeping upon us & I want to save my $… 

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Wednesday We Worship

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Around 2:30PM,… I have been going to 🧠 & 🫀 ‘scanning;… so I just am sitting here waiting thinking 💭 about the things I need to do. I woke up 🆙 at 7AM 🕖 something & drank my coffee ☕️ ate breakfast and got my meds and had my blood 🩸 sugar checked ☑️! I bought two 2️⃣ bags of chips.

Okay; so my family are tree 🌲 farmers 🩷 & we work very hard for what we own. I just ate four good tacos 🌮 then my stomach hurt 😞 I usually feel like what I do isn’t good enough & I feel blamed. My roommate wants my cigar’s,… who is it?

Tuesday’s True Trust

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I just got inspected by a dental 🦷 hygiene professional & I bought this yesterday and now they left me at the Group Home 🏠 & I bought two 2️⃣ black 👻 books and about $53,… grocers groceries & had fun 🤩!

That was the first time I had 👉🏼🫀&🧠 ‘surgery! Some girls ask way too many questions & some girls just look 👀 on pins of 🧷 🕵️ Pinterest to find the right answer’s 🩷🦷! I have good insights 🩷 integrity 🩷 & a good family.

Monday Morning 🩷🤑 OBGYN

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It’s 10:49AM & we’re at the “Women’s Clinic” … I have an appointment to get my HPV injection. I have, almost 😅 $200 & plan on going shopping 🛒 with $50, after this. It’s been ten minutes or so and I am sitting 🪑 patiently, ready to get this over!

$199; from $385,… is $186! I am expecting and excited 😆 about my stuff from Team U but needing to do proper product reviews. I was a Senior/Junior dropout from University.

Sunday: Sent

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39/40 : counts … I just got my fourth package 📦 from my 🍛 Birthday 🎉 ! had about $300 paid to myself on my birthday before dad picked me up but now they’re going somewhere & I asked him to buy me glasses 👓! My tummy hurt 😢!

I reach for my cigarettes but somebody wants them and I want them to last me a while. Last trip to Walmart was May and we bought reach tooth 🦷 brushes and,…

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

SShh! Saturday 🥲🫂

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Must I be that person??? 🧍‍♂️ That’s always accurate & upset 😭, this can is supposedly not your answer to life is it? I am enjoying my day and my family is going away for vacay! I’m waiting for my goods.

She wanted me too try cans and smoke; but we’re giving updates about when we 💫 started smoking 🚬. I was fifteen but I have always been working since then. My glasses 👓 broke on the rim. 

Fighting ♥️🩸🤼‍♂️ Friday

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This 🧛🏻‍♀️🧞‍♀️ Paycheck is mine; so when is it going to arrive. He got ‘ten minutes a lecture for my 👂🏼 ear’s! Myself 🫂🫀🦷 ‘totally 💕 love’s my self & too many 

Self Is’s! Although every woman 👩 wants me to keep celebrating 🥳 but today is the last day of the month.

I 💋♥️🩸 … Just ‘Now 39* I have SSDI & 🤼‍♂️🤑 asking my own people at ‘Now “I am getting in 🤑😈💀! I went to work & school 🏫 and fun 🤩! Just ⏳💴📀 wake up 🔝!

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...

Together Thoughts 💭

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Good Morning ☀️ it’s together we went shopping 🛒 at Dollar Tree 🌲… I spent ‘about $40! I am worried 😟 I won’t get ‘everything I want in life but 97; courses. I am not as I once was. I am Joan ♥️ of Ark,… just got back home & we’re smoking.

3/$15: Pepsi & Brisk & Icee Pops! How long do you predict this stuff will last? In a big Ol Trap 🪤 house 🏠 or is it a boarding home? Photos and my wishlist & I had a great 😊 birthday 🥳!

Alex to Alex to AWOL; about a girl's paycheck...